12th JUNE 2010,
BOTANICAL GARDENS TRY-TEST.
Though it's only the 5 of us remaining,i still had fun. The laughters in the air never failed to kill the atmosphere. I had fun. They had fun. We had fun though! :D I'd love to do more of this again, where ever it might be. Just us,the OAC-ians, which i have never get bored of being around with.
Labels: b gardens
Now,take a deeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath!
Finally,i can put aside those books, assignments, proposals, lectures, papers and notes aside, JUST FOR A MOMENT. Yes you're right,just for a moment. It feels so good now that exams are finally over,and i've not nothing to worry about anymore. What's more,it's already holiday! Double the jackpot! :D It's already the end of the week,thank goodness. Saturday is it tomorrow, and we're settling down for some impromptu outing with the OAC people. Yes to town, after sometime,for myself. We'll have fun eventho' not everyone will be there. But,it's okay ;)
Next week's gonna be a fast week. Intensive training on Monday, followed by those bag packing days for 3 consecutive days. Afterwhich, we're only left with 2days to rest and there you go, our trip to Pahang. I'm feeling the vibes slowly each and everday. And of course, i'm looking forward for it big time! We'll enjoy it,definitely!
Labels: on holidays
9 HURTFUL THINGS IN YOUR LIFE:
1. Bringing back the feelings you’ve learned to forget.
2. Reminiscing the good times.
3. Trying to hide what you really feel.
4. Loving someone who loves another.
5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn’t last.
6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
7. Loving the person too much.
8. Right love at the wrong moment.
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.
Double bold for #9 please. The ones in bold are really what im facing or shall i say,have an impact on me. Come to think of it again,it's all true isn't it. And it's also something all of us went through. It's also true what they say,don't be too nice cause people don't tend to treat you nicely like you did. Don't put hopes when you're unsure if things will turn out as the way you want it to be. But,what if the person is the one giving you hopes? And at the same time wishing you had not? Tough,isn't it?
I went through so much. I've been hurt,CONSTANTLY. I gave my best. I did what i have to. I treat everyone nicely. But all i got was shits. I'd love to give it all up,i mean i can if i want to. But thing is,am i willing to do so? Which,i don't really think so. I knew this is happening,sometime, somewhere,i just knew it. I might have like you alot,but i have never ever fall in love with you. There's a difference if you realised. And so,now that it's happening,i hope i'm not shedding a tear cause all i can say is,i'm quite prepared for this already. I'm not going to bother as much as i did,before. But,you're still someone i look up to as a person. And i shall take the best from here.
Honestly,i don't need someone to love,you see. I just need someone who is willing to be there for me,listen to everything that i have got to say,ask me how my day was,willing to spare me a listening ear when i have stacks of problems,make me smile and laugh even for the slightest thing and most important thing of all,make me feel that each and everyday is worth being alive. I might have learnt my lesson,even when i did nothing wrong. But at the same time,i wish i shall not repeat them again cause i just think i'm being too nice. Whatever it is,i'll hope i'm over it,see it in a better and positive prospectives and yes,you're still of a good friend to be around with.
Long post after so long. This week is my last week of school. Holidays starts next week but i don't think it's one cause i havta come back to school almost every single day for the Pahang Trip preparations and trainings. Sleeping in school on saturday night,wishing i could be somewhere outside hanging out with the lovelies. But OAC-ians are the people i look forward to,more. Then trip comes,we'll definitely gonna have a great time. Bonding is something i look forward to upon being there. 11days to go,and it shall all happen. And to the rest of you,happy holidays and have a great one while you can! :D
Labels: stronger as i always am
HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TWINNY!
HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY ZANNA!
They are beautiful,aren't they? <: Anyway,their birthday falls on the same day which is on the 31st May,last Monday. I did managed to wish them on the day itself. What's more,me and Eyfar bought a small cake for Shakila (picture above) for a mini celebration :) And if you can see properly,she DO look like me and that explains why i call her Twinny. Majority thought we're twins and that we have LOTSA things in common! So many things,you wouldn't wanna imagine :D As for Zanna,i might not meet her yet,but soon perhaps! Miss you xoxo!
