TIME TO POP OHHHH!!
It was the boy's POP yesterday. The parade is held at Marina Bay Floating Platform which i have no idea where it's located at hahahaha. And it starts at freaking 7.45 am in the morning :O I've never attended any parade at such hour but anything for this boy. It was scorching hot and i have no freaking idea how in the world the army boys can endure but they're totally great.
Now that BMT ends, it's like one burden down. But that's not the end, in fact, there's more to come. It's just a beginning. I wonder where he's gonna be posted to but oh well, where ever it might be, i'm really gonna be proud of him. Tough times doesn't last, but tough man do. And he's one fine tough man i know. Im sure he'll pulled thru. In any way it's gonna be, it's definitely gonna be tough for the both of us. No doubt about that. But i fret nothing. Cause, he's too beautiful for me to let go. Hey b, i really love you. Just know that.
Labels: Hareez POP
Kecoh-kecoh raya 2010.
27th September, Monday - Raya with the secondary gangs
25th September, Saturday - Raya with the usuals.
20th September, Monday - Raya with the girls
There you go, Raya pictures with different friends. And finally, im over and done with the visitings :D Till we meet again in next year's Hari Raya, Insyaallah.
Labels: kecoh kecoh raya 2010
Riyan & Nurhan
Only 1/4 from the big family.
Mum's best buddies from Texas & Barcelona.
Bestest imported from Johor Bahru.
Still young and dangerous ;)
What was my dad doing at the back?
There you go, family of 5.
I don't think it's too late for me to wish so, Selamat Hari Raya to each and everyone of you. It's the 8th day today and i hope, the raya atmosphere is still being felt to you guys. Well, not for me though. Eversince the first day of fasting month, till the last day, to the first day of raya and until today, it's just feel like those typical normal days im going thru. No vibes, no atmosphere no nothing. Just nothing at all. Raya aint something i look forward for this year. Surprisingly. Visiting became boring. Unlike when we're younger, when visiting means getting lots of money from the older ones. Now that we're all grown up, theres nothing much to the things we look forward for. Hehehe
The month August and September has been treating me very greatly. I have a list of them where i can jot each and everyone of them down. But theres too much to think about for now. All i could say is, time flies so fast and all you could realize now is that, it's already mid of September. Few more months and we're going on a new chapter of a new year. Brilliant. Well anyway, for now, i guess, i have lotsa things to look forward to each week. Which is something nice though. Raya visiting (just havta bare with it tho its damn boring), the boy's POP, when he's on leave, the day im turning a year older, new semester starts, the boy's on a new place for something new and all that jazz. And i believe, before we know it, everything is moving on too fast.
Now that im already on holiday, it's more like i'm on sick leave. And it's frustrating and boring caz all i could do is to lie down and just get some rest. I mean, i should be going out than to be doing all of this. Well, what other option do i have besides recovering, right? Apart from that, fetching the boy upon booking out is already like a routine. Which is nice though, to have to meet him each week. Besides that, i have yet to know what other plans i have for the coming week. This is what you get what you're sick, totally hopeless and useless. Annoying much.
I just need a spoon to scoop out his eyeballs caz he is trying so hard to make himself look like a gangster. Well, there you go! That's basically how he looks like right now, bald headed, skinnier than before and getting taller as well. Oh, not to forget, more manly, i see. Which is a good thing of course! Caz he definitely look sexier and more handsome compared to his long boring curly annoying hair :P
Having the chance to fetch him upon his book-out for the very first time was a pleasure. It feels so good to meet this boy after just one week of seperation i must say. Minus the no physical contact please. Rules are still rules, we just havta obey it. Anyway, we managed to hang around at his crib with his other family members. The never-ending stories is always there. The laughter and everything, it never fails to make me fall for him deeper. And to sit by his side and to watch him fall alseep is the sweetest thing i could ever do. Now, that was the best part of everything i'd say.
Then it was the massive dinner over at New Hawa with his big family and all of the other relatives during the Break-fast. It wasn't my first time meeting some of them, but the feeling of shyness is always there. But, it went on well :) We really had our tummy being filled, full! Had a short time together with him and his friend, then it's time to go on separate ways. Now, thats the crucial part. But we had no choice, even when we havta bid goodbye in the middle of the crowd. Even when we havta hold back our tears, we just havta do it. And we did.
Not much of a quality time together, but our day went fine last Saturday. Spending a total of 8hours together was blissful enough. And now, we're separated by 2 weeks once again, before meeting each other back again. One week of not contacting will be tough enough, but we just havta endure and be strong. But i'll be fine, and i hope that goes the same for him too :D Field camps will be hard, but we'll be strong for one another like you said we will, right Eventho i'll be in Malaysia on the day he'll book-out, we'll just havta keep it strong.
