Read it,and you'll learn something from it,trust me:
How do we go without trust in love? There's no way it can happen. Not even little trust is counted. Big disappointment like breaking up promises,that's the biggest mistake she has done as she has NEVER broke her promises before,to anyone. But why when with him? TWICE. Her nature of always being pampered,let's not make it the reason/excuses all of the time as everyone believes,she can stop getting used to it. Changing herself,she believe she can although she may be slow sometimes. Getting him out of her mind,even for a second,it's impossible. Loving him till whenever,it has always been. But now,let's reduce everything for a short period of time. Simply everything. Fret not,you're not gonna lose him. It's just on how you get used to be in his life,his situation. Uhuh,no more missing meor stuff for the time being. It's just a short date =D
It's not gonna be that long. But building up TRUST,is amazingly tough. But,one can start doing it now,take her own time,slowly,although it's gonna take up around 2/3 months long. Trust,never talk about love when there's no trust at all. Sacrifices,she's gonna do all this as she believe in her instinct very well =) Get on the dating mode,get used to the situation,learn to understand,open your heart and accept it sincerely. And then,prove to everyone,even to those motherfucking dumbass whom you wanted to kick their ass,that you can achieve what you want and that you'll put in your best effort. Because,i always believe in myself.
She never regretted saying yes when he wants her to be his girl on Valentine's Day. Even to him,he never regretted asking for it. It was one of the best day ever,together. But it's just about the time,rushing into relationship isn't the best choice although you know you're fated to be with each other. Look on the bright side,she thanked god for letting whatever happens that particular night,6 days ago. It if wasn't for it,those horrible things will keep on going without realising or even without any changes. Now that situation is not like before for a short period of time,just endure. If you really love that someone,you'll do anything and everything to make things perfect <---- believe it or not,i'm doing it. Yes,i am.
Thousands of apologises won't turn back the clock/time. It's just about ME,about me opening my heart to be a better person and learn to treasure and appreciate precious people around me,in a much more better way. It's another way on getting you to learn to be a stronger and much more mature in thinking. Of course,you can't run away from reality,try to bear with it,and you'll get used to it. One expensive lesson learnt now. No regrets,no nothing. The love may decrease a little bit on one's side,but he still loves you,very much. You CAN earn it back Dilla,here's the GOLDEN CHANCE for you to make things happened,all by yourself. He's asking you to prove it to him now,right now. Use it,prove it,treasure it. That's what i learn. And yes,I'm talking about my life right now.
Deep in our heart,we knew how much we meant to be with each other,how much love we had for the past 7/8 months,how much we can't live without each other although sometimes we tend to get away from it for a short moment,how much trust we've build and everything which concerns. And for now,no more pressure,no more sadness,no more crying and no more stress. Everything's gonna be fine. It's all about the N level now. After then,that's it kay? =) And so,for this short period of time,let's keep our feelings to OURSELF no matter how much we miss each other,no matter what. It's gonna do the relationship good,trust me. Cause i trust you,too. And we're building it,bit by bit. Back to square ONE.
A moment of happiness with tears beside it,for the SECOND time handsome,you did it! <333
(hahahaha,rhyme lah pulak kan)
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