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okay yeah,these are the ONLY pictures i managed to upload . excluded the ones we took during our Flag Day,whihc is last saturday . a jackass day i'd say! we're supposed to collect donations,instead we went to the Singapore Art Muzeum and become tourists! haha . (well,we did collect SOME donations,atLEAST) . *grins*

days have been in blues *lethargic face* like seriously,i dont know why this week seriously have been a tiring one and i really dont understand why . prolly because we've started to do sooooooo many class works now,getting ourselves prepared for our N's . yeah,prolly . *yaaaawnn* boring . well,whatever it is,no more slacking Fafilla! seriously a NO . you've already SCREW your common test and no more screwing of test starting from now onwards . or else,you wouldn't have a bright future and you can't simply live in a luxurious way (not really) . oror,you have to find a RICH husband to live an easyy lifee! ( i dont think i can find a rich one) diedie! okay,joking! hahaha .

look at Usamah . he look like a eurasian!

omg,isn't he CUTE? haha .

my GOODfriend! haha . meet Afiq,jackass! =)

he's crazy,i know . hahaha .

(don't get jealous baby,he's just a friend and i love you MORE!)

RANDOM .

IFAH,5 years of friendship (include this year) and still keeping it strong! =)

moving on . ive been watching people's (girls and guys i mean) armpit hair and hair leg . okay,i'm not what you think i am,but hey,im used to doing that so you cant blame me either! well,mojority of the rugby boys have SEXY hair leg which include my daddy and boyfriend . and the most hairy leg was Afiq's and i likee plucking them! ewww,i know . but,it's fun lor! haha . girl's leg,i shall look who had got a sexy leg or even a muscular ones . Renee has it . Zanna,my sister,Miss Poon (of course) and some other names too which include Ifah,if she were to shave them! haha . i've been asking people if my leg does look fat or not . but,fortunately they said NO! haha . (but i think otherwise lor) =( armpit hair,mostly all of them shave their armpit hair and that's really goooooooooood! hahah .

i want a sexy leg! i dont caree! like seriously . i wanna have firm tights and i wanna make my abs look OBVIOUS! i seriously don't like my leg now . i mean,they dont have muscle (i did,once . but,i dont know where it had gone to) and its not even clean . i have scares and marks on it . all thanks to the camps that ive attended! thanks a lot ehh mosquitos and sand flies! *roll eyes* omg,yeah! SEXYSEXYSEXY leg is for me NEXT! i dont give a damn . hahah .

to end everything,i really am missing my boyfriend right now =( =( seriously . andand,ive not been meeting him for like 6 days already now . and oh,im going on a DATE (our first date together though) this sunday after watching Danceworks 2008! catch a movie baby! wohoo i likeeee~ *kening naik-naik* haha . i miss your hugs and kisses . the FOREHEAD kisses especially! =( =(

okay,boyfriend's calling now . soo,shall see you when i see you! XOXO oh btw,sorry baby cause i stole your picture without your permission . promise tak buat lagi . for today jer . esok confirm buat lagi nyer! haha . joking! =)

labels: last looooonnnngggggg JAGI-SHII! hahaha . you know who you are baby! =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, February 28, 2008 @19:41 | 0 lovely comments ✿

; aLOT like love .

The overdue pictures of our Family day outing on 11th February 2008,saturday at Pasir Ris Park . certain pictures are upp! =)

not really all of us . some are missed out though .

mummy and us . well,i find this picture a nice shot yeah .

Abby . she's cute,i love her . ohh,bukan abby aicoke hor . haha . if u noe what i mean! =)

told you,she's suchaa cutestuff!

i told her to look at the camera,but it turns the other way round! haha .

going crazy with the little one?

was talking to Hatim on the phone when my sister snapped this!

