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    I'm bored to the fucking core =S and this is for today's entry . there you go,fellas!

    1. Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?
    -Grow old with someone. touching nak mampos .

    2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
    -MY BED! im still sleeeeeping *ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ* HAHAHA .

    3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
    -Sit infront of the pc and think what on earth should i blog for today's entry .

    4. What was something that happened to you in 1992?
    -Come out from my mummy's thing O.o

    5. If you were stranded on an island with the person you hated and without food what would you do:
    -Should i just pray to god that someone hould come there and rescue me? (is that good enough?)This question isn't different from reality . HAHA .

    6. When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?
    -I'll pretend i didn't see anything cause apart from Hatim,i don't dare to do any eye contacts with anyone else,like honestly .

    7. What color is your hairbrush?
    -I don't brush my hair,so no hairbrush for me lor .

    8. What was the last thing you bought?
    -Hershey's cookie & cream chocolate .

    9. How do u know when you're in love?
    -I can't figure it out either . I just getto know about it naturally . SHUT UP =D

    10. Have you been to china?
    -Nope and i don't want to and i don't know why . HAHA

    11. Where do you keep your money?
    -Wallet and under my clothes inside the wordrobe . and sometimes,inside my unknown pants pockets . and when i place my hands in them,i'll see money . that's the idea of having a "surprise" for myself! =)

    12. Have you traveled outside thecountry?
    -Yes .

    13.Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes?
    -I would reconsider if they look like Alex Turner right now . JOKING, && NEVER EVER WANT TO .

    14. Do you like peanut butter?
    -Prolly .

    15. What is your motto on love?
    -Motto? i don't have any . well,just keep the love strong until when-when (bile-bile) =P

    16. The thing you love about relationships?
    -Simply everything . haha,touching sangat-sangat .

    17. The thing you love about being single?
    -The flings, the 'single-mingle', the dates! *muke mentel*

    18. Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?
    -NEVER .

    19. Do you wanna cut your hair?
    -I don't think so . still wanna feeling-feeling with long hair .

    20. Are you over the age of 25?
    -NC 16 pon belom lepas siol .

    21. Do you talk a lot?
    -ALOT like you've never imagine . macam Mak Nenek,perhaps?

    22. Do you watch The O.C.?
    -HAHA . Used to,but not now anymore =S

    23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
    -Nope .

    24. Do you know anyone named Kelsey?
    -Nope .

    25. Favorite ice cream?
    -Double chocolate ice-cream .

    26. Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?
    -Why not,right?

    27. Are you typically a jealous person?
    -Not really, nope .

    28. Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?
    -True love,YES . Perfect relationship,NOPE .

    29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "P":
    -Prakash . One crazy fella from my next class .

    30. Who's the last person to call you?
    -My cousin just now,to send back the stuffs she borrowed .

    31. Last magazine you bought?
    -Wah,shits . i can't remember . been sometime now .

    32. Do you chew on your straws?
    -When i got nothing better to do .

    33. Do you have curly hair?
    -A little little bit of them .

    34. Can you dance like a chicken?
    -Chicken can dance? O.O are you sure?

    36. Last concert?
    -Concert,never been . Gigs,Apprigos From Hell,26th April 2008 .

    37. What is something you say a lot?
    -My gooooooooood . sengal lah kau . tak macam serabai lah pulak . haiyah dingding dong =DD

    38. Favorite color?
    -Black,white,brown,yellow and blue . TAKE NOTE! HAHAHAHA .

    39. Do you know what a plectrum is for?
    -Guitar pick?

    40. Do you have to work tomorrow?
    -Get my house and school work done,is that counted?

    41. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
    -Boyfriend . thanks =)

    42. What should you be doing right now?
    -Spent my time with my friend instead of stuck myself at home to take care of my 12 years old younger sister! grrrrrrrrrrrr *angry face*

    43. Do you have a nickname?
    -Is DILLA a nickname? okay fine,some myspacers bloody hell called me DILLY :-/

    44.Are you a heavy sleeper?
    -I can be one,if my parents are not at home to wake me up early .

    45. Do you watch tv?
    -Definitely,like everyone .

    46. Is there anyone you like right now?
    -Alex Turner? god,he's just too hot for me .

    47. What exactly is your dream?

    -To be a succesful fashion designer but i know i can't be one,for real =(

    48. In 8 years' time,what will you be doing?
    -God's willing,i'll ask Hatim to propose me and let's get married! HAHA . Have a stable job as an accountant since i'm into POA/Accounting . or prolly,if im stuck in Nitec next year,i'll be a Beauty Therapist,like my mom . I'll be 24 by then! (WAH,R21 pon da lepas!) =PP

    49. What are the things you're looking forward for?
    -Can't think of anything for now,but definitely,i'm looking forward for ARCTIC MONKEYS to come over to fucking Singapore and have their fucking concert down here,PLEASE! =O

    50. Do you have any scars?
    1.When i was in primary 1,i played hide-and-seek with my lil' sister when i fall inside the bathroom (it's super sleepry) and my chin has a BIG cut . have my injections (i love them,at that time) and get it sew . still have them,till today! =DDD

    2.I was in K-2,then . i was helping my uncle,carrying some stuffs as my family is moving out . till then,i fall at the stairs and at the middle of my head,theres a small circle which is BOTAK . so,if i wanna do CENTER-PARTING,it'll be SUPER easy,maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan .

    51. Where do you want your honeymoon to be?
    -MAMPOS . well,i wanna have them at either Paris (to see Eiffel Tower) or maybe Langkawi (the place is DAMN drop dead gorgeous,i swear) . so long as my resort/hotel will be by the seashore and most importantly,the pool,sea and scenery is GORGEOUS . can watch SUNSETS! WOHOOO . take note hor my husband(s)-to-be! HAHAHA .

    52. What are you waiting for right now?
    -I'm waiting for my Cranberry drink that i place inside the freezer to be iced . then,i shall eat them . i'll be dead definitely if Hatim gets to know about this . Get my inhalers realy tonight!

    53. Who is your real idol?
    -Beyonce' Knowles and Tyra Banks! cool eh?

    54. What is in your mind right now?
    -How on earth can i have mood swings today and not have the usual msn-converstaion with Hatim today? thanks,but i've not even laughed nor smiled =( SORRY BABY =( =(

    55. When's the last and the next time you're meeting your boyfriend?
    - Last time,yesterday . next time,tomorrow =DD


    labels: I'm sorry and let's make it a lesson for the both of us =) thank god,maaaaaaan .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @17:57 | 0 lovely comments ✿



    Handsome Dad and Sexy Mama! <333333

    I know what's on your mind! my mom look so young right? she's turning 38 this 27th June (how on earth can i get mixed up with her birthdate?) . she USED to be fat and with that,she keeps on taking herbs (jamu) to slim down and it really works! like of course,it tooks some months/years but still,it pays off her effort! and now,her body size is as the same as me and my elder sister and we CAN share ur clothes and stuffs all together . yes,my mom has a very good taste of fashion too okay! and why am i talking about my mom when this post is about Father's Day? haha . im bored lah! and as for dad,he's 5 years older . still young and sexy,yeay! as for today's entry,just focus on the left side of the picture and take a good look at my dad! cause' it's daddy's day today! =)

    HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO EVERY FATHER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! XOXOXO

    labels: hungry,let's have mushroom soup for supper and then,midnight talk with boyfriend,drag myself to sleep and dream of something nice and cheeky =P the next day,i want that "thing" badly,thanks boyfriend =)

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, June 15, 2008 @20:43 | 0 lovely comments ✿




    If you could count all the stars in the sky,
    all the grains of sands at the seashore,
    all the roses in the whole wide world
    and all the smiles you've seen before,
    then you'll have a sample of how much i love you baby .

    Courtesy of Kaisha Alexandria for the cute picture . It's the 120th day today! *grins widely* blogger is really pain in the ass . i have to resize that picture and upload them at photobucket and get the codes,ohmygod . really troublesome yet,i don't really mind =) so,4 months hor? it's really great,thanks alot . yes,we still have long way to go before we could turn our dream into reality =) and so,me and boyfriend have been talking about ALOT of stuffs . especially me going into ITE after graduating,going into Higher Nitec (thanks mom,but no O's for me) . wearing skirts below my knees with those gorgeous skate shoes,how cool? okay,where's my skate shoes? and how on earth can i forget to whom i lend them to? haha . okay,i seriously think i need to but a NEW SKATE SHOES,i don't care . brown or black&white . but,not for the time being cause i'm preparing aLOT,literally aLOT of things for 20th August 2008 . eh,why eh? *action-action macam terpelecok kat escalator* asal eh? eh eh eh eh? haha =P so,save money for the things and arrangements that have to be done and better get them done first before i spent MY money with something else . after then,let's go for a hair makeover! hair straightening,yeay! =DDDD

    of course,besides that we talked and talked about alot more things,which kind of personal so i don't think it's a good idea to share although this is the place where i share my stories and stuffs,understandable . YESTERDAY . let's talk about yesterday . Hatim,Reezan,Haiqal and Bob had their soccer game over at Goodview street soccer court . it's been sometime since i went there,though . anyway,Lina was there too . like usual,i was late! they went over and played a few games with some unknown malay and indian guys . all i could say about soccer game,was BORING! i swear . i NEVER like,much more LOVE soccer -.- unless,Christiano Ronaldo is there,thanks . unlike rugby match . haha . and then, Lina went off and then,we hangout at the rooftop and they played card games . after a week of not meeting,it's a long time though . i had enough,no more please? thanks =DDD and now,let's find something to eat! stomach's angry! (stomach buat muke garang) hahaha,nonsense .

