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"in the real name of LOVE"

DILLA;

i find Good Charlotte really wack . i hate people asking me question when they are so farking lazy to find the answers themselves . i love KINDER BUENO . i find that chocolate really nice . the hazelnuts & chocolates,oh yummy! i hate Avril Lavinge's new song video,Girlfriend . the video is really stupid yet i find the song hardcore . but if u dont like me,i'll ignore u . Beyonce and Shakira look alike . Beautiful Liar is a SEXY video,i swear . i start to hate my handphone now coz i cant send SMS,hehe . wanna change into a neww one real soon,i hope . oh yes PrettyBoy,buy one for urself too okey? so that its easier for us to contact each other .

P.Diddy is wack too . he cant even rap propely . but Come To Me video is my favourite . i LOVE Beyonce's song videos . she's totally hot && the best part is when she shake her ass,OMG she's really good . some how or rather,i find Jay-Z is soo damn irritatingly hot! he's so damn farking handsome . Fergie is so ugly,oh with her BOTOX n stuff . eeewwww,she's FAKE . totally fake and she cant shake . HAHA! oh yes,JLO can dance really well n yerp i love all of her perfumee . the smell is totally nice . her dance move is SUPERB . Nicole Scherzinger is one of my idol . i love her body shape n probably,i wanna have one,soon i tink . i can see dat Daddy Yankee has a fake voice . his voice n face are partly different . hoho Nina Sky cant sing,they suck . Baby,its fact song is sweet! love them,naaadddyy (:

Papa Jahat song is really stupid yet its nice to listen to . && guess what? i've just listened to the song Sesuci Lebaran by Datin Siti . haha,not Harie Raya yet rite? alah,5 months more wat . oh yes,i love LUSH damn farking lots . they dance really well! oh u guys,cool ehh! meet upp soon! && Styles From Beyond are cool . the champion hip-hop dance crew in SG . i donnoe when mummy n daddy gonna talk to each other . haiyah,its been some weeks olready sey . oh yes,i got soo many pictures from PrettyBoy . his family photo n stuff . oh,suchaa bigg family he got . and his sisters are all prettay2 ones n his brother are handsomeee . woohoo,same goes to u too B . i love my boyfriend (:

tomorrow im having my NPCC shooting practice at HTA . oh,love to shoot but i cant do them propely . MarksMan sucks . i wont pass for sure! oh yes,saturdae is another tiring dae . sorie PrettyBoy,cant tagg u alongg . Annual Parade at HTA really troublesome,yet,im the one who volounteers them . heeeheee .

oh yeah,i got the song Mimpi Yang Sempurna olready . oh wonderful song,i LOVE it aLOT,i swear! && hoho,this song really reminds me of my past memories . coz this song have once been my LOVE song with Hidayat [my ex before im with Fahmy] . so,a sad thing u see . the memories,those days,his smile especially,the SIGHTBURN! OMG,i miss him aLOT but yes,back to reality,Fahmy is here for me,with me . oh now u see,i feel like cying olready coz our [me & Yat],our break-upp is like a sudden thing . without any reasons n yeah,im a good person to him n he too! && for all i noe,PrettyBoy is the most wonderful guy i've ever met . the secrifices he made for me,those loves .

& yerpp if PrettyBoy were to read this,i can gurantee he's gonna be jealous . && no worries B,im urs olready,not his anymore . its all in the past & seriously,if i were to reacall it all backk,im the one who did all of the sacrifices,not him . & ought to be lucky,im sucha patient person to him . kindaa painful memories but i find dat i miss them . the TEDDY BEAR he gave on Valentines dae . oh wow,its with Massafurah now . i gave her coz i wanna let everything go,btw me & him . i swear its difficult for me to forget him yet i have to . his my First Love,True Love . i tink i shall stopp now,coz i tink i'll eleborate more if i dont stopp . but still,i LOVE my PrettyBoy soo muchh (:

cause i noe what's the right n wats the wrong .

i've olready forgotten all of them olready but bits by bits,its hard .

PrettyBoy,i love (:

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 19, 2007 @17:31 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"the forever LOVE songg from me to you,PrettyBoy"

DILLA;

oh yes,the song "breaking my heart" tu sdap giler nak mampos! oh haha! && lagu itu sungguh sedap . its like,everydae is a MUST to listen to dat songg . the max is bout 20 times a dae? really,i swear! hoho! da jadi favourite kliter da! Hey Malek,ur suchh a good composer ehh? dis song is really a SUPERB . && the song in my bloggy also NICEE . n yerpp,nutting muchh happens todae . for all i remember,i doze off in class for 4 periods . maths & social studies . oh DILLA,with the rate ur going like this,u cant make it . c'mon lets wake upp! MT oral is in 2 daes tym . && 2 weeks more to ur Mid-Year baybe! study study study study study . oh wow .