Before i forgot, i have no idea what has got into this boy caz he's been sucha sweetheart nowadays. Having him to call me beautiful is asking for a flipside of the world! I mean, he don't really compliments people that easily. Oh well ;) In anyway, things have been pretty well. Eventho there's no official status yet, but to me, it don't matter much though. Pretty well which include the approval from both parents of our individual sides. Yes, i have no idea my mum will agree into this. Which is sucha great relieve! Stay this way and mummy, i'll promise you, he's a great guy. He'll treat me good. Definitely. I'll bring him over to meet you soon.
Hai b, you know i'll always be here waiting for you, right? Just so you know, i love you, so much now. Xoxo.
Labels: field camp #1
It was one of the toughest moment in my life. To have me go thru it all was hard, but how can i gain without any pain, right? I was so occupied by different kinds of things - schools, assignments, analysis, projects, proposal and all those rubbish. I kept rushing and chasing for time, managed alot of things at once and have everyone's back when no one has mine. The pressure is on! To see what i went thru was a complete disaster, you wouldn't wanna know. But fact is, no matter how strong i am at all times, i still crumbled sometimes. Which, i did. And when that happens, all i need was you to be right beside me, holding me tight, shed me tears away and tell me everything's gonna be just fine. But, as much as i know you can't be there, i still bare in mind that you're always there for me, mentally. And you eventually did.
It was one of the finest day, yesterday. It was superbly amazing to see you bald after forever. The exchange of never-ending stories has always been great. The tight hugs after so long was beautiful. I would love to have you the whole night, but that's impossible right. 4 hours of meeting one another is never enough, and im long for more. Caz you're the best guy i can ever get, share and have this all with. For you're one of the best things that has ever happened in my life, you really are.
It was crazy to have those guys to chase after me, despite to the fact that they just don't understand i only want you and not anyone else. That's when i felt insecure, and i still do. But, you shouldn't havta feel that way too. Caz you know how i am as a person. I don't care if they're chasing/fighting for me - i still choose you. It was hard going thru all this but nothing can ever change my mind nor can anything change my love for you, b. I am never gonna leave you. I will stay true and always here waiting for you. Simply because i love you and not anyone else. That's my word.
Labels: hai baby
Finally the day has come, it's time for you to serve the nation. 2 and a half weeks of confinement is tough. For you and for me as well. Mana taknya, baru kasi bid-goodbye message dah menangis. Yeah,i suck at this cause im a very emotional girl,i know right! :P Nevertheless, i know you can pull thru <: Apart from that, i really am looking forward for your text while you're in and the day when you'll book out. Eventho it's gonna be fasting month by then, heck, i still wanna meet you and give you my big fat enormous hug! ;)
Just so you know, when i say i'll stick to one, that just means i will just stick to one - which is you. And not anybody else. I ain't a flirt or whatsoever, and you know that. So, do have faith and believe in me when i say i will wait for you. 2 years is definitely long, but if there's a will, there's a way dear. Insya'allah nothing bad will happen((: And so, when you're there, just remember that down here, there's this young lady waiting for you with an open arm.
Finally after 2 long years, i'm in love ;)
Labels: Arisy masuk NS loooooooooor
Now that we're left with 2 exact weeks, i wanna make full use of it <:
The best feeling in life is when, you love that someone, and they return you the same feeling also. XOXO
Labels: Things that make me smile
OAC BBQ GATHERING 2010
I had fun, they had fun, we had fun and it was fun of course! The setting up of shelter was absolutely chaotic but we succeed in doing it. Everything run on quite smoothly eventho it's drizzling in between. The BBQ was alright. Basically, everything's fine. It was a good experience and lesson learnt in handling and organizing these kinda event. Well, i've learnt and gained something from all this, definitely.
Apart from that, i've seen some changes around me. Be it situations, people, personality and characteristics. I am loving the changes. It somehow brightens up each and everyday of my life and made me feel that it's worth living in this world. I mean, since when it doesn't right? But, much more meaningful i'd say. What's important, it never failed to make me smile each and everyday. Now,that's the best part eventho it can cause my cheeks some cramps! But from what i observed, July is treating me very well in sense of everything and that's really great. Apart from that, this year's world cup is pretty awesome. Holland for the win! :D
Labels: Changing situations
OAC IN PAHANG, JERAM BESU, 2010
Seems like my holiday isn't like one at all from the very first day. Whole week was burnt and i'm not liking it of course! I have got no time to complete my given projects and it suck big time. Thank god my assignments are settled. Despite the unfinished projects, i still look forward for school big time! <: Besides that, i still hope for more time since i'm staying at home and fixing it the whole time tomorrow, well hope it somehow helps. Other than that, we all have been putting in alot of efforts for the BBQ gathering and i hope, it will go on smoothly on the day itself. Cause you have got no idea how pressurized each and everyone of us are each day!
Apart from that, it's already July and how fast can time flies? Hope July will be a better month and will be a good one despite to the fact that Arisy's leaving for NS at the end of the month. Which is a good thing cause he'll go botak which is something i look forward for since forever. A bad thing cause, im pretty unsure yet why. In any case, just get it over and done with lah huh. I have never been this busy in my whole entire life, and it's stressful. But,im handling it greatly.
I'm gonna give my biggest on ever;
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Labels: July comes
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