Labels: birthday girls
Kelong Acheh
Heh,actually there are waaaaaaay more than this. Close to 6oo pictures i'd say. But the usual,i'm too lazy to upload more than what i could. hehe. In anyway,June has arrived. I hope and i can see that it's gonna be a GOOD month for me,eventho it's gonna be a tiring and fast one. I'm going for my another overseas trip to Pahang on the 20th. And this time round,it'll be a fantastic one as i'm going with my OAC-ians. First time going overseas with friend! yeay yeay! :D
So,i see no reason why i wont love June! :D I have lotsa things to do,settle and everything else. And i hope and i'm sure i can finish them on time and handle it properly. Holidays are coming,but it won't feel like one. But it's okay! Intensive trainings are horrible but i will start loving it cause,i have a great eye-candy for that hehehehe. And so,i hope you guys will have a great June yourself! Great day!
WHAT A TIGHT JUNE! <:
HAPPY BEAUTIFUL 20TH BIRTHDAY,ARISY <:
While you're enjoying the whole of your time today on your birthday,i'll be going off for my overseas trip with my family and relatives to Malaysia. I wish you longetivity & prosperity. May you lead a beautiful life ahead and have a great day today ;) Besides that,i hope you'll keep the beautiful glass jar which contains 20 reasons why life is beautiful. But,life would definitely be beautiful if you were to ....
Till here,i''ll be leaving Singapore tonight for my vacation with the familia and yesz,a long weekend it's gonna be. Promise,i will share the gorgeous pictures that is to be taken upon being there. You guys enjoy your long weekends too alright! :)
Labels: Happy Birthday Arisy
IT WASN'T WENT AS PLANNED. YES,THE SURPRISE WENT WRONG FOR THE THIRD TIME,FOR THE THIRD TIME MIND YOU. EVERYONE DIDN'T COORPERATE,NO ONE GAVE ME THEIR SUPPORT. FROM THERE,I KNOW WHICH OF THE PEOPLE I CAN TRUST AND I CAN DEPEND ON. I WAS SO FUCKED UP,AND I JUST CRIED EVEN WHEN HOLDING THE CAKE. THEY MIGHT LAUGHED,BUT NO ONE UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME. THEY DIDN'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL.
This was after i cried,that's why i look like this 
HAHAHAHAHAHA to Altway's expression!
Apart from that,i really enjoyed each and every set that was performed by different bands. It was nice to be in there by just paying 2 bucks. There's nothing exciting to share but one thing for sure,i'm glad that the boy at least understand me and feel how i feel. Despite the ruined plan,he still appreciate it and yeah,he likes it. Thankyou for that. I hope to meet you this Wednesday before i'm off for my vacation. And to Elfac & Farid,thankyou thankyou so much for the HUGE help. I love you both <:
Labels: surprise tak menjadi
As i promised,May's gonna be a tight month. Yes,no changes about it caz it still is a tight month like i said it would. It's already the second week of May,i couldn't believe much. Exams are just next week. But that wouldn't be much of a problem for me so long as i put in my best effort :) Apart from that,i've been loving my OAC big time,i don't mind repeating it for a couple of times caz i really do! And to the bonus part,me & my Twinny was chosen for being a part of the Penang Expedition this June! This is exciting and challenging but heck,i cant wait for this! :D
Speaking of overseas,my vacation day will be in 2weeks time also. Yes,it falls on Aris's birthday. Exciting much? Not really caz i've yet to do some smart plan out to make everything works. No,there wouldn't be any celebration caz i know he'd disagree. No presents, but a surprise,maybe. Interesting indeed but we'll see when the day comes.
Not really looking forward for the vacation caz my lovely sister ain't tagging along because of workstuff. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~
I don't mind however it's gonna be,whatever's gonna take place but one thing for sure; Life would definitely be beautiful if you were to treat me this way every single time. And that isn't gonna be just the only reason to why life is beautiful. Caz i have 19 more reasons why,for you. Wait for the day,wait for the time. It's all for you and just you :)
(more of the pictures when i receive more of them soon!)S'been sometime since i last update this shit but heck,i had a great weekend despite the fact that it was all last minute planned and that i managed to get it all arranged nicely. My friday's OAC training was tiring. Helleuva tiring and it's a killer i'd say. But to the positive side,i really enjoy it caz we did everything as a team,as a big family and go thru all the tough and rough together. We ran for quite a distance and the building up of stamina training was the hardest. But,we pull thru. We made it! A round of applause please! :D Not only that,as an impact to me individually,i managed to go thru it with the best stamina and it's all good now! I have no idea i'm this strong afterall! ;D
Moving on,that night itself,Aris managed to put aside some of his time to spend with me for a short while. Kind enough? NOT REALLY! Caz he was bullying me the whole time,which i don't really give a damn as he suck big time (the usual,nothing's new about him). HAHAHA. We had dinner over at Tampines and vroom back homey. I was so tired,i couldn't talk as much as i always did. And couldn't entertain and tolerate his nonsense as i could. Cause maybe,just MAYBE,i was abit sulky and sensitive when it comes to tiredness. HAHAHA i can be very girly sometimes,you have no idea! Back home,there's nothing more that i look forward to besides SLEEPING!