&& yes,after forever,AT LAST i get my momma sign my progress report! oh lols . DILLA siao cha bo! && yerpp,momma ask me y so many U-grade , i donnoe wat to ans her but then,to me its because i dont understand muchh for the subject dat im taking this year . Physics,Chem,POA is all neww to me . soo kinda slow la for me to ketchup! so,partly yes its my fault && momma says if dere's still many U-Grades again for Mid-Year,NOMORE dancing for me! sooo,buckk it upp DILLA . dancing means aLOT to u,so,blajar larhh! (:

oh i getto noe sumthing! oh sumthing . but then,i wont post it larhh kan . im good . soo yes,i wanna share the lyrics of the song in my bloggy . NICE larhh sey && yupp,im having my NAFA test tml . n yes,PrettyBoy is now at they gym accompany Joe work out . haha . pikir2 cool uh tu . &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;& im aLONE at home . mummy & daddy working,IQA schooling in ITE Simei && DIAN playing badminton with her frens at the court near my house . oh hoho! hujan2 pon nk main .

Song Tittle:Half Alive

Artist:Second Hand Seranade

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume

Don't get up, I'll get through on my own

I don't know if I'm home

Or if I lost the way into your room

I'm spiraling into my doom

I'm feeling half alive

but I know one day You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules, Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive,

and I need you to try

And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,

Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay

At least 'til yesterday,

You know you got me off my highest guard,

Believe me when I say it's hard.

We'll get through this tonight

And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules, Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly

And the deadly look she cast upon me

I won't regret, I won't regret I won't regret.

I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,

But you got me wrapped around you

I can hardly breathe without you

I was trying to disappear

But I got lost in your eyes now,

You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me.

It's okay that we're dying

But I need to survive tonight, tonight Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

I need to survive tonight, tonight

Todae's the exact 1 year of my Uncle's death . i MISS him aLOT! (:

OK DONE! PrettyBoy balik cepat! kiter nk bual ngn awk larhh (:

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @16:44 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"you give me the keys & help me opens up the heaven's door"

DILLA;

i've been repeating the song "Breaking My Heart" by Ilbril soo manyy times && i then get the real meaning of the song . oh wow,how i wish i could own them love forever . && i donnoe wats between me & PrettyBoy . seems like things are getting slightly better than just now but really,i just hope its gonna be fine soon && its all my fault,im sorrie . yes,sorrie is just simple to say but i really mean it . i dont mind myself being hurt,so longg as ur good,im finee . olrite? soo,PrettyBoy,never bother about wat i feels coz my feelings are all rubbish in ppl's eyes . im sorrie,but i try not to tell u wat i feel deep inside anymore . oh,situation force me to but definitely not u,LOVE .

&& if u ever find myself vanish in ur eyes,dat means sumthings really wrong in me && i'll try to be so secretive as u are . i'll try to change . && yes,can sumone spare me a listening ear? && i'll hope by telling dat person how & wat i feels,i would be better coz im suree PrettyBoy's not gonna spare me a listening ear anymore,not anymore . oh,i was hurt even deeper than u PrettyBoy coz u cant even understand how i feels . dat POEM,my feelings,ur problems & everything . oh yes,dat poem means aLOT to me coz the content is everything . i dont mind u giving hundreds of them but,yet,i need u to do me a favour too .

since i was younger,i would really like sumthing special happen to me . oh yes,i was one kindaa romantic creature in this world,i admit . oh how i wish i cn be a guy so dat i can express all of the romantic stuff to my love ones . but im a lady,a girl . soo,to me,guys shud do dat && not me . ok yes,backk to dat . i had a wishh . && i admit,sumtimes its hard for ppl to win my heart or maybe its hard for me to forgive them . soo,by me telling u dat,i think PrettyBoy wud get the idea how could get the real me backk . Oh yes,i've ever wanted a stalk of rose . only a stalk of rose & one nice,lovely cum romantic poem . coz,poems really make me go GUGUGAGA LALALALA .

soo,anyone especially PrettyBoy who wud do dat for me,lucky u i'll be all GOOD . i donnoe y im telling these coz itz been a secret in my life,but maybe,todae i just wanna save my relationship than going weaker dat i hate most . soo,PrettyBoy,softened my heart and im sorriee . SORRY is all i can say coa i noe n realised i've hurt soo many ppl arnd me olready . oh yes,im not gonna eat or take my regular meals like ususal . not until PrettyBoy n me are REAL OKEYY . ouh yes,PrettyBoy has forgiven me n me too but still wen he called me just now,i had dat feeling backk . UNFAIR but then DILLA's trying to be strong n wont let wat i feels intefere my relationshipp with PrettyBoy . not anymore,i promise .

