This is our so called nice "pathetic performance" . the first two songs we did was nice but the last part really cocked upp . but,im glaad that we still continue on dancing although we had to cancel 3 of our favourite songs . well,that's my Eccentric Dancers . what's cute about our group is the everyone wears the same white apple coloured hoodie . cute stuff . well,despite the things we've been through together,i still love u guys . thanks for the sacrifices and also the contributions for the dance . well,good job girls =)
click the play button to watch them . but bear it for a while coz u have to wait for it to buffer first . well,this is my first time uploading a video from blogger and it really takes soo much time to upload . around 20 minutes,maybe? haha! there's a dance competition tomorrow at Republic Polytechnic . i donnoe whether i can turn upp or not . but what's soo funny is that we only compete the dance among our school that is Hillgrove Sec . haha! easy score! and there's only 3 representatives from our school that is my group,De'Blaze and Syafiq's group . and our category is sooo Chicken McNugget . coz if we lost,Hillgrove still wins . and that's simply wth .
today's the last day of school and the September holidays are starting . im glaaaaaaaaad . haha . well,i just cant wait for my OBS Camp which is in 09 days time . but what's better is when me,zanna and atie become the kendarat this sunday on Miss Ramna's Wedding Day . i can't wait . i donnoe why but she's the one getting married and im the one who is really excited . well,im not the only person who feels that ;) well,my favourite new word is SEXY . okey,SEXY? andand i will upload all of the pictures form my camera,from zanna's camera and from ilyana's camera too . and SEXY,u have to bear with the vidoe thingy,it is sooooo long,i hate .
Monday is tiring .
Tuesday is the most sleepiest day of my life .
Wednesday pissed me off .
Thursday brokes my heart .
&& im in LOVE with Friday =)
Louiis Kishen Thomas is my IDOL .
simply 09 more days to go,SEXY!
i agree that school are totally sucks . haha! but what's sucker is when we have to dance only 3 songs for tomorrow's performance . and that's very pathetic -___- and i totally hate ****,seriously . they are so stuck-upp and arrogant . fuck u people . and that wasn't professional enough . all they did was just to ruin our dance performances and stuff . well thanks *** **** for telling us in advance before we could see what's gonna happen the very next day . KNNBCCB .
pump-it,come to me & tell me are the songs we're dancing for tomorrow . as for the saturday competiton,we're using the whole song that we've been practicing all this while . so jyeah,it dosen't waste all of our effort all thig long . so,tomorrow's performance gonna be a pathetic one and just bear with the 2.58 duration dance *roll eyes*
the SAFTI Army Camp Open House was such a bore . it was raining and we can't possibly try every single thing there . im still having fever and i didnt have the energy to walk about too much . so i didn't enjoy myself there though . boringg . and jyeah jyeah,i got a Mc'Donald treat,so called a dinner appointment from my good fren and that's soo cool of you,man! thanks a lot . burbbbb,im full liao =)
hoodies for 5 bucks and that's simply cool . thanks for telling us fliq . and to ilyana,thanks for the advance payment for me . i love you girl (:
10 more days to go =)
why must i cry over that particular memories?
i've just spent my whole time reading my entire blog . to read how my relationship are before and after im with my late prettyboy . i cried,i admit . i cried because of the things happened to me,the things i faced . the memories,the hurtings and stuff . i still remember them . the love which didnt let my feelings appear in another guy's heart . the strong love from me to him that makes me uninterested with other guys . the lovely kisses and the warm hugs are the ones i simply cant forget coz they are the sweet stain in my heart .
i don't know why i should cry actually . coz its been sometime since i broke upp with fahmy . a months plus maybe? not that long though . maybe i just missed the times when im with him . us being together . by right,i shouldn't think about it anymore . but then,i cant help it . he's the very first guy which i put high hopes on him about our relationship . but it fails,though . well,i know i CAN move on,but at times,there's still some memories left behind for me to remember and to think of them . im sorry but i cant help it .
new background skin and its not totally change yet , will take sometime to fix them (: i don't need love for now . i think im gonna get fever soon . and now,im having a baaaad running nose and cough . he's the one who used to tell me to take my medicine . im just being myself,i cant help it coz i still can't get over it .
13 more days to go =)
i guess i did enjoy myself last saturday?
speakeasy was great with the additional of a uncensored emcee . he was a man,but he dressed up like a lady/woman and i can say that he was sooo HOT ans SEXY! too bad,i didnt get to snap a picture with him,never mind . the last performance at speakeasy was by Imran Ajmain . he sang the song seribu tahun that was requested by the audience . it was so touching when everyone in the glass hall sang along that song . and i can see that Imran's tears are about to fall but well,mine did . was a sad thing that it was the very last speakeasyy and its not gonna be anymore . so yes,i can see that the Comic Strips really rocks the house . so do the fashion runway .
modified blogskin . but,im not that satisfied yet . i wanna make it more nicer of course . and well,i used the background pattern like my sister did . for temporary only . i'll re-