    Thanks Zanna . and now,i'm told to list down 20 RANDOM facts about myself:

    1. I'm turning sweet NC16 on 08th october this year! (incase you don't know my birthday)
    2. I talk alot,aLOT like a mak nenek,i swear .
    3. I'm NOT crazy/a sex maniac when i talk about SEX or pornography,im just being playful
    4. If you were to have meals with me,you'll definitely tend to get mad towards me as i took at LEAST 30 minutes to finish up a meal . i took a long time to eat,welcome! =)
    5. I love anything that simply got to do with fashion and designing .
    6. I'm tall,i think so . is 1.66m tall for a girl like me?
    7. I have a almost-perfect-kind of boyfriend .
    8. I have a BIG and HAPPY family (include those nephews,niece,cousins,uncles and aunties)
    9. I'll talk to myself when i'm bored and that doesn't even mean that i'm crazy or something .
    10. I'll start singing stupid songs or whatsoever when i'm sleepy (which i can't bring myself to sleep)
    11. I have a mile asthma,which i think not MILE anymore,but a BAD one . inhaleeeeeers! -.-
    12. I have a long hair,which can covers my n.i.p.p.l.e when i bathe (see,i'm playful)
    13. I have gorgeous and crazy people around me and i'm thankful for that .
    14. I'm absolutely a very nice and friendly person on earth .
    15. Yeay me! i'm a very good girlfriend too! kan baby kan kan kan? =DDD
    16. I have 2 pacs on my body and i have abs abs abs abs abs! sexy hor? i don't think so .
    17. I don't have a sexy leg and i wish for one! can i have them develop soon,pretty please?
    18. I have one skate shoe,ONLY . and i'm hoping for more! buy for me,caaaaaanzxzxzxzxz? haha
    19. I HATE,totally HATE cats! cause they're MEAN although i find them cute sometimes .
    20. I'm not a bad person,i swear =) and don't you worry about that!

    labels: Last night,i look up into the sky and match each and every star with the reason why im in love with you . i was doing very well,till i ran out of stars . cause' i have 1001 reasons why im in love with you baby,and that's true .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, June 14, 2008 @19:11 | 0 lovely comments ✿



    Johor Baharu,Impian Emas =)

    I just miss the people around me . especially the boyfriend,of course XD that should be extra LOT,i swear . so,when's the next time i'm meeting you hor? *cheeky smile* let's just wait for your tiny little surprise! =) very very very very soon,i swear . and i bet you'll gonna be shock like i don't know what . haha =P

    i've typed aLOT of things for this post but it goes off just like that . stupid internet connections,i hate . and so,i've been having a stomach/gastric pain till now .
    VERY.VERY,VERY,PAINFUL.PAIN.LIKE.I.DON'T.KNOW.WHAT.ALREADY! =( *insert a really really sad face* i wanna eat my lunch,late lunch right now . and if Hatim-shii gets to know about this,i'm totally dead *faints faints faints* and,i'm not skipping meals,don't you worry .

    so,i'm getting skinnier and skinnier each day . skinnier than before (is it a good thing or a bad thing?) and i look so pale now and i don't think you guys wish to take a look at it . baby still love me banyak-banyak tak? =]

    labels: i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss yooooooooou lor =( *insert a really really really really sad smile* :-X no late night calls for 5 days already lor . i miss you alot,you got miss me not? im sick and you got pity me not? =DDDD

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @15:37 | 0 lovely comments ✿



    I miss you when something really good happens,
    because you are the one i want to share it with .
    I miss you when something is troubling me,
    because you are the only one who understands me so well .
    I miss you when i laugh and cry,
    because i knew that you are the one that make my laughter grew and my tears dissapear .
    I miss you all the time,but i miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other,
    for those were some of the BEST times of my life!


    I sure am gonna miss you,BADLY baby .


    labels: everything's all messed up .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, June 06, 2008 @21:20 | 0 lovely comments ✿




    Happy birthday to you,

    Happy birthday to you,

    Happy birthday to YAAAANI YANI YANI YANI <333

    Happy birthday to yooooooooooou!

    Although her birthday is in 5 hours and 5 minutes time,still i wanna wish her Happy sweet NC16 birthday sweetlove! wish you longetivity and prosperity! may you lead a beautiful life ahead and have blissful birthday celebration with Nazim today yo! lovelovelovelovelove you banyak-banyak-banyak okay! miss you lor =( okay,i know,everytime when i wish someone's birthday,i'll be singing the same birthday song and say the same TWO sentences! hahaha .

    I wanna go out tomorrow,i wanna meet the lovely people especially Fitri bby and Sally . looking forward to meet Kaisha too =) hangout with Passenger Service although i CAN'T enter Homeclub,dammit im going on 16 in 5 months time =( nevermind . yeah,i wanna meet those lovely people! not to mention,Hatim-shii too of course! =D also,im still praying VERY hard so that my cheeky uncle from JB will fetch me and my younger sister tomorrow night or something so that we could stay in JB for a week and i don't care! i miss JB sososo mucchh =( i wanna go DANGA BAY and CITY SQUARE plus JAYA JUSCO badly =( hahaha =P AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL today! sexy models,i likeeee~

    labels: foreplay .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, June 05, 2008 @18:34 | 0 lovely comments ✿




    (last day of HELP programme,Dilla,Yani & Ifah)

    I was bored,the usual . and so,i've been doing some research for something really nice and i decided to take a short break in finding some silly jokes which i can laugh my ass off with you guys . and this is what i found . its really hilarious,really! =DDD

    A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time.

    Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack.

    The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!"

    The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.

    A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down. 10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy. Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious."

    The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a pharmacist."

    not funny enough? let's try this one!

    Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poke me in the ribs and cackle, telling me, "You're next."

    They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

    still a NO? lemme think of something else! andand,this one is REALLY GREAT,i tell you!

    This is so called a HATE LETTER from a boy to a girl . it's creative yet funny . However, the girl's father does not like his daughter's boyfriend and want them stop their relationship . and so,the boy wrote this letter to the girl as he knew that the girl's father will definitely read this letter . read all of the lines FIRST and,and this is how it goes like;

    1 "The great love that I have for you

    2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you

    3 grows every day. When I see you,

    4 I do not even like your face;

    5 the one thing that I want to do is to

    6 look at other girls. I never wanted to

    7 marry you. Our last conversation

    8 was very boring and has not

    9 made me look forward to seeing you again.

    10 You think only of yourself.

    11 If we were married, I know that I would find

    12 life very difficult, and I would have no

    13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart

    14 to give, but it is not something that

    15 I want to give to you. No one is more

    16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not

    17 able to care for me and help me.

    18 I sincerely want you to understand that

    19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor

    20 if you think this is the end. Do not try

    21 to answer this. Your letters are full of

    22 things that do not interest me. You have no

    23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,

    24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that

    25 I am still your boyfriend."

    It's really bad,i agree . However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to Read Between The Lines . which means,to read ONLY THE ODD NUMBERS . so,why don't you give it a try on reading the odd numbers ONLY,continuously . it's really great,trust me! =)

    boiled sausage and fishballs with chili sauce is really great . with chips more snacks and Dove Amicelli chocolate,really melts in the mouth . already planned,i'm staying over at JB for a week starting from next week,along with my younger sister as we got nothing to do in Singapore anyway . that's my only holiday,i guess . i'll definitely gonna miss the sweetlove but still,i miss staying over there . it's been 5 months though . and,6 months of not meeting my lovely cousin who just came back from his UITM University and Kuala Lumpur . oh,met Hatim-shii just now and i seriously think he looks like a Secondary School kid,really . too bad,my phone is not with me,if not i'd be sure to snapped those cute pictures! lovelove <33333

    labels: i've lost weight,i'm skinny,my abs are getting better and all i gotta do now is to DANCE!

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, June 02, 2008 @17:32 | 0 lovely comments ✿



    Happy birthday to you,
    Happy birthday to you,
    Happy birthday to Zanna,
    Happy birthday to yooooooooooooou! <333

    Happy NC16 birthday baby! wish you longetivity and prosperity . may you lead a beautiful life ahead and have a blissful birthday celebration yo momma! lovelovelovelove awak banyak-banyak sekali okaay! <333

    Yesterday was NPCC annual camp and the sec4 are invited to come back for the campfire . it was a tiring and boring one . yet,i enjoy being crazy and hyper with my lovely sec3 and 4's as they are all crazy like me,i know =P well,all of our sexy sirs are back just to join for the campfire and many pictures were snapped . shall upload it when im really NOT lazy and when my sister is back with the camera yo!

    we're supposed to join the rest of our cousin at Impian Emas,jb yet we're still stuck here . sister is still in camp,mummy is outstation to which part of Malaysia,i'm not sure either . only left with me,my little sister and daddy lor . going to Ten-mile junction to buy some groceries and things needed and of course,i will KETOK my dad's money for those chocolates and stuffs . i've recovered anyway! met Hatim-shii yesterday . send me back home after the campfire thingy and yeah,45 minutes of meeting is definitely NOT enough . nevermind . both of us were tired though . also,its already 11+ last night . so,i shall see you when i see you lor sayang! =)

    and so,i wanna get my dad to get change and let's get out of this house and do some shopping! see you all later alligator! joking only . as for Issyah and the bandmates,all the best for your gig later on and for tomorrow's too! sorry i can't come down and i shall wish you guys all the bext from here yo!

    labels: i'm sleepy,still . i love you baby! <333333

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, May 31, 2008 @14:57 | 0 lovely comments ✿


    TODAY . i went to school with the some-kind-of the BALLET dancer look,thanks to the thin black hairband i've been wearing eversince morning =) or perhaps,an aerobics teacher? okay no,a P.E teacher? take your pick .


    This is what we did during Physics lesson! i mean,half of the class brilliantly skipped classes after the break and get out of the school,how funny . and so,i'm only left with myself,Yani,Yunis and Samad which includes some of the chinese classmates. and the rest are gone . this HELP programme really suck . we can get out of the class anytime we want,come to school whatever time we wish and so forth . sucha genius . make the hair stay that way,Fafilla . it looks soo neat although at one glance,it seems kinda weird! =P


    Kampong Glam Trip (like,finally!)


    The people,the crazy people .


