this internet connections really suck to the core . i don't know what happened lately,i couldn't get my connections propely . andand that's the reason why i didn't uppdate much lately and check my emails lately . so,to the taggers who had tagged,sorry for the late reply . well,i appreciate the tagg and concerns . the advice and stuff,thanks alot people (:
okeyy,yesterday was monday and today was tuesday . so,PrettyBoy had been smiling at me in school! ohohohohoh,soo sweet larhh his smile . okeyy,i was so excited till i tell soo many poeple about it . padahal PrettyBoy baruu senyumm je . bukan kate nak patch upp balik kan? lols . school's been good . my life? i can say,im not strong enough to face all this . well i actually could but when i think back about who's gonna celebrate my birthday with me this year . about who's gonna wear the same Baju Kurung color with me this year . whos' gonna accompany me to eat Dendeng at Geylang this year and about the 1st Year Anniversary thing,all gone . Ain stole everything . thanks to that biatch . she even thank me for not being mad toward her after what she's done . wth? me,not mad? go bang your head on the wall larhh ehh!
so,after giving a few thoughts and thinking,i would definitely will do sumthing about it . about this relationship,EIGHT MONTHS relationship . like i told you before on the previous post,i told PrettyBoy . no matter what happens or took place,i will not give everything upp . i will gain backk whatever i owned . and now,im strong enough to try getting everything back in place . i've already send a msg to PrettyBoy about me not gonna give upp just for the third partyy . and i wonder how he'll react . so,my words are definitely true . i'll try my veryy bestt to get everything backk . because,PrettyBoy dosent tell me that he dosent love me anymore . and that makes me have the confidence to do so . and i REPEAT; no matter what took place,i will still love him coz his my half-life . seriously,i dont care (:
thanks to Naddyyy love for the support and encouragement . to Zanna who's been a great bestie to me . Ifah who's been a great buddy and Mas for being such a lovely goodfren to me . Fee for hearing all my cries and to others who ios concern about whats happening to me . all i could say is thank you very muchh . andand PrettyBoy,i will never ever let u go,not even a mile . trust me . oh yes! Speech Day been good . the slow march that me and Zanna did was okeyy . i did a mistake at the starting point but it turns out well,i guess . well,the parade was at the gym . was kinda boringg as we cant see the GOH marching inn and i didnt get the chance to shout wen the March Pass . lols . well,some pictures are upp . but more to come,my nenek has not send to me yet! nenek serabai uh (:
[1] GOH and Mrs Lim
[2] Me & my twin cum elder sister,ZANNA . ILY (:
[3] Me and my sister's 2nd husband,HAFIZ .
[4] ME & my lovelyy scandal,DICKEY . ILY! haha sorrie ZANNA (kidding)
[5] Mr Koh and me .
[6] HAZWAN,my step-son and me!
[7] TAUFIQ,my step-son too,with his step-mom,and that's me!
[8] My one and only lovelyy son,HANIS .
I still love my PrettyBoy . I miss my PrettyBoy so muchh and i will get everything backk,i promise . my promises are not fake if not,i wont do one . trust me (: