The disease was called Hepatocellular Carcinoma. The doctor estimated that he could only live for another 7 more months. But,it came down to six months since September. That wasn't the only reason why he passed on. He still have got plenty different kind of diseases. One which i knew was,Diabetes. Skip bout' those diseases. I'll just havta makesure i don't continue eating those pure sugars anymore or the same thing will happen to me. I went all the way to the cemetery,look at how he got buried and all,it was definitely a sad case. One day,the same thing will definitely happen to me. So,start to repent Dilla. Enough bragging about it,it's just gonna add more of the tears right now. It just brings me back on how i lost my very loved ones,not long ago.
Alot of things happened out of my control. Alot of things kept playing on my mind. Alot of questions is waiting for answers. There's just alot of things which needed specific explanation on why it happened. Why must it be me? Why us? Why must people be so selfish? Why must they boast about their money? Why must they think so high of themselves when they actually have got NOTHING? Why must they always think they're right when they're not? Why? Why do that kind of people still exist?
What does life means to you? How long will you live? How long will you be able to live with your love ones? How long can you keep your goddamn money? How long can you boast about it? What does happiness means to you? What does sadness means to you? What is true happiness? Being able to achieve lots and lots money? Is that what you call happiness and life? Can you bring your fucking money into your grave? What do you want in life? Why must fight over trivial matters? Why such thinking? Why choose that way? How long can you hold onto that situation? How long can you endure? So what if you have got lots of money? So what if you have got everything you ever wanted? So what if you think you're good enough? So what if you have got the most expensive thongs and briefs to wear? So what?
In this BIG world,you'll definitely meet different kinds of people,with different kinds of characteristics. Be it a good friend,a cousin,a close friend or even bestfriends. Whatever it is,you'll definitely meet one. And,that's when you'll see how strong you are,when you have to go through a situation which you've never thought it would ever happened. And,that's when you can see truly for yourself,which is a true friend and which is not. And another thing to note is that,now that you've already met the person you love most,the person you've always dreamt to be with,cherish them before its too late.
Never fight over trivial matters cause that's just stupid. Everyone has their limits of patience. No matter how mad you are at that point of time,try to calm down and think rationally before anything bad occurs. You might think i'm talking rubbish,but if that really happens to you,you know how it feels like AND this whole chunk of rubbish that i'm talking about is actually useful and meaningful. It's up to individual lah huh. Everyone has their own perspectives in everything they see. Everyone has their own freaking brain to think. If it ever happens to you before,take it as a lesson and never repeat it,ever again. Let's make this a useful one.
I hope by tomorrow morning,everything will be just fine as per normal in every way plus,no more tears Dilla,no more tears. One moment they're here,another moment they're gone. One moment they're alive,one moment they passed on. Be strong and yeah,that's just life.
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