    The lovely one,Yunis .


    semue step concentrate jer .



    bibir maintain hor Fafilla =P



    Miss Tan,the CUTEST teacher in school that you can find!


    tak perlu ehh Yani,tak perlu =P


    Focus on Ifah's eyes . nak tidor,balik rumah hor!


    Dark clouds = gonna rain soooooon!


    thanks alot to Fathin,for baking cupcakes for me w/o any reason! =)

    stick out your tongue and show that fingers,man .



    The wonderful one,Yani =)


    nothing goes without the trademark .


    yooooooooooooooooooooou! Fitri bby's favourite pose,i know!

    && we came up with some stupidity shots,silly ones i swear .


    ACT cute ONLY lah .


    i wish i was a gangster .

    thanks for promoting the stuffs,especially my inhaler,buat malu aku jer =DD

    smell smell hair hair .

    andand,give me some of that!

    Azeana,Fad,Dilla,Yani and Yunis =)


    Fafilla,Fliq and Yunis =)
    look at Fliq's center parting hair! how much cuter can it be? haha =PP

    After like forever,now then i managed to upload them all && i don't know wassup with my LIPS . hahaha =P 3 days straight of updating the blog . im just bored,plain bored . and so,great thanks to Ifah and Fad for snapping a total number of 148 pictures in my samsung camera during the lovely trip . especially Fad,who's at the back seat with us,tolerating our nonsense in snapping silly and stupid pictures,yet you're the BEST =)

    Thanks . was supposed to meet Hatim-shii but he ended up with the stomach cramps again . nevermind,i shall see you in 2 days time! friday night loorr =( 6 days of meeting is long enough,thanks alot =( get well soon my Shinshine Baby! =) heavy pouring rains,warm body,terrible cough and asthma,body's aching and super bad headache . how much more have i gotto endure? oh shit,i seriously don't wanna go for tomorrow's NPCC Passing Out Parade! but,i'm left with no choice just to get that bloody certificate . i mean,i have to do ALOT more things you see . the uniforms,the boots and all other stuffs . stand under the hot sun tomorrow? NO,thanks .

    c'mon,i wanna force myself to sleep but i CAN'T . and,i don't know why . im tired and i wanna get some shut of eye,but i just can't . zomg,crazy . and so,everyone planned to come to school late for tomorrow's lesson but not to me . prolly,i'll be slightly late like i am yesterday and this morning . well,we still have aLOT of time,if you wanna eat Roti Prata first at ALIF? plenty of time we got . hahahaha . anyways,i miss Fikah . where are you the whole day bby? i didn't see you at all! =( but the great thing is,i've got a BIGBIGBIG hug from Lina bby lor! i miss you real alot okay! =DD and to mummy and daddy,i swear i miss our house at Impian Emas . can we like go and spend our time there this weekend? a BIG please? i miss all of my cousins terribly,already lor! *insert a really really sad face*

    labels: i was looking forward for today,everything just went so wrong =(

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @16:16 | 0 lovely comments ✿




    Temperature's rising and i bet i'll stay on like this,until whenever? the weather sucks,BIG TIME . i've been repeating Passenger Service's ori's,Come back kid's and Elysia's song for 332489465348 times now . DICKHEADS .

    Can i like list down the names of people(s) i miss,completely?

    Fitri bby,Nunu,Sally,Ayu,Passenger Service,Riyan my nephew,My cousins over at JB,My lovely abang Fazli & kak Lynn,Alex Turner (never,did),Weeman,Shab (nunu),Annie,Dayah,Issyah,Faruq,Wawan,A'man,Jill and Kaisha,i'm meeting you upp pretty pretty soon =)

    PLUS,i'm missing the most lovely one,HATIM-shii (of course) =DDD and so,i'm meeting you in approximately 16 hours time! i miss you a whole lot,okay! =( *insert a really really really sad face*

    labels: i'd rather lose EVERY single thing i own in this whole wide world,but i can't afford to lose you cause' you're my literally EVERYTHING in this world,baby =) you ARE and i don't lie,you know me VERY WELL,right?

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @18:57 | 0 lovely comments ✿



    i just mentioned that the blogger is super great today,and there it goes again! i've already upload all the the pictures and the entry is already published and i just wanna correct some mistakes and there you go again,it turns out to be something like,i don't know what . no choice,i have to delete it away =( waste my time only . i'm freaking lazy to do them all again . and so,i came up with something else! all of you may wonder,who the hell is ALEX TURNER which i'm so in love with . be patience,get the video buffer and you'll see how HOT he is! he got a dimple,by the way! =)



    Old yellow bricks by Arctic Monkeys =) the NICEST song,ever!


    i'm still waiting for the day where by,Arctic Monkeys will be coming down to SINGAPORE to meet me! okay,lie . to have their concert live down here! and you can't imagine how HOT he is,ohmygod! *kening naik-naik* and to the lovely one,Kaisha . i'm really really glad everything's fine between the both of us,really =) see you sooon and you can call my phone anytime you want,i'm always here,whenever! =DD HELP programme from tomorrow onwards till friday . friday night,NPCC annual campfire . bloody hell,pathetic . and then,tadaaaaa! it's officially school holiday! =DDD how cool? (cool,cool jugak . blajar tetap blajar okay Fafilla!)


