Nowadays,i feel like i'm all alone,i'm all by myself. I didn't feel the love anymore,not from anyone. Yalah,except for the fact that my cousin is getting more and more closer to me though we've JUST realised we're related and that he's been taking good care of me caz we're working at the same place. Besides that,no,i didn't have anything. Not from the love of every perspectives. Friends,buddies,them,all of them. From a lover? That'll be a hundred years from now i guess. I just envy people who have them,who can feel them pretty much. But sadly,when they have/achieve it,they didn't appreciate it. Damn annoying.
And now,they are all pretty much excited for their holidays next week. Me? Fuck lah,i havta stay at home and work. Sibei lanciao. Of course i'm mad,i havta stay here all aloneeeeeeee and them,enjoying themselves in another part of the world. No food,no money no nothing for 5 days. Could you believe that? As for today,now,everyone's eating outside. And me? I've been left all alone at home while they're outside enjoying a good meal. I've not eaten since yesterday,mind you. Annoying much.