&& i've never eva loved sumone like i love you,PrettyBoy . really (:

i wont hurt u anymore,PrettyBoy . Love me too okeyy? && dat breaking my heart song from ilbril is our loveee songg . nicee horr~ (:

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 16, 2007 @16:23 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"will you define LOVE for me?"

DILLA;

You are sweeter than cookie,

You are more lovely than a rose,

And in the entire world,

You are the only one that I Love .

&& compare them with these one .

Met you as a stranger,

Some memories can hurt,

But with you by,

Wen you had no light to guide you

and if all my friends were flowers,

I would look around and pick you .. ..

Friends are like melons,

Shall I tell to find one good a hundred you the people you've met?

Never say never it comes to your friends!

That 3 words are speacially from me to you,

All the words I said to you I really meant it,

I know its difficult to believe,

I know what you've gone through,

But I can promise you this,

I won't let you gone through this kind of things again

Just remember I will be with you no matter what

How difficult life turns out to be

My love to you will never change

I just want you to know that I won't be the one to break your heart

I just want you to know that hopefully

I'm the one who will fill your heart with all the love and care

I LOVE YOU (:

soo which one do you tink is better?

second one rite? oh yeahh,i remember PrettyBoy giving his goodfren this one .

&& he gave me the first one .

soo i tink its relly kindaa unfair .

really unfair & i hate it soo muchh!

&& wen i ask him y,he said nutting .

so PrettyBoy,up to u larhh ok?

i just hate this,really . ouh dont talk to me olrite?

&& PrettyBoy i wish i can let it all go and yes,i wanna dissapear in ur eyes can?

wouldnt it be nice if i can get out of this world? HAHA (:

❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, April 15, 2007 @13:45 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"Campers backk at home"

DILLA;

sisasa sisasa sisasa oioi

ouhh at last,backk at home after suchh a longg dae in Serimbun Campsite . ouhh haha,suchha great camp . all i can describe of that camp is EXTREMELY SUPERB . ouhh yes,soo many activities were done && yes,i've got soo many stuff to tell . Let's listenn;

First Dae In Camp

everyone was damn excited except for me . haha,i've got no feelings of like "wah camp sia,shiokk,shiokk! " . none of them . soo yes,PrettyBoy send me to school & i bought 2 kinds of chocolate! ouhh sedapp nak mampos! && yes,one of them is for Massafurah as it was her befdae gift . soo,everyone assembles in school gym n yerpp,spot check is on . ppl pity2 have to surrender HP n MP3s . soo,i've got nutting to surrender as my HP is with PrettyBoy! ouhh SIMPLE;

3A2 was the FIRST class to reached Serimbun Campsite! ouhh now den i feel the excitement . soo bestt . after dat,we getto noe our instructors . they are Steward & Joel . oh steward is GREAT! soo,after pitiching upp our tents,we den had our lunch n proceed on with the activities . our first activity is Nature Rumble dat is playing in the MUDDY MUD! oh bestt sungguh! & our skinn is soo smooth after dat! (:

our Obstacles Challenge was GOOD! we're supposed to walk on a wooden singging plank n yes we had the challenge dat is to do catwalk on it && me,Faiz & Farid did them! haha,we tuckk all the wae in our shirt n catwalk n den pose pose pose & pose! woohoo (: oh notto forget Mr Chia did snapp my pic! oh lols! gedebak gedebuk . blablabla,we had our mock campfire,to prepare wat item we wanna do for the campfire & i prepare almost everything . haha,the cheers are good . its all from ATC baybe! && yerpp,our Night Walk was good with all of us walking blindly . haha! soo,1st dae was kindaa tired but the next dae is muchh muchh muchh more

better! (:

Second Good Good Dae In Camp

we start off with doing sum kindaa boring activity but den wen it cums to rock climbing it was great . oh haha,yes i did climb upp to overcum my phobia [heights] . but den i did them halfwae coz i climb the one which many ppl cant actually complete them . kindaa difficult but then still ok . oh my 3A2 is soo bestt! they encourage me but den till i stuck at the top n i cant continue anymore but they still clap for me n encourage me

GO DILLA GO!

U CAN DO IT BABE!

FAHMY'S UP DERE TO SEE YOU

FAHMY'S UP DERE MISSING YOU

GO DILLA,GO! DONT GIVE UPP!