the trademark for sure =)

i wanna go for a DATE,and official date with boyfriend! like seriously,we have not been catching movies together . okay,don't laugh . we only spent our time together at Goodview Gardens and east coast and had our meals together,so far . well,ive planned to be his for the whole ENTIRE DAY one day,after our exams are all over . go to sentosa prolly? only the two of us? yeah,a good idea indeed! and,shall plan about it when the time gets nearer . && i still cant believe im attached to a wonderful boyfriend! yeaaay me! =)

ive been having a terrible headache today . a VERY BAD one i'd say! like seriously,i cant help it . andand,worst still,im having my maths paper tomorrow! with an addition of history paper . POA,the following day . geeeeeeeeeeeez . oh oh yeah,met-upp with boyfriend just now to study for my maths paper and get my homeworks done and hey,the only word i can describe him is; C U T E . seriously . haha . he is really cutee . with his magic tricks which amazed me and all . haha,funny :) i want moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee of it! i love your hugs and kisses! yeay,lucky me! =)

&& Fikah,sabar jelah pasal Syimah tu . well,you understand don't you about these kind of people oror prolly,kids . simply wth kan? sheesh,merepek sia . *roll eyes*

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @22:22 | 0 lovely comments ✿

7 Random facts about me:-

1. If i turn moody,i won't talk to anyone and i shall say 'i'm okay' all the time although im not and i don't like it when poeple keep on asking me if im fine or not .
2. I have a body-shape but i don't like the fats i got the my waist -.-
3. I have the habit of talking to myself and it really irritates the poeple around me especially Han Bali (okay,he's new in my class)
4. Like Lina,i can speak British accent but i don't like to get used to it as poeple might thought im showing of .
5. I got a stupid irritating sensitive nose and i really hate it man!
6. I have a terrace house at Malaysia in case you don't know .
7. I own a HOTHOTHOT and skinny boyfriend =)

7 Things that scare me:-

1.HEIGHTS! i hate heights like for real!
2. Injections really suck to the core! before the doctor injects me,for sure im gonna cry first!
3. Cats cats cats cats and just cats! meow meow!
4. To lose somone i realy love and care!
5. Dogs? prolly yeah,cause dogs barking really scary sia .
6. Going back home late at night ALONE . && i'll never will,NEVER .
7. Cockroaches scares me to death! *faints faints faints*

7 Favourite music artists at the momment:-

1. Red apperatus jumpsuit
2. The click Five
3. Arctic Monkeys
4. 30 Seconds to mars
5. Panamore
6. Comic Strip
7. Arrowhead (they're the local band in s'pore)

7 Things i like most:-

1. My lovely boyfriend
2. My gilrfriends
3. My black ipod nano
4. My dark brown eyes
5. Koean stuff which Zanna and Ifah got me influenced .
6. Arctic monkeys songs; I bet that you look good on the dancefloor! gotta listen to it dude!
7. Danceee! i miss dancing though =(

Thanks hor Lina for choosing me to be one of the lucky ones to do them! && yeah,im a young auntie now! my cousin just gave birth to an adorable baby boy around 20 minutes ago! ohh my,i've becoming more and more old now =.= sheeeesh . haha . so,just a random post for today to kill time time . till then ~ lovelove! <3

Labels: Like a painting,it wouldn't be complete without the gorgeous paper and the beautiful paintbrushes . you're just like the painter who paints me with colours and make my days colouful =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, February 16, 2008 @13:43 | 0 lovely comments ✿

OFFICIALLY ATTACHED AT 21:16PM,GOODVIEW ROOFTOP GARDEN,

ON VALENTINE'S DAY 2008 =)

I'm sitting down infront of him when he asked me;

Hatim: Dear,can i ask you something?

Dilla: yeah,sure . what is it? (okay,da suspect! haha)

Hatim: Will you be my girlfriend officially?

Dilla: will you love me for who i am? the boring average girl who loves dancing and sketching only?

Hatim: That's what i've been doing all while!

Dilla: then,i'm all yours then!

Hatim: Soooo,it's a YES?

Dilla: prolly yeah . haha,its a YES baby! *grins widely*

He then put on the silver necklace he bought for me . i lovee it baby!

From me to him: 100 over pieces of heart-shaped papers with different colours placed in a box which ive folded them from 10pm till 1.30am last night . 3 strawberry flavoured cupcakes with the alphabet I,L and Y (iloveyou) on top and 4 slices of hot chocolate almond brownies plus a hand-made card with a poem on it specially for him =)

for me from him: a pink stalk of rose,a piece of paper with a cute design on it and a poem written by him,himself telling me that im the QUEEN in his heart and a silver necklace for me . awww baby,i love you so much! =) i cried while reading the poem though! it touches me andand especially when he asked me to be his gilfriend .

