Today,i received a news telling me that i'm posted to ITE COLLEGE EAST for Accounting course,which apparently is my second choice. That somehow made my day a lilttle,tho' i didnt get Hospitality,which i really wanted. But yeah,i definitely will try my luck in appealing for that as getting into Campus at CCK is the best thing ever as i didn't needa travel that far compared to Simei's. Either way,i don't really mind tho caz i'll still study hard and see the bright future awaits me. I know i can get myself up after falling down to the lowest. I know i can!
On the other hand,what made my day today is when i've already figured out the places which actually sell the checkered shirts that i've been wanting for so long at an affordable prices. Not only that,Keledek actually suggested us in meeting each other this Saturday since he's free (provided he doesnt havta attend any band sessions/jamming) upon knowing that i have sooooooo many things to tell & share with him. Either way,i'll try to switch my day off if possible so i can spend the whole of my day with just you((: Or if not,we still can have lunch and dinner together in between my breaks. Or i can switch to Early Shift instead of Late! Heheee =D Isn't he nice? Indeed he is. As for me,i'll just do my part in order to make things happen. And that,makes my day alot and draws a smile on my face. Thank you smelly boy,you're great at making me smile! :D
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I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO SAD IN MY LIFE. TO THIS EXTENT OF SADNESS WHERE MY TEARS KEEP ROLLING DOWN. DEAR STRENGTH,I NEED MORE OF YOU PLEASE :'(
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It's true when i said,i don't really need all of that now. It's true when i said,i have so many things that i needa accomplish before love. It's true when i said,love can come later caz it can never goes away when it's already fate. It's true when i said,my goals and aims are my first priority before anything else. It's true when i said,i havta be something before i'm someone's. It's true what i said,i'm still not ready for anything like this. It's true when i said,i still have a long way for this. It's true. But still,i miss you.
It's sad when one by one,is leaving Zara GWC :( It was Kakak Stella,last 2weeks. And yesterday,it was Micheal's turn. Afterwhich,on wednesday it'll be Jolyn,Jasmine,Jerome and Z's turn. Come saturday,it's Aufa & Chester pula. AIYAH! Why does great people doesn't stay? :'( :'( Especially Micheal and Aufa,definitely gonna miss my two sunshine very much. Parted with Micheal by a card i wrote for him,he really deserved it. I wouldn't be what i am without his guide. Sucha gorgeous person. Sigh. I'm supposed to leave this week too,but my manager extended my contract for another 2 months as they said i'm a good worker :D and that i'm starting school on April. That is,i still have lotsa time to waste during this long break. So,there you go! :D
I hate the fact that i havta keep asking myself if you'll actually make things seems a little bit more different than usual or it's just that i'm just too afraid to lose you or it's just that you're too occupied with works and school. On the other hand,i love the fact that i havta think about you every single time round the clock even tho' it's unnecessary and that what happened the other day,kept playing on my mind. It might seems a little tough,but i know we or maybe,i can endure this. This is when we really say,we ARE taking things very slowly((:
On the other note,we,the GWC staff received a sad note from our Head Department. Informing us that Aufa (our manager,my cousin) & Chester (our cute staff) will be transferred to Vivo's Outlet with the effect from 1st February. And,that sucks big time. Why must they leave before me? :( They're like the nicest person on earth,especially my Aufa. Like,he really makes my day and how am i supposed to continue my another 2months of working life without looking at his handsome face? MY GODDDD :'(
Look on the bright side,today's Wednesday and i'm meeting my Reg & Elfac! :DD Prolly Altway & Fyee too if they're around as well. HEH,CAN'T WAIT,SO SEXCITING. They'll definitely make my day,as everrrrrrrrr :D
Labels: YOU
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I wasn't prepared for any honest conversation with you,at all. But i was glad we had one and that you gave me the chance to speak. Everything's like finally outta chest already. Not much actually,but still. And i'm glad,we both actually came to a decision of putting our priorities first ahead before anything else. Commitments,it can come later,i don't really need that actually. All i need is just you,being there for me when i need someone to whine at,for wise advices and for a shoulder to cry on. And,vice versa. That's all that matters((: Hope the chocolate actually made your day in a way or another,even tho' you havta share it with the rest yang kpo nak mintak sikit jugak lah kan hahaha.
It was nice when you're the first person to gave me a warmth smile even tho' it was a distance away. It was nice when you greeted me with a tight hug when we're standing infront of one another. It was nice when you wanted us to share seat since there's no more chairs around for me. It was nice when we exchange stories like nobody's business. It was nice talking to you and that you kept looking into me eyes. It was nice when you actually DID really U-turn just to meet me again as you forgot you havta collect something from me before you left. It was nice when you told me to look behind on the phone as you're at my back. It was nice when we took pictures again and again till we had a decent one and we're soooo not shy at all.