HAHA,nonsense larhh they all . but then,i still cant continue coz i've look down n i started crying . lols . im scared of height okey! haha,soo my whole body was shivering n i wanna give up but that instuctor sae NO NO! not untill u continue i wont let you down! i sae no! && i started crying loudly,i wanna try again but i cant soo i pleed them,i beg to lemme down n AT LAST they DID! ouhh u all notty! (: after our wash upp n after we have collected our sec 3 camp t-short,we had our last prac for our item n den its CAMPFIRE TIME BAYBE!!!!!

ouhh campfire is greatt! we cheer n cheer n cheer like hell but thank GOD,i didnt lose my voice like others did! terok btl korg! && yes,we had A GAME ON! they asked for representatives from each class,a girl which is Flexible & can follow the beat n rhyhem . i was like,DANCING QUEEN? haha,soo they shouted my name n im dere! haha,i represent our class . fliq for her class n ilyana too! n the rest are chinese ppl! soo,the battle is on!

shiok,the songs are WOW! Techno,R&B,Hip-Hop,n yeahh Bangra too! soo i dance blindly with the blind folds on . haha,i remember myself falling down TWICE while dancing! oh yes,we dance in a place with full of rocks rite? so kindaa difficult yet BEST! && the song Buttons was only me,fliq n yana . the rest are all out olready . i remember shaking my ass . haha . && the song from LUSH alsoo make me dancee al the wae until the track from Sean Paul . the insructor saes "its over,u can open ur blindfold,u won olready! "

i was like WOW,i won? n wen i open them i saw myself dancing with FLIQ! ouhh we're the DANCING QUEEN for 2007! but i noe ILYANA did great too kan? soo yeah,it was great . n really,i feel dizzy n really wanna vomitt . soo haha,really,i cant see propely . && after dat,we had our item . sibeichialat! && from dere ppl start calling me n Fliq ehh Dancing Queen! lols!

ouh yar,we both kanna sabo from Atie,Atikah,On,Prakasyh,Zul & Eizzam! wa had to wash their plater n finish all the biscuits after supper . nn i did them n yes its sleeping time . oh for the 2nd dae,i sleep with my lovely Zanana,Atie n Atikah! tehy are all BEST . && LIANA ADER SYNDROME! so dont eva slip with her! gagagaga . (:

Didumdum Dadadup Last Dae In Camp

ouhhh last dae was soo boringg . strike the tent was BORINGGGG . haha,but then kindaa sad too to leave my bestt instructors dere . ouhh shiokk! sososos,cum backk to school n had our lunch in school with Atie & Atikah . soo,mkn Mee Soto makcik yg sdapp! ouh kesian Atikah da tkder suare! awak awak . && im waiting for my PrettyBoy show upp n yes I MISS HIM LARHH . soo,yerp we talk n talk n den rain start . soo heavily! soo gotto wait for it to stopp n yerp it was all great! (:

ouhh yar,the bestt moment in camp was wen i realise dat the toilets are disguisting n yes i bathe just wearing my bra n my boxers outside the cubicle with the rest throughout the dae . oh yes . bestt kan? && hold onn! i wanna share sumthing COOL with u guys . gonna uppdate for another one! (:

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"Oh Helloh,Okeyy Bubbye!"

DILLA;

simple uppdate for todae . IM BACKK! okeyy,lols . HAHA,damn tired larhh sey . i had my sleep from 5 PM yesterdae & i woke upp at 8 AM todae . 15 hours of sleeping is really GOOD! haha,okeyy olritee . yesterdae i told PrettyBoy to wake me upp at 9 PM . yes he did kol me & i heard my HP ringing but then without looking at my HP to see who's calling,i just press the reject button n continue sleeping && i turn off to silent mode coz its really irritating u see!

HAHA,sorrie larh wak . kiter ngantok sgt larhh sey smlm! && yes,im going to IMM with my cousins & my anuty . && my sisters are all off to CCK swimming pool . i dowanna follow them coz i didnt have any swimming suit & im soo lazy to . soo,mummy's working n daddy's working too! so,i decided to tag my anuty dere to do some shopping n stuff . OH! i wanna buy neww pair of school shoes!

&& im glad dat mummy noes about PrettyBoy olready! haha,supposingly i wanna told my parents about him after our 6 months ann but then mummy read my blogg olready wen im away soo,im fine with it . so do PrettyBoy . && yes,kiter nak Jemur Kain larhh .

OK BYE! will update about sec 3 camp tml! (:

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 14, 2007 @11:54 | 0 lovely comments ✿

Shibish Shibish Shibish Dada Didi Dumdum LOLS! (:

DILLA;

Ouhh,like finally,i've created my NEW TAGBOARD & i noe its the perfect time! LOLS!

