;Fashion fever
well,it all started with scribbling which leads to sketching,inspirations,ideas and then,fashion . which all equals to fashion designing . oh,a dream was stated and no matter what,LASALLE is my pathway dude! no matter how hard and tough its gonna be like,im still going there,FULLSTOP! yeaaay,i win! haha =P
ive been sick lately,down with fever,cough and flu . well,its a minor one comparing to how im feeling these few days . broke down,cried,likes,cares,the meows,
dream,guy,memories,past,skeleton fingers,jenny,kyle patrick,the click five,gigs,i bet that you look good on the dancefloor,long john silver,about being tall,about wanting to keep long hair,bill kaulitz,the rock,muke kesian,cheeky,senyum lebar-lebar,goodnight messages,
sexy lips,inbox,korean,fullhouse,chalet,swings,chocolates,dates,hangouts,suntec,starbucks,
caramel frappucino, fireworks,msn,wake up call,saturdays,on how i got my second name-Fafilla,pinches,bitebite (never did) ,the 'lor' word,the word 'later' and lastly the symbol,
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i guess,its time for Fafilla to be strong and to move on . oh dude,im glad that it happened now than later,when the feelings go on deeper . well,i guess,after 3 chapter about us,which is soon gonna be the 4th one on 13th February this month has already come to and end . which actually,i dont think so yet,cause' you still are my best-buddy! you still are man,you still are . no matter how hard it seems,i cant be here,wasting my time to put some hopes on something im unsure of . so yeah,gotta move on yo . and thats what im doing now,MOVE ON BABY! =)
everything has come to and end and ive decided what's the very best for me . there's no point waiting and be patient when u're unsure about what u gonna get in return . cause' i myself unsure what actually i wanted from you,Issyah . i really don't know . love? care? or what? i seriously don't know . you're not my dream guy after all . maybe physically yes! real yes! but in sense of characteristic,way tooo different than expected man . so,ive decided to give a chance to someone who really am serious for me,the one whose there for me,the one who can give his full attention to me (that's very important though! ) andand yeah,he deserved to be treated greatly by me without regrets . im sure,there's gonna lead into a bright sunny future - Hatim . sounds way too fast like as if its like a puppy love but,i really am taking things slow . well,let's take things slow for now shall we? =)
well,you should know Fafilla very well by now! veryvery well,i mean! im like the most friendliest creature ever in the whole white world! but,no one can really reads what inside here love . no one . so yeah,im trying very hard now,veryvery hard to forget about whats going on and yeah,HE shall help me with this matter i hope . and b,i really hope u shall understand my real situation now! and yeah,i hope im gonna be really fine baby,really fine =(
i got the Fafilla name on the 29th of November,Thursday at 0158hours! Thanks for the cute name! :) i dont know why but when anything that has gotto do with it,tears shall down my cheeks without me wanting it to happen . oh agony,save me from all these stuff .
Current Mood: sick + refreshed + dissapointed + miserable + sad + happy + touched + loved + adored
which equals to = he makes my day yo! :)
labels: let's begin our love story && no more crying Fafilla,no more .