Saturday came. It's OAC outing to ECP. I came a little bit late,but i was there,still. The girls knew i didnt bring any spare clothing so they're genius enough to bring them for me and carry me all the way to the sea. It was fun,i'd say! We had our polo boys game,netball on water, throwing and flipping of one another in the water, and everything else that we could in there. We took alot of pictures and of course,the laughter never failed to be in the air tho' it was drizzling. I had fun,we had fun. Night came,it's snapping of pictures sessions and time to gather for some briefing before going for dinner over at Tamp (which i didn't tag along). And so,it was a lovely saturday with the OAC-ains and i can never hesitate to call them,My Second Family((:
Labels: OAC outing #1
I'm finally recovering like,98% from my fever and sickness. Yes,finally and like seriously this time round. Cause for the past few days,the fever seems to come and go without giving any warning. HAHAHA. Well,glad that it all come to an end already cause this month gonna be a tight and tiring month which is filled with different kind of schedule and that im'ma need a whole lot of energy to make things move and work. Busy schedule,i don't mind cause im liking it of course! :D And what's not,i hope to see you soon cause i've not seen you for 2weeks now. Yeah,kinda miss you tho'.
One thing for sure,MAY is gonna be a good month! ;D
Labels: ITS MAY DAY BABY
I won't hesitate to pay Singapore's Universal Studio a visit for the second time! <:
Week's been pretty fine now that i've recovered almost fully i'd say. No more those fever cough flu and sore throat nonsense. Everyday,all i'm looking forward for is school and more of schools. Accounting has been treating me perfectly. The modules are great,tho sometimes the lectures brings me to sleep hahahaha. Nothing's new about me right <: What else can i say? I don't mind travelling all the way to Simei almost everyday caz i got the best college ;D What's not,i like it when i'm all occupied,especially with my assignments. Ain't it great to be this way! Now,who says school life is boring? <:
Labels: Universal studios
I've had a long, tiring, rough and sicky week just for this week. I was down with fever for 3days due to the rain. And much more i can say hahaha. Thank god it's friday, it's the last day of weekdays. And i'm looking forward for my CCA as well so that explains why i love fridays too! Now,all i need is a long, smooth and good rest without any disturbance caz i know i deserve one. No plans for the weekends except to complete my assignments and have a good rest, that's the most important part! <:
Labels: TGIF
Friday night,i was greeted by Aris about him wanting to ask me out at the very last minute for dinner over at Simpang on saturday night. Yeah,i was abit surprised caz he seldom ask me out. Since i'm attending the gig the next day with Elfac and Shahfiq,i decided to think about it again so i could sort out my time equally for everyone. And so,i agreed eventhough i'm gonna sacrifice by not catching my Boneyards by Frameworks for the last time. Nevermind,going out with the boy is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than meeting anyone and everything else! <:
And so,we're a little late for the gig,but that doesn't stop us from having some fun. I enjoyed it,a little bit. It was full-house so the crowd was energetic. ERIS was the shit,i've never get bored listening to their songs. Come 8pm,time to meet the boy at the corner of the street and we're off to Simpang. It was great as it wasn't as pack as i thought it could be. The food was marvelous,i'd love to visit them more often now i've learnt that it's not that far from my school. Everything was fantastic,i couldn't ask for more!