No Spamming anymore,i hope sooo (:

Shibish,i dont care wats gonna happen anymore to me,coz i noe im strong for all these stuff . && yeahh,DILLA's good . ouhh lovely GF(s),thanks for the piece of say . && yeah,im now lefting it all behind me . i dont care wat ppl gonna sae or even SHE,fark them ppl . im not gonna gif a damn anymore . && stopp being like one kinda bugger & talk bad about ppl wen u urself shud look up at urself in the mirror . HAHA,simple english also so damn farking difficult for u to understand . HAHA,cant even read one simple blogg . ok,cut it & simple,SHE just cant stay on with her Gf(s) .

one after another she will hurt . && lemme see wats gonna happen next to her . && ouhh ouhh,i tink i did the right thing . coz i dont need ppl like her in my LIFE . && gyeahh,suchaa dumbass . && SHE's a good actress . she dont like me actually n i cn see dat coz me even myself hate her either && yeah! she cn actually act to be good infront of me n behind me,talks bad . ouhh,suchaa HYPOCRITE . ouhh huhu~ bestt larhh sey! ouhh,ur soo Whatevaaa!

ANYONE WANNA TAKE HER AS A PART-TIME ACT?

i cn be MEAN and i can be NICE . u decide it olritee,&& hell yeah,i just dont gif a damn on people dat hates me,like SHe does . soo,im saying GOODBYE to the shits! ouhh,u can DANCE alone at the stage in the hall! shecandance,WTF? haha,&& ppl dont eva learn dance steps from her coz she actually copy other's && tell arnd dat dat's hers' wen itz NOT TRUE! haha,she CANT dance larhh wei n ppl noes dat! ouhh wow; (:

Oh My! i have not actually pack my stuff larhh sia . haha,padan mukee aku . && yeah,its gonna be 6 PM soon! Lols,&& yeah,japp lagi larhh okey? HAHA,PrettyBoy wanna kepp my handphone for me actually coz i told him im not gonna bring them along with me . && i told my sis larhh kan . she told me to tell PrettyBoy to ask for her permission if he wants to & he did it! HAHA, Good PrettyBoy! heh! && yeah,my sis said OK! & she told me,if momma were to ask where i place my hp,she'll sae: I donnoe but from wat i noe,she didnt bring them! (:

Ouhh yeah,PrettyBoy's sending me to school tomorrow morning for teh very first time! LOLs!

ouh,wonderful . && he was droppin by my blogg n i told him to read wat i wrote for him under

"MY Boyfriend,My Love"

he saes it was SO SWEET OF YOU,tgk la girl sape . ouhh watevaa larhh ehh . tgk la anak sape? anak Cik Rem larhh okey! haha,olritee . soo basically,im GOOD . i LOVE my LIFE now though my bestie is not dat close to me now . but i still got MANY people's dere for me . (:

Happie befdae to u

Happie befdae to MAS

Happie befdae to u!

u may not read them but i've send dat befdae song for u 2 daes before ur befdae . && wosh u longetivity & prosperity! happie2 slalu,& hope u last longg with AKIR! ILY! (:

Happie befdae to u

Happie befdae to NOI

Happie befdae to u!

sweet 14 olreadyy ehh? lg 2 thn blh tgk NC16! haha . wish u longetivity & prosperity! && stay prettay! ILY! (:

Its DONE! (:

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @17:27 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"the stars shine down"

DILLA;

Sec 3 camps are just 2 daes away && i've not even pack a single thing at all! HAHA,padan muke aku . if i were to do them tml,i bet im gonna rushh n stuff . yalarh,so many stuff to find n pack . && im gonna use my Gravis Bag Pack so gyeahhh! though PrettyBoy dosent let me to,sorrie LOVE, (:

so yeah,peoples are all farking excited bout going dere but certainly not me . ouhss well,i dont have any groups for me to hang out with . unlike FIMZ & LAFS . they do . lucky2 u guys,unlike me seyy . soo,DILLA's just gonna be gona dere && yeah,i donnoe

who i shud bath with,

who i shud be with,

who i shud eat with,

who i shud sleep with,

&& importantly,

who's gonna be my befriend dere?