So,to top it all,

I CANT BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING I WANTED CAME TRUE! && IM OFFICIALLY ATTACHED NOW! OH MY,I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH MINUTE NOW =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, February 14, 2008 @22:42 | 0 lovely comments ✿

;oh agony .

Oh,these are the pictures taken on our outing on the First day of the Chinese New Year celebration! soooo,yeah . there's only 6 of them though .

ooooh,the 6 of us! Fikah,Khai,Hatim,Dilla,Yunis and Faizal .

i just love them! =)

the looovelyy lovebirds! haha,dorang memang cuteee! cepat2 official hor! *wink*

focus on my eye! haha . candid shot laa,im not even ready for the camera yet! ohoh,Hatim choooomel kaaaan? *cheeky*

i fine them cutee too! tp bile part dorang gadoh,sembunyi belakang Fikah siol aku . kan B kan? haha

end up,its only the 4 of us . double date next time round baby! =)

Poeple keep on asking me about me and Issyah . kinda weird but yeah,im just a goodfriend of his! for real,i am one! haha . andand,at times,when i've already explained my situation right now,they then thought i was having some puppy love feelings . absolutely no lor . they simply don't understand me i guess . yeah,don't really understand me . sheeeesh . oh yeah,what? well,nothing seems better when he told me what's in his mind! guess whaaaaaaaaaaat fellas?

Dilla: I don't know why but i really wanna tell you that,you're the best thing that have ever happen in my life . im'a person who's like,if i love someone,i shall love him whole heartedly . and as for you,i've already secure you in my heart and baby,i'll hold on to you and never let you go . never . like i told you before,whichever girl who wons you is a lucky one and i guess,im the one though! =)

Hatim: Awwwww,that's sooo sweet dear :) guess what,I LOVE YOU dear :) :) i've started to love you now,seriously .

omgomgomg,haha . well,that's about it . i suspect that Valentine's day gonne be a something one but yeah,do take your time baby . im fine with everything though! ohh yes,as for Fikah and Khai,cepat2 official jugak lorr korang! really cant wait for that to happen! =) ohh yes,what happened?

&& its when,your own very BESTFRIEND,
where you pour your thoughts to,
whom you share your happy and sorrow moments together,
treat you that way .literally,THAT WAY .
the way it's not supposed to be!
absolutely dissapointing though as you've known me for like 4 years now?
what the fuck?

She even thought she was not at fault and got panic and afraid if i getto know about it .
just wait till you explain every single thing you me then!
&& what else now?
SCREW YOU BITCH =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, February 11, 2008 @17:12 | 0 lovely comments ✿

;Tell me you love me baby .

6 days more to Valentine's Day! so fellas,what's your plan with ur partner? haha . i wish im gonna have a superduper great sweet cum lovely one ever! like,working things out for me and him? haha . i like i like i likeeeeeeee *kening naik-naik* haha . so yeah,went to East Coast Park with Hatim,Fikah and Khai yesterday . then,Wati and Vaam joined us . we had a great time although the place is quite pack . okay,not quite but REALLY pack i'd say! neither of us brought the mat so we sat on tha dry grass patch . a cute one i shall say! haha . kill the time by playing with the sea water,play cards,listen to songs with the speaker brought by Fikah,watch the cards-magics by Hatim and Khai and be in his arms for like the whole entire day? *cheeky smile* =)

10 hours and 25 minutes seems sooo freaking long but,not for me though . i feel that ive only spent my time with him for only an hour plus? werid . but that's how you really feel when you're with the one you love . love? did i say love? haha . *wink* soo,i wanted to put up the pictures snapped yesterday but,ive yet to received them from Fikah and Wati . so,shall wait though . andand now,i really got nothing else on my freaking mind . soooo,let's shall continue on the next time i blog hor .