    HAPPY SCHOOL HOLIDAYS GORGEOUS PEOPLE! =)


    labels: i shall make sure it won't happened again . and,i shall NOT ask you to find anyone else who's better than me cause' i know,there's no one waaay better than me,baby .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, May 26, 2008 @17:15 | 0 lovely comments ✿





    Secondary 4 Normal Academic Kampong Glam Trip .

    Pictures will be up very soon when the blogger is not being gay on me . and to those people who wanna have the pictures snapped by my camera,do ask from me and i shall send them to you lor . and well,ignore the precious entry . it was a heat of anger . and as you guys really know,that post is SO NOT ME =( and as for YOU,do give me a call the minute you got my myspace message,alright? i'm still waiting for your call . there's something i wanna say to you and if i don't,it'll not be really nice and i won't feel good like usual . well,that's my nature =)

    i came up with something this afternoon . something which i wrote when i caught up in a boring kind of situation . and so,spare a few minutes and read them . try to understand what i'm trying to interpret and you'll definitely gonna get me =) tell me something about it after reading them! and,thank god this thing DOES make sense although i do any old how =P

    i run to the forest and i sing my heart out
    i run to the beach and i shout out loud
    i am so lonely,lonely
    can't bear to be on my own
    i want to scream and shout
    i want to be a crowd
    i want to get rid of you,dear darkness
    i turn to dust whenever i'm alone

    smash the glass and enjoy the sound
    let it be heard,let it howl
    ohhh,i can see an angel weaving
    at a black and white wed on a wall
    at a white palace
    let the bell ring loud
    let it be tremble
    or should i run to the forest
    and turn to the beach?


    labels: if only you can really understand what's inside me .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, May 24, 2008 @21:07 | 0 lovely comments ✿




    BITCH . if you can call me that,why can't i? and so,you're saying that i'm a HYPOCRITE? girl,i think its better for you to look at yourself FIRST,before saying about other people . i've NEVER been a hypocrite kind of person and NEVER I WILL,never . if all of my friends around me said i'm NOT,what makes you think i am,when you didn't even know me? and,what rights have you got to insult me? who the hell you think you are? girl,if you CAN blog about me in your xanga,why can't i blog about you now? AND,if you think i'm too coward to say it straight to your face,dammit . i CAN . i'm not even afraid of you,NO i'm not .


    so,wassaup with you now? what is your fucking motive of doing all this? you said,i was just ACTING? me? i'm the one who acts all the way from the very start or you? i've never ever gave someone a birthday greeting for the sake of acting . i do it in a sincere way . cause,you're one of my myspace friend and cant i even wished you? skip that . calling you BABYGIRL? fuck,i called every single girl i knew,with lovely names cause i treat them REAL NICE and,if i were to call them that way,it wasn't an act AT ALL . never been . and please,if you REALLY know me,you should know what kind of person i am . if i like that person,hell yeah i'm gonna treat them double the way they treat me . and if i literally dislike/hate that particular fag,i would tell him/her straight to their fucking face,i don't like them . and please ask yourself,did i ever say to you that i hate/dislike you? DID I? hell no,i've never ever did . i'm not even acting or acting innocent . damn you .


    bloody hell . and what's more about me you gotta say? if i'm really in your hated list,by all means go ahead and stick with that . i'm fine with it so long as i know i didn't do anything wrong towards you . and so long i know i NEVER disturb your life and all,like seriously . i've NEVER hated you and you really have to get that in mind cause' i know there's no reason why i should do so as i didn't even know you that well! i'm NOT ridiculous nor unreasonable,please . and babe,if you wanna blog anything about me,wanna curse me,wanna hate me,wanna insult me,BY ALL MEANS go ahead! i don't give a fuck . i wouldn't even care less about what you wanna say about me,really . and one thing for sure,get this in mind; I'VE NEVER EVER STOLE YOUR EX-BOYFRIEND FROM YOU!


    NEVER! got that? i got official with him months after both of your break-upps . i didn't even wanna know what the fuck happened to your relationship or EVEN,you still have feelings for him or whatever fuck . i don't give a damn . if you still love him,go ahead i don't give a fuck . and please,i've never stole him from you . and,if you're unsatisfied about this shit and you can't even understand simple english that i'm typing down right here,you CAN ask me straight to my face,i'm not afraid,really . cause' again,i know i didn't do anything wrong towards you girl . THINK,you've turned 16 but i've not,unfortunately . i BELIEVE,you CAN think better than me . but,it seems the other way round,isn't it? get a life,and whatever things you're so unhappy with me,sort it out with me and please,you're sooo yesterday sia .