Oh helloh anyone?

oh yeah,40 students are selected for the KOREAN trip . && congrats ZANNA&IFAHH . they getto go dere seyy! wow,confirm bestt nyer sey . haha,unlike me again . letak je panjang2 tp tk choosen but den,i dont mind coz at least i learn sumthing from the research i did . oh lols! && yeahh,oleh2 nya jgn lupee! testing jee! so im gonna spend my times in S'pore && ok jgk la! i getto go out with PrettyBoy . kakak schooling in ITE,dian i chuck her in JB,mum's going to Russia & dad's working! (:

ouhh yeah,been heard of the commosions of FIMZ & LAFS . ouhhs,i just dont interfere bout it at all! haha,not like dat larhh but,my name is not in both's groupp kan? soo,yeah,im not in dis . soo basically,just read my lips:

i have the every rights to side anyone dat i wants but then for now,both are compareable & im not siding anyone olrite? i just treat u guys the same & yeah,both are ok to me horr~

babes,dont put me in a situation which i myself cant make it work please,really . simple thing like dis,dont make it dat farking bigg la && im blogging-inn rite now notto hurt anyone coz i hate it && im not here to talk bad stuff about ppl coz its another thing dat i hate okey? olrite,DILLA can be an understanding person && yeah,i noe wat u guys are thru rite now . no orriginality n stuff . olritee,maturity occurs too babes .

but then,i didnt sae u guys are still childish tp kan,at times,we do need to forgive n forget . c'mon,we're all 15 and we can tink ppl . && yeah,i dont mind my friendship with other people going like suck but then all i hope is dat korg smue ok larhh kan? i dont mind mine's going like farking shits but den,all im asking for is lets continue bonding friendships like we used to .

i may sound so sacrastic but this is real n im speaking them from the bottom of my heart .

ouhh yar,and now,DILLA's all alonee . no FIMZ no nutting for me anymore . coz my lovely F is now hating me . ouhhs yeah,darl,if ur reading this,im sorrie but really,i got no bad intensions but for suree u will hate me after wat has happened . i dont mind . coz yeah,its countable . first u call me names dis and dat but my PrettyBoy says im too good to people,im too kind and too patient for others . ouhh yeah,i dont mind u calling me names,so long as DILLA herself noes dat she did nutting wrong . i've always wanted to save my friendship coz im suchh a lousy person . but my mum's kip on saying im stupid so forget bout the whole thing . MUM's definitely TRUE!

so my lovely darl F,continue hating me,i dont mind . dont talk to me,i dun mind . i dont expect muchh from u ok darl? soo,still,in my heart ur still a blast to me . && my LAFS,thanks for comforting me but yeah,im finee . && FIMZ,i dont mind my names not in the FIMZ grouppy . coz FIMZ was created by F soo,no use putting my name in dere wen she hates me like hell

she's an attention seeker

she's a biatch

she suck

she's a two headed monster

she's sucha a stupidest girl in the mankind

she's useless

she's the one i hate

i dont like her to befriend with any of my FIMZ

dats wat i heard about me being talk by my F . soo,possibly it may be true it may be not . soo,up to u larhh kan . i dont mind,u calling me names . no use coz still im not gonna be mad,& if i were to,i wont show it off to u . same goes wen u guys treat me as if im TRANSPARENT . im dere with u guys tagging here n dere along,but then not even a single thing u guys say to me . like as if im dere or not,still gonna be the same . i dont mind coz i tinks u guys just changed ever since 2007 cum . ppl arnd me realises dat too! lets sae shelloh to FIMZ .

still,i dont mind myself getting hurt n i dont mind ppl tink differently bout me coz i tink i deserve to be hurt be GOOD people like ppl who did dat to me && sorrie PrettyBoy,u asked me notto be good to ppl but dats not me sweetheart . i cant,dats my princip olreadyy . peoples,dont mind about me ok? tink differently of me,i dont mind n once again,if i were to hurt u anytime n watsoever,sincerely from DILLA,me myself im deeply sorrie olrite?

forgive me or not up to u all,i just tink down of myself . im not competitive as u all did . && F,i hope we can bond our friendship backk like we used to ok? but i dont tink u gonna like me anymore . && yeah,i promise i wont steal my bestie from u . coz i was told u hate it wen im close to my own bestie which i have bond that friendhsip with her dat was 3 yrs ago b4 ur turn olrite . soo,i wont do that to u fliq,i wont betray u . pardon me if i hurt u once again .

&& to LAFS,should forgive n foget baybe,dont rank it all upp coz im sure situation's gonna go wosrt if u gonna do dat . soo basically,i have olready said my piece so,

Best Wishes;

& ouh ouh,

im not going to school with my besties dat i LOVE alot anymore

im not gonna eat with them recess tym

im not gonna make myself close to them eva again .

&& im not an attention seeker,coz i've fufill wat u wanted for soo long baby .

soo,lets be HAPPIE,DILLA .

eveything's gonna be fyne n yeah,im strong n im good .

"All the stars that used to shine the friendship dat we have bond for almost 3 yrs are all faded . they are not gonna shine up like they used to,they shine down now .