ohoh,i gotta wake up early tomorrow as im going to Pasir Ris Park with my cousins which is from my daddy's side which i am not really used to . im bet its gonna be a boring one! haha . i wish i could run away and escape from it so that i can spent my time with my Hatim and accompany him for his jamming . still,i wanna meet my so-lost-long grandma tomorrow . but too bad,we gotta wait till Thursday then! andand,wednesday night,me and Iqa planned to do something really sweet for our love ones! haha . andand,i shall prepare the sweetest among the sweetest small tiny lil surprise for him andand plus,27 dresses too baby! then,the following saturday shall be the date! ohhh dateee . so,how can i share my feeling now?

i've never felt better while i am in your arms,and when you hugged me tight like as if you wanna hold me forever and never let go . but,nothing seems better when you kissed my forehead to express your love physically and that's when i feel the love and sparks between us . and that's when im starting to love you each minute baby . i am,for real . well,my life is definitely all about you now . no matter how many guys likes me,love me,had a crush with me,wanna date me out or so but still IM ALL YOURS B! :)

labels: yesterday was our part of our 1st chapter of love =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, February 08, 2008 @21:17 | 0 lovely comments ✿

;Fashion fever

well,it all started with scribbling which leads to sketching,inspirations,ideas and then,fashion . which all equals to fashion designing . oh,a dream was stated and no matter what,LASALLE is my pathway dude! no matter how hard and tough its gonna be like,im still going there,FULLSTOP! yeaaay,i win! haha =P

ive been sick lately,down with fever,cough and flu . well,its a minor one comparing to how im feeling these few days . broke down,cried,likes,cares,the meows,

dream,guy,memories,past,skeleton fingers,jenny,kyle patrick,the click five,gigs,i bet that you look good on the dancefloor,long john silver,about being tall,about wanting to keep long hair,bill kaulitz,the rock,muke kesian,cheeky,senyum lebar-lebar,goodnight messages,

sexy lips,inbox,korean,fullhouse,chalet,swings,chocolates,dates,hangouts,suntec,starbucks,

caramel frappucino, fireworks,msn,wake up call,saturdays,on how i got my second name-Fafilla,pinches,bitebite (never did) ,the 'lor' word,the word 'later' and lastly the symbol,

:-* :-* :-*

i guess,its time for Fafilla to be strong and to move on . oh dude,im glad that it happened now than later,when the feelings go on deeper . well,i guess,after 3 chapter about us,which is soon gonna be the 4th one on 13th February this month has already come to and end . which actually,i dont think so yet,cause' you still are my best-buddy! you still are man,you still are . no matter how hard it seems,i cant be here,wasting my time to put some hopes on something im unsure of . so yeah,gotta move on yo . and thats what im doing now,MOVE ON BABY! =)

everything has come to and end and ive decided what's the very best for me . there's no point waiting and be patient when u're unsure about what u gonna get in return . cause' i myself unsure what actually i wanted from you,Issyah . i really don't know . love? care? or what? i seriously don't know . you're not my dream guy after all . maybe physically yes! real yes! but in sense of characteristic,way tooo different than expected man . so,ive decided to give a chance to someone who really am serious for me,the one whose there for me,the one who can give his full attention to me (that's very important though! ) andand yeah,he deserved to be treated greatly by me without regrets . im sure,there's gonna lead into a bright sunny future - Hatim . sounds way too fast like as if its like a puppy love but,i really am taking things slow . well,let's take things slow for now shall we? =)

well,you should know Fafilla very well by now! veryvery well,i mean! im like the most friendliest creature ever in the whole white world! but,no one can really reads what inside here love . no one . so yeah,im trying very hard now,veryvery hard to forget about whats going on and yeah,HE shall help me with this matter i hope . and b,i really hope u shall understand my real situation now! and yeah,i hope im gonna be really fine baby,really fine =(

i got the Fafilla name on the 29th of November,Thursday at 0158hours! Thanks for the cute name! :) i dont know why but when anything that has gotto do with it,tears shall down my cheeks without me wanting it to happen . oh agony,save me from all these stuff .

Current Mood: sick + refreshed + dissapointed + miserable + sad + happy + touched + loved + adored

which equals to = he makes my day yo! :)

labels: let's begin our love story && no more crying Fafilla,no more .

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, February 05, 2008 @15:47 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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