    be it meow or roar,whatever shit it is,i didnt follow you or whatsoever . unfortunately,you don't understand what i typed down the other day . that's my nature and i said that way to every single person i knew including my own boyfriend . please eh,he didn't even taught me about doing that and i don't give an effing care if that thing used to be YOURS and HIS . so what? you're jealous hor? don't be,cause there's no reason why you should be one . i'm not trying to find fault by typing every single thing right here but if you're still thinking that i'm trying to find fault with you here,go ahead do whatever you want by making me AMAZED or whatsoever . i don't really mind cause' i bear NO grudges and all towards you . still unsatisfied? you can just say them straight to my face,like seriously . thanks for insulting me when i've NEVER did anything towards you and thanks for the things you said about me . but,i've never hated you cause there's no reason why i should be one although you still got feeling for him? i understand


    i swear i'm seriously nice . i've NEVER treated someone badly and hated them . if i were to,there must be a good reason of why i'm doing so . i'm not putting up an act cause i'm not good at one . i'm not trying to be innocent cause i know i'm already one . someone simply insulted me without any particular reason without me doing anything wrong . and girl,could you please explain the reason why you did that way? or even,whatever things you said about me . just because of that MEOW and ROAR thingy? what the fuck? i seriously hate doing this way,i'm sorry,but if you would do that to me,why can't i do the same thing to you? who are you to me,anyway? YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! i'm seriously looking forward for your beautiful words . and remember,by you doing all this,it WON'T change my love towards HATIM and you'll NEVER gonna get him back . cause once you did a mistake,that's it .


    labels: so,i'm the one who's hypocrite,or YOU? you got ALOT of things to say about me,right? goo ahead! i seriously don't mind =DD && i bet,you'll definitely tag me later one after reading this post and insult me again? and if you think you're NOT coward,DO type down your name when tagging instead of typing it as an ANONYMOUS . i'm just totally mad about this whole thing and i've said my piece,enough . THANK YOU =)


    I SWEAR THIS POST IS SOOOOO NOT ME! I SWEAR,REALLY =(

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, May 22, 2008 @21:29 | 0 lovely comments ✿



    Chicken Chop & Chicken Cutlet was DELICIOUS! =) thanks baby for the company . and so,im bored right now and that's the reason why im blogging here! i'm super duper tired and i know i should catch some sleep,yet,i cant bring myself to my lala land . instead,i sat infront of the television and watched the chinese drama at 1730hours . oleh kerana saye sungguh bosan,im like gonna blog in RANDOM stuff and to share something nice and sweet with you guys who is nice enough to read my bloggyyy! how nice and guess what? this is one of my MOST FAVOURITE thing that im soo much in loved with . have patience,and read them . it's really touching although it seems kinda loooooong,i swear! =D

    READ THIS; quoted from somewhere lor! =D

    10th grade

    As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    11th grade

    The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    Senior Year

    The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    Graduation Day

    A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    A Few Years Later

    Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    Funeral

    Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

    and so,the moral of the story was,if you ever had a crush on someone,better let them know and do express your feeling towards them no matter how they will react or how shy you are . at the very least,u DID tell him/her about it,right? because,we'll never ever know what will happened in future and who knows,that person likes you too,without you knowing about it? it has always been that way fellas . i've been through it,memories sucks . anyways,great thing! i shall start sharing some short-story-from-the-best-quotes to you guys! && that's how i really kill the boredom! =)

    labels: tomorrow's a great day! a trip to somewhere like finally! =DD let the camera rolling yaw! and baby,lovelovelove kamu sososo mucch lor <333333

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @18:39 | 0 lovely comments ✿


    Greetings! im down with some-kind-of-i-don't-know-what cough . been coughing terribly all day long,eversince few days back . it's kinda irritating i'd say . well,all i gotta do is to drink alot of PLAIN water and not sweet stuff okay,fafilla! and take my meddy regularly,like what Hatim-shii asked me to . and so,my throat's been asking me to pamper them with lovely western dishes food . with an additional of cooling dessert after that . how i wish i could but this whole coughing thing is really killing me,literally . baaaaby,CHICKEN CHOP for tomorrow! you know im excited(z),right? =DDDD



    Chicken chop for tomorrow,like finally! over at IMM after for like 4 months and 6 days? yessa! =)


    and this,baby i really want this! flavour,change them to chocolate! eh bb,treeaaat me to thisss caaaaan? if not,there's still ALEX TURNER for me,nevermind! =PPP

    colourfuls . wonderfuls and every fools . okay,i totally miss cupcakes AND i wanna bake theeeem,veryveryvery sooon please? canzxzxz?