Then it was about time to heed back home. He was kind enough to send me down my block. NICE INDEED. I was yawning like an asshole,you have no idea. But hahaha,as much as i yawned,it can never beat to how much i laughed. He's damn funny and all i wanna do at that time was to squeeze him so he know that he suck big time. But yeah,he never failed to make my day,yes? What kind of ability do you have,i've been wondering! But i had a good day & night. Thanks for that! ;)
Labels: outing #4
Nothing more but just a very close friend at heart who is there for one another <:Hai,i've been liking you,and i like you and i will still continue liking you. Just so you know,i'm a very determined person and i will only stick to just one - Which is you. A guy who is so honest,so beautiful,so strong,so gentlemanly and so amazing. Someone whom i can talk about anything under the sun,who can click really well with me and the one who never fails to make my day tho you annoyed me big time. I couldn't ask for more. Your warmth smile and hug can never makes me forget how to smile each day. Thank you for entering my life. It's really blissful. Let's us leave to fate to do it's job,yes? ;)
Labels: after 2 long years
Just so you know,i might have doubts and that something unpleasant might have been playing on my mind this couple of days,i don't care. You're the one whom i chose,you're the one i really like and you're the one i wanna be happy with. Even when it's gonna go wrong in between,i'll try to do something about it. On another note,i gotta thank a few friends,especially Hairi for the huge help. Passing of the surprise jeans over to Aris was chaotic. But,it ended up on his hand eventually. And i hope you'll love it,since it's something you really need in this world :)
Tomorrow's gonna be a start of a new journey in my life. Going back to school is something i really look forward for since it's gonna be a new environment. Since i'm gonna study the course that i love. Since i prefer schooling life than working life. But the idea of travelling from Bukit Batok all the way to Simei is frustrating. But i don't think i really mind caz i've got the best college so yeap <: All the best to me,and let's work hard for the bright future! :D
LET'S GET BACK TO SCHOOL BOYS & GIRLS! :D
Labels: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit je
It was nice,it was beautiful. It was amazing,it was fantastic. It was fun,it was great. It was unexpected,it was unbelieveable. It was something i never thought would ever happen,it was something which i never look forward for. It was almost-perfect,and that i couldnt ask for more. When was the last time i felt something like this? 2years ago okay! But one thing for sure,it was one of my best day for this year :>
I may struggle a little,i may have upcoming obstacle. But,i don't fear. Cause i know,no matter what happens,you're still the one that i choose,at the end of the day tho' you suck big time and that you look like a Keling. This isn't my first time going for something like this,but for sure,i'm gonna give my best this time round. I can list down reasons why i am different from them other girls,cause i wanna convince you that,not every girls are the same. Nope,i'm not rushing. I'm taking my time in fact. But if i fail this time round,i'm not giving up THAT easily. Trust me. Oh hey! My mum says you're good looking ;D Jangan perasan lah,cause she still agrees with me bout you looking like Keling (Y)(Y)
Labels: hai i like yesterday
Hai,it's Monday tomorrow and i've yet to plan-out with that Keledek of mine about our outing. Just so you know,i really hope it'll be a good day just for the two of us eventhough i can sense that it's gonna rain tomorrow,but SO WHAT,i don't give my slightest damn about it <:
And on a brighter note,my family & relatives actually planned on a short vacation on the coming Vesak Day,which will be the end of May. We're going to the place all above the sea (Kelong Aceh) which is located at Mersing. We can just snorkle and fish the whole of our time,i don't care! Cause snorkeling is what i'm dying for since,forever. And what's better,my mum allows me to bring Reg along! Caz she understand how bad i wanted to go for a holiday with her,and that our vacation is cancelled due do some problems. But heck,we're gonna make this vacation happen! :D
Honestly,im too lazy to post those pictures that i took on my last day of work! haha,next post perhaps? And sooooo,it's the 5th day since my contract ends and i have been sitting at home doing nothing but to laze around. Minus the part that i'm doing the houseworks and gets up early in the morning heh heh :> Nothing's new when it comes to home. Tv & computer has always been the best company,no doubt about that.
Moving on,no plans for the weekends yet. Planless,brokeless,planless and so on. I have no idea where i should go and who i should go out with. Now,that has always been the question,i know right. And so,im sooooo looking for Monday big time caz yeah,i'm gonna spend the whole of my time with that Keledek. And i really am gonna cross my fingers,hoping that he'll not be an asshole to not agree with my plans. Or if noooooooooot,i'm gonna turn nasty,he can never imagine! HAHAHAHA,right. And just so you know,it'll be a great day,TRUST ME ;DD
Labels: third outing
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