I just need a spoon to scoop out his eyeballs caz he is trying so hard to make himself look like a gangster. Well, there you go! That's basically how he looks like right now, bald headed, skinnier than before and getting taller as well. Oh, not to forget, more manly, i see. Which is a good thing of course! Caz he definitely look sexier and more handsome compared to his long boring curly annoying hair :P
Having the chance to fetch him upon his book-out for the very first time was a pleasure. It feels so good to meet this boy after just one week of seperation i must say. Minus the no physical contact please. Rules are still rules, we just havta obey it. Anyway, we managed to hang around at his crib with his other family members. The never-ending stories is always there. The laughter and everything, it never fails to make me fall for him deeper. And to sit by his side and to watch him fall alseep is the sweetest thing i could ever do. Now, that was the best part of everything i'd say.
Then it was the massive dinner over at New Hawa with his big family and all of the other relatives during the Break-fast. It wasn't my first time meeting some of them, but the feeling of shyness is always there. But, it went on well :) We really had our tummy being filled, full! Had a short time together with him and his friend, then it's time to go on separate ways. Now, thats the crucial part. But we had no choice, even when we havta bid goodbye in the middle of the crowd. Even when we havta hold back our tears, we just havta do it. And we did.
Not much of a quality time together, but our day went fine last Saturday. Spending a total of 8hours together was blissful enough. And now, we're separated by 2 weeks once again, before meeting each other back again. One week of not contacting will be tough enough, but we just havta endure and be strong. But i'll be fine, and i hope that goes the same for him too :D Field camps will be hard, but we'll be strong for one another like you said we will, right Eventho i'll be in Malaysia on the day he'll book-out, we'll just havta keep it strong.
Before i forgot, i have no idea what has got into this boy caz he's been sucha sweetheart nowadays. Having him to call me beautiful is asking for a flipside of the world! I mean, he don't really compliments people that easily. Oh well ;) In anyway, things have been pretty well. Eventho there's no official status yet, but to me, it don't matter much though. Pretty well which include the approval from both parents of our individual sides. Yes, i have no idea my mum will agree into this. Which is sucha great relieve! Stay this way and mummy, i'll promise you, he's a great guy. He'll treat me good. Definitely. I'll bring him over to meet you soon.
Hai b, you know i'll always be here waiting for you, right? Just so you know, i love you, so much now. Xoxo.
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It was one of the toughest moment in my life. To have me go thru it all was hard, but how can i gain without any pain, right? I was so occupied by different kinds of things - schools, assignments, analysis, projects, proposal and all those rubbish. I kept rushing and chasing for time, managed alot of things at once and have everyone's back when no one has mine. The pressure is on! To see what i went thru was a complete disaster, you wouldn't wanna know. But fact is, no matter how strong i am at all times, i still crumbled sometimes. Which, i did. And when that happens, all i need was you to be right beside me, holding me tight, shed me tears away and tell me everything's gonna be just fine. But, as much as i know you can't be there, i still bare in mind that you're always there for me, mentally. And you eventually did.
It was one of the finest day, yesterday. It was superbly amazing to see you bald after forever. The exchange of never-ending stories has always been great. The tight hugs after so long was beautiful. I would love to have you the whole night, but that's impossible right. 4 hours of meeting one another is never enough, and im long for more. Caz you're the best guy i can ever get, share and have this all with. For you're one of the best things that has ever happened in my life, you really are.
It was crazy to have those guys to chase after me, despite to the fact that they just don't understand i only want you and not anyone else. That's when i felt insecure, and i still do. But, you shouldn't havta feel that way too. Caz you know how i am as a person. I don't care if they're chasing/fighting for me - i still choose you. It was hard going thru all this but nothing can ever change my mind nor can anything change my love for you, b. I am never gonna leave you. I will stay true and always here waiting for you. Simply because i love you and not anyone else. That's my word.
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