It was nice when we had our time of our own at the corner of the dark street,just you and me. It was nice when we had an honest talk and we tell everything that we could to each other. It was nice when you wanted to feed me the chocolates into my mouth. It was nice when i sat on your bike and you stood infront of me just to talk to me face-to-face. It was nice when i send you back to the place where you place your bike just to bid you goodbye and to look at you for the last time. It was nice when i have you around to make my day today. And it was nice to the fact that,i took the risk and make things happened today.
Paperheart #1: " I wanna be the person to brighten your life,even tho when i couldnt brighten mine " Yes,i like you and you knew that tooo.
Labels: this is my keledek
How do i start? OKAY MY MORNING! It was so horrible as it got me traumatised right after one motherfucker SQUEEZE MY ASS inside the train! Yalah,that fucking Bangladesh,he thought he's sooo coooooooooool and that i won't realised that. What else can i do than to actually gave him one BIG FAT ANNOYING PUNCH IN THE STOMACH! Thank god,i have one Black Negro guy to back me up and helped me to tell the Bangla off. He's damn annoying lah,especially when he gave a pity face. FUCK YOU,i should have gathered some courage to actually bring you to the Police or something. The next time i see you,i'll break your fucking neck. Don't mess with me bitch.
My work was fine as i was in the Early shift of course. Time passes very fast. Then,right after work,i went down to Vivo City to check out my Everlast slip-ons and some clothes around. Afterwhich,i met Ira,Fiz & Sasa for dinner. Well,we didnt ate. Only Fiz did. HAHAHA,then might as well asked him to makan sorang-sorang kat rumah kan! HAHA. Then after,we parted our ways and i bussed home from Harbourfront. I was damn sleepy loh,i didnt even realised there's a cute guy infront of me! Okay,lie. Haha. Oh well,i had Mac'dee for lunch today and the CUTE MANAGER isn't around. He's on leave/off day or what! 3days havent meet already. And Keledek want a punch in the face tak? Never reply my message,you so busy ah you Busyness Man! :D
I wanna do something out of the box tomorrow just to make it happen tho' i know i havta take the risk and yeah,anything to see you and to make you happy,Keledek ;D
Labels: kena molest after 17years of living
I've discussed with me family and ive decided to take Hospitality instead. Caz i asked my friend who took that course to actually tell me what they do exactly. And what they did,is what i wanted. Plus,in that course,im gonna learn about Event Management as well. That course is wideeeeeeeeeeee. So it has everything all wrap up in one. Well,that's my interest. So,ive decided to take up that course at ITE Clementi. Come July,i'll be transferred to ITE Choa Chu Kang also mah. It'll be damn easier for me as it's near to me houseeeeee. And i definitely will study hard so i can prove to everyone,tho' im in ITE,its not the end. And that i can still study,succeed and go poly. Insya'allah i can do it. Caz i'm never a person who gives up easily,i know i dont. And i thank the people who still stay by my side tho' i suck sometimes and still beliving in me. I appreciate that alot <3
Labels: New step ahead
I was confident caz i studied REAL HARD. Little did i know,this is the outcome. Of course i'm sad & disappointed. Nevertheless,i am still proud of myself for putting the BEST effort and for going thru a tough year in Sec 5. I know im NEVER a person who gives up easily,this is just a start for me. THREE CHEERS FOR ME! :D And now,who wanna treat me to a meal? xD
On another note,thank you Reg,Aris,Mimz,Mus,Fiz,Zamy and Dad for being the nicest person on earth. And for being soooooooooooo damn concern and understanding and feels me. They know i did my very best,they really do. They see it. But oh well,though i get a sucky results,they still is there for me. They still support me,they still do. And,that's just enough to erase all those tears in my eyes. I love you all,alot. You guys know how much you guys meant to me,individually :) And the best part was,i had ICE CREAMS to make me feel good. And now,i already am feeling good! :D
WHAT'S MY NEXT STEP? STAY TUNED!
Labels: 2009 O LEVEL RESULTS.
PAST MIDNIGHT = FIRST PAY DAY BABY! :DDD
Labels: FIRST PAY
You were nice. I was nice. We were nice. Everyone's nice. The feeling's nice as well. Upon my arrival,you're the first person i look out for. You weren't there. Minutes passed,then i saw your shadow. It was really you. I went forward,and stand before your eyes. You seem so cute and nice,you give me a casual hug. I was liking it,of course :D I had my supper,and wanting to share it with you,but you were too full. You smiled. && I was liking it,of course :D I havta be home,caz i'm working tomorrow morning,i went about to bid goodbye to everyone. You're the last person whom i went up to. You gave me another smile,which really melts me inside. I was liking it,of course :D I told you how i spent my money and you told me not to be a shopaholic and i told you i wasn't one. You told me to save my money for important uses and you told me not to spend unnecessarily. I agreed,and i told you i'll heed your advice. We bid goodbye by giving each other a tight hug. I was liking it,of course :D Then lastly,i asked if you were to drink like them others,and you gave me a warmth smile and told me not to worry caz you don't. I WAS LIKING IT,OF COURSE! :D
I wanna start my 2010 with you,JUST YOU.
Labels: i was liking it of course
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