DILLA's alone,but PrettyBoy's not my everything"

BeFriend me will you?

ouhh sorie 4 the longg post n thanks if u were to read them & im crying larhh sey . hushh me .

im just letting out wat i feels rite now,im not seeking anything or any negative comments from u all , read it and accept it in good ways,Thank You .

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 09, 2007 @14:56 | 0 lovely comments ✿

SHELLOH!

dere's sumthing neww in my bloggy,

u just need to scroll down .

&& look at those pics n the captions .

if u pics weren't dere,

dosent mean i dont like you .

&& those are my Precious Friends .

&& do read under the section MY Boyfriend,

&& tell me wat u tink of it?

itz for My PrettyBoy u see .

DILLA's gonna be fyne,hope soo :)

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 07, 2007 @12:00 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"wen random issues are on top of the list"

DILLA;

oh oh,PrettyBoy dosent want to talk muchh to me todae .

he dosent even sae goodbye,

he dosent even sae i love you to me,

he dosent even tell me wats in his mind,

he dosent even tell me wats wrong,

he dosent even tell me why he's mad,

he dosent even tell me who he is now mad at,

he didnt even tell me anything,

&& he just sae i want all of my time ALONE

he dosent wanna go home straight after fetching me backk home,

he dosent even wanna go to school,

coz he told me his sick,

where as he's fine,

he's just lazy for todae coz i noe,i believe & i bet,

sumthng's wrong .

that sumthing really gotto do with me rite here .

&& sheeerrooomeeee~

he dosent LOVE me,

i tink?

is that true?

maybe?

really?

did he?

dosent he?

why does he need to make me cry?

cant u just speak ur heart to me,PrettyBoy?

cant u?

can u?

y not?

is it dat farking difficult?

hell no .

im sorrie .

but i dosent wanna talk to anybody .

i still felt down & damn farking lousy .

forget about me //

no more me in future or in u now .

im sorrie //

they left me,

i felt like an idiot,

like one kinda moron,

follow where ever they go .

here & dere .

but they didnt even talk to me,

i cried like one farking person in class .

they are dere .

but ...

really,

they didnt even care .

oh Shidah & frens,

thanks for coxing me .

but,i still didnt feel rite .

from yesterdae till todae,

& even now .

im waiting for PrettyBoy's call .

really,

u hurt me dat deep

i cant smile,i donnoe y .

DILLA DILLA DIM DUMDUMM :)

PSPS; i've not eaten for a dae i swear,not even a sip of water in school .

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 05, 2007 @15:21 | 0 lovely comments ✿

I FELT DAMN SUPERBLY LOUSY TODAE

REALLY,

I FEEL DOWN .

MAKE ME SMILE SUMONE?

TALK TO ME,

SPARE ME A LISTENING EAR,WILL U?

REALLY,I DONNOE WAT HAPPEN TO ME .

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING .

LIKE SUDDENLY,

BUT NO ONE'S DERE FOR ME .

IS THAT TRUE?

NO PRETTYBOY,

NO FIMZ,

NO ME,

NO GOOD FRENS,

NO RAMDOM FRENS,

NO NUTTING FOR YOU,DILLA .

JUST NUTTING,SWEAR .

I'LL PROMISE U I'LL JUST SHUT THIS GAP OF MY MOUTH TOMORROW .

IF ONLY I CAN SMILE TODAE //

-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-

NURADILLABINTERAMLI

❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @19:16 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"Sing me a song & make me fall in LOVE again,PrettyBoy"

DILLA;

the Karaoke contest was ok jelalala . && gyeah,Lina has wonn the 1st place && Onn got the 2nd place . congrats lorr~ && to my darl Fliq,dun worrie there's olways other opportunity kan? u did great tadi! really,i swear . ur voice is a Wow && lagu tu really skank the gym larh seyy! :)

&& yerp yerp i bought my digital camera to school & itz a must of me to snap here & dere . && i took 90 pictures in total! HAHA! && of coz i do capture PrettyBoy's pic . haha,without him knowing bout it . not untill he realise dat i was dere snapping his pic . LOLS! n yeah,after sumtime,den he realise wat im doing down dere . sorrie prettyboy :)

soo hell gyeah im gonna upload those pics tp kan.its really many damn farking pic soo i only upload the ones i capture on Fahmy PrettyBoy & My Kambinggs :) ;

PrettyBoy's lookin at the camera! && its Joe beside him :)

i just snapp dis pic anyhow . PrettyBoy is concentrating

i donnoe where the hell he's lookin at . HAHA! cari Fathin kot? testing je u

PrettyBoy's smiling at me larh sial,its the tym wen he realise i was capturing his pic!

getting the mike readyy =)

Ouh he's smile really got me falling in LOVE with from from the veryy starting :)

Kamelia is the song tittle . y not ADILLA?

random snapp :)

he's talking

disscussing sumthing with Joe & Miss Ramna,ouh u cant see her . she's been blocked!

