It's incredibly insane to realise that 2009 is coming to an end. Prolly,i was just so occupied with works and stuffs and that i didn't even keep track of the dates. Yeah,it's eve of New Year already,now. 2009 has been kinda ah-okay year for me. It wasn't the best,it wasn't the worst either. There wasn't new love,there wasn't commitments. Which is the almost the best part. Single throughout the whole year eh :D And besides,yeah i've managed to complete my O'levels tho' it suck hardcore. Meet new awesome people,get to know people,this and that. It was a pleasure. I've not met only ONE of 2009's resolution,that is my SEXY LEGS,but will get it done by early 2010! HAHA. So,wishing you guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR and yeap,may Gold bless you pretty peoples yeah! ;D
On another note,Thanks for the huge favour you've done Zamy. It was appreciated alot,tho' we're lost on your way back home,and that you made me have cramps all over. Me love your black HOT scrambler alot,and the razor helmet,damn hot loh! Thank you okay. And Keledek,happy typing your gonna-deadline reports. Miss awak loh :( OH YEAH! MY KACHING KACHING JUST MASUK TODAY! NYEAHAHAHAHA,200 richer man! ;D How can i not be happy? Ini baru 200bucks,pay belum lagi okay! hahaha Zara's on sales too and im'ma buy those HOT dresses,tomorrow! :DDDD
ME COUNTDOWN WHERE? WORKPLACE LOH! TOMORROW LATE SHIFT LEY!
Labels: why now then you show it to me
Everyday is pretty much interesting to me and i'm liking it very much. Days filled up with different kind of people,different behaviour and different things. It's definitely a pleasure working at a fabulous place though it's very tiring. No,im not whining. And we're all wondering,how will the Rebahas week will be. Of course it'll be damn busy. But we'll definitely have fun in between. HAHA. Preparation starts tomorrow,and i'm on late shift. Plus,i'm getting my cheque tomorrow! How can i not be anymore excited? :D
And now,i'm missing them all. Theres just so many people i havta meet and catch-up with. Reg will always be the person i havta go out with when i'm free,she's not an option anymore :D Yesterday was the final day i'm staying alone. And now,family's on their way back to JB. They'll reach home around approx 10pm. Yeah,nothing exciting loh. As for me,my stomach's been good today. I'm only coughing but oh well,it's pretty normal. I've did myself proud by doing all of the chores at home today,i felt good. House so clean,woooooooh. Today,im thinking what i should do for a first surprise. I see how lah eh. Abang Aufa,you'll get your part too! ;D
Labels: im hoping it wont repeat again
You're so nice,and so beautiful. Infact,the nicest person ive met this year. So honest,so mature. I don't wish to let you go,nor do i wish that you'll leave me just like the others did. Somehow,i can sense it'll happen tho i doubt it. I know i'm a good person,i just need that one chance to prove them that im right and that i'm worth being with. Just this once. Just you.
Labels: the best thing that happens this year
First day of being an orphan suck big time. But haiyah,i still have 5 more days left to endureeeeee. But i like it that everything is about me,JUST ME and that the home is all mine that i can take good care of! :D On another note,i am proud of myself for giving a sum of my own money to people who asked for donations. It made me feel,so goooooood ;D i'm starting to become a big girl now. And,i wanna lunch/dinner with you tmr loh sexy.
Labels: home alone
Work has always been fun although i suck sometimes. And yeah,it pressures me mentally as i'm actually trying my very best to makesure everything goes on perfectly tho' i've only worked there for 2weeks. But,i don't wanna make that as a reason why i can't be like them others. Oh well,i know i can somehow make it happen,i just need to focus. It wasn't that hard afterall. And even when the customer mock at you after knowing that they're in the wrong,i still havta look good. Haiyah. But i'm pretty much in love with the coming working weeks. Know why,caz there won't be anymore " CAN I HAVE A NEW PIECE FOR THIS SHIRT,PLEASE " HAHA,Fuck no.
Anyway on another different note,i had a friend who eventually came down all the way to surprise me and that to company me when he knew that i'm actually having my dinner alone at Mac'Deee. It was really nice and yeah,it really made my day. THANK YOU KELEDEK :D
Labels: keledek is a nice name afterall
Nowadays,i feel like i'm all alone,i'm all by myself. I didn't feel the love anymore,not from anyone. Yalah,except for the fact that my cousin is getting more and more closer to me though we've JUST realised we're related and that he's been taking good care of me caz we're working at the same place. Besides that,no,i didn't have anything. Not from the love of every perspectives. Friends,buddies,them,all of them. From a lover? That'll be a hundred years from now i guess. I just envy people who have them,who can feel them pretty much. But sadly,when they have/achieve it,they didn't appreciate it. Damn annoying.
And now,they are all pretty much excited for their holidays next week. Me? Fuck lah,i havta stay at home and work. Sibei lanciao. Of course i'm mad,i havta stay here all aloneeeeeeee and them,enjoying themselves in another part of the world. No food,no money no nothing for 5 days. Could you believe that? As for today,now,everyone's eating outside. And me? I've been left all alone at home while they're outside enjoying a good meal. I've not eaten since yesterday,mind you. Annoying much.
I thought i saw you,but i realised it was a dream. The second time i saw you,it wasn't a dream anymore. You're standing in front of me,facing the other side of the wall. I was crying for the friend i've lost,hence i didnt wanna approach you as you might think i'll ruin your morning. Then,i went to the MRT's platform,hoping that i'll get over it. But no,my heart told me to run after you,go out and give you a big hug. That's when i really ran for you. But then i realised,you've already board the bus and that you're gone. I miss you and it's true :'(
Labels: lost the people i love
REST IN PEACE,
MY DEAR ABANG IPAR YANG TAK MENJADI-AFIQ & SHAFFIQ.
WILL MISS YOU GUYS,ALWAYS & MAY GOD BLESS YOU BOTH.
Labels: why must they leave
I GOT THIS JOB! I GOT TIHS JOBB! I GOT THIS JOOOOOOOBBBBBB!
Alhamdulillah,rezeki pada Hari Jumaat i should say((: Finally,my waiting period paid off though i felt like giving up sometimes. See,good things happen to people who wait! :D And yes,i'm starting work this Monday. But that's just the 1-day training course. The following day then i will be reporting at Great World City,the outlet which i'll be working at. Good pay,GOOD WORKING HOURS AS WELL! HAHAHA xD I applied for full-time (temporary) since i know i've not been having "life" at home,so a great way to spend my time at work. So,as i guessed,everyone's been saying, "eh dah dapat gaji,belanje kay!" I absolutely have no problem with that caz i'm not stingy kinda person but first things first,$$ for BRACES & LANGKAWI is on top of the list no matter what! Heheee ;D
Thanks Naddy for accompanying me just now tho you gotta wake up as early as 9am! And,what makes my day the most is when Mizi texted,HEH HEH. How can i not be happy when we've not chatted for a week? :D A short message is better than nothing,at least. Alrighty,i'm still deciding wether i should attend my cousin's engagement thingy tomorrow,or not. Caz tomorrow will be MY LAST SATURDAY that i can go out on. After that,my weekends will be used for working hours. So does my Public Holidays. And which means,I can't tag along with my family to KL for the holiday! -.- But i'd rather stay at home,work and get money rather than to have my 40 bucks deducted for each day i'm absent. WORK WORK WORK! Can't wait! xD
Labels: new chapter of life #1
STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING.
STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING.
STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING.
STILL AM WAITING!
Even though it's already been 5days now :'(
Labels: sadness #1
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