    Cupcakes . speaking of which,i miss giving boyfriend a tiny surprise in giving him cupcakes in the middle of the day without any particular reason . and the last time i gave him was on the 22nd February 2008,friday . omg,it's like almost 3 months now? sooo looong! yet,on the other hand,i sometimes asked myself,when on earth can i received them from someone special? and i really really wanna know how's the feeling's like . getting a small lil' cutee and lovely cupcakes out of the sudden from the very love ones! isn't it greaaaaaat? (it wasn't a hint though) i've yet to feel pampered by you okay! i still have to wait for 32145634356751 years more,i guess? nevermind . okay mike,whatever it is,i want my whole bouquet of ribbon-flower tomorrow! die die,i don't care! i've been waiting for AGES and i don't care,FULLSTOP! if not,im'ma break ur ribs tomorrow,tie both of your legs together and plug your hair leg,like seriously! roooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar,try me baby! ^_^


    I'm NOT mean . im just being fierce . haha,joking . and,i don't know wassup with my entry for today . it's all about random stuff and yeah,tomorrow's fire evacuation day! like finally,we're dismissed slightly early and the following day will be the Sec 4's Kampong Glam's trip! how much cooler can it be? real cool,dude! =D tomorrow is eating Chicken Chop's day after like forever! okay dudes and dudettes,have a nice day ahead fellas! =DDD


    labels: i don't think violence does help much on a relationship . it dosen't help at all! you're not even engaged what's more,married . die anak dara orang siol .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @17:59 | 0 lovely comments ✿




    MEET THE FORKERS NOW SHOWING ON CHANNEL 5!

    better go switch on your television to that channel! its the-bomb! one of MY MOST FAVOURITE movie ever! i swear it's gonna be a nice and hillarious onee! trust me! =DD
    andand b,you better watch them hor! if not,im gonna lend you my dvd and let you watch them! haha =PPP im all excited when this movie is showing on tv! likewise for White Chicks,previously! Gaylord Forker is totally HOT! =D

    in addition,it's weird . there's a weird sound outside at during wee hours last midnight . goosebumps . spooky and totally weird . oh god,tell me what's that? *scared* =( maybe,it's just one of my imaginations? well,i dont think so . what's about the moving mouse? oh man!

    labels: i've been doing them eversince i knew my boyfriend from the VERY START . im not following YOU,as that's my nature . and he,didnt even taught me on doing that as im the first to do that to him . ive been doing them not only to him,in fact to EVERYONE since i was little . be it MEOW or ROAR,please .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, May 18, 2008 @19:10 | 0 lovely comments ✿


    Yesterday,my little sister was busy browsing through her friendster profile and she went to viewed our cousin's . and i was so freaking surprised to look at Riyan's old & new photo(s) that is uploaded there . without sparing any seconds,i straight away take them and place it on my folders on my desktop . you can't imagine how many gazillion(th) times i said to myself,how much cuter can my nephew be? well,see the leg lor . the aunty's here is cute,so he looks good too lor~ just kidding =PP

    washing machine not only can clean clothes,well him too! =P


    && tell me,which baby wears shades at a very young age? with pacifier lagi,how cool?

    not a problem at all as he can be chucked into anything at anytime!

    over at Impian Emas's mini pool . how much cuter can he actually be?


    he was up for a performance few months back and he wore PINK? (of all colours sey) && at the VERY young age,he was told to wear specs and the degree is super high *faints* somewhat,he looks like Harry Potter,right?


    the father's hands is itsy bitsy itchy and cut his hair botak,now! got nothing else to do like that .


    the new Trojan advertisement!



    andand,tell me how can i not stop saying how cute he really is every time i look at his pictures? ohmygod



    i can't help it,really can't help it . i wanna upload his pictures as many as possible and let you guys take a look,how cute my nephew can actually be at the age of 2 years and 9 months! he's like the cutest thing ever,so do Hatim-shii kun ^_^ that kid,i really wanna meet him up soon and pinch pinch pinch him! padahal,he stay blocks away from my home and i can meet him anytime i want to! haha


    it's been 4 days since i officially changed into a new phone . and,after boyfriend keep on asking me diedie to change as the reception for my previous Samsung phone is terrible . and the sound tends to disappear every now and then . you can't imagine how irritating it can actually be! only,the boyfriend knows . and so,after boyfriend persuade me for 534847215878 times to change the phone into E65 (my mum's previous phone,she changed to a new one too!),i then make up my mind and said YES after my mum questioned me for upteen times! ohgod . it's not that i dowanna change for a new one,i've been wanting to (especially to Motorola Razor) but i just dowanna delete the 300 over messages the boyfriend sent me all this while . yet,i've deleted them cause he said,the messages CAN be collect,again . no worries =) selamat picture quality die bagus! kalau nak,memang nak kene sembelih! =PP


    so wassup? finally,im gonna love my schedule for next week,really! public holiday on the monday,planned to go on cycling with boyfriend at the new Brickland road till Choa Chu Kang Ave 4's park,chicken chop over at SureBagus on the wednesday with Hatim-shii as i've been craving to eat them for a long time! sec4's excursion trip to Kampung Glam (like finally there's a trip to somewhere!) and then,it's fridaaay! tadaaaa! the last day of school! okay,although it's not officially the LAST day and we'll be conducting the HELP programme for the sec 4,i still am gonna feel muchmuchmuch relieved . no more stress over the subjects and yeay! holiday is coming and so do Great Singapore Sale! (okay,aku broke habis) =( still,i HAVE to study and do lots and lots of revision over the holidays and to spent my time at home,WISELY . better do FAFILLA! =PP


    labels: nibble nibble nibble nibble that .

    ❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, May 16, 2008 @17:46 | 0 lovely comments ✿


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