"walk with me & hold my hand,PrettyBoy"

i play with his hads & fingers every single dae wen he sends me backk home :)

Fliq & me . I LOVE herr :))

FIMZ is LOVEE . tp Mimi,ya'alahh! ok larh tuu =)

Boredomm so,we took pics!

haha! just snapp it like u do to ur camera babes!

Oh Fliq =)

so yeah,dats it . && itz not all actually i still got many pics to uppload but not todae la . im gonna talk to PrettyBoy ova the fone after dis && yeah,tml dere's still NPCC . soo,the following dae will do! && dere's full of PrettyBoy's pics in my folder . sucha random pics but still LOVE it . HAHA! lols,i didnt took my pic with him . dowanna larh . malu siaa . && hell gyeah,

PrettyBoy is LOVEEE <3333>

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 03, 2007 @18:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿

"Language of LOVE"

DILLA;

Test Test :)

gyeah! at last i getto uppdate dis thingy! lols . yes yes,three daes && lets do sum flashy flashy backk =)

Oh My Fridae

Happie 5 Months Anniversary PrettyBoy! :))) LOVEEE!!!!!

normal kinda daes . yes yes,deres assembly larhh sey! bestt u noe . i laugh like siao ting tong lol . && that playis about LOVE . dats LOVE BITES . hahahhhh,not dat bite bite thing larhh wei! yes yes,i had funn! ALOT of fun indeed! :)

5 Months & still loving strong!! :))

Oh my Sturdae Spree

Best bestt! i get my neww neww number olready! geeeeezeeeee yeahhhhhh . ok stopp . ahaa,&& for u those u have not yet get my neww number,ask from me okeyy? && gyeah,we went to town in the morning . yes yes kite EMPAT DARA(s) . haha,went dere to do sum stuff n den we spent our time left den at ViVo City . it is cool-ness! i saw soo many Cheerleaders & hell yeah, dere's Fashion Runway . oh,i LOVE it baybe! the model are soo farking pretty . oh really . && summore its not our local models sia .

backk to dis,yeah,we went for shoppings . i bought 2 Tee-Shirt & one shade! dat shade is <333

hnbfjsbuirekjhguieqjwjdb iewyhfcujwnefku chrjm uhre kijhfoeuihn cioy8et89yhtn klijt5o .

HAHA! after dat,we went to West Coast,got kendurii . my uncle wanna go UMRAH n hell yeah,i didnt eat muchh food! lol,hungry larhh sial .

Oh my Sundae-Home

stuckk at home . doing nutting . && i didnt even getto touch my com sial . my father larh use dis thing from 10 AM in the morning till 9 PM at nite NON-STOP . dammit . lol lol lol lol . i fought with PrettyBoy,ouh sweetheart u really make me mad to the core i swear baby . but its all good now . he ask 4 forgiveness for how many times i donnoe soo,yeah . DILLA baik! lets forgive n forget . like wat i learn during CME jus now . baskett . mcm phm la plak! &&

PRETTYBOY'S GONNA SING TML! :)

sing for me larh,darling . aha,Firman too kan? Dina confirm cairr! :) sukee kau!

Ouh yes,moree pictures below .

&& 5 Months & 2 daes is a WOW .

Lets not have the last chapter of our LOVE story,PrettyBoy .

&& like i told u,Keep our LOVE strong && I've NEVER loved sumone like I LOVE YOU,really :)

Oh Pictures!

Test Test :)

Shopping larh ape lagi? Shopping Spree is LOVEEEE :))))

dis is the shade im talking about! i noe its common but i LOVE it .

sebok je . beli larh shades sendiri lain kali! LOL =)

Oh My Mondae-mondae diddy dumdum

oh i just had my Eng Oral . simple,easyy n yeah . although im unprepared,i still can do it . Alhammdullilah! && gyeah,i cant wait for tml! PrettyBoy & Joe's gonna sing && my lovely GF,FLIQ's gonna skank that gym baybe! i cant for them sia! all the bestt babe! confirm shiok ehh? oh tk sabar akuu! && one more thing:

Tadi PrettyBoy anta akuu balik rumahh! yeah,we're fine olready lol!

oh yes! tomorrow im gonna bring my Samsung Digital Camera to school to take pictures of ppl who's singing 4 tml! &&for sure to have PrettyBoy's face in dere! moree updates 4 tomorrow! I LOVE YOU,PrettyBoy :)

Mee Soto makcik stall 3 SUNGGUH LAZATT!

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 02, 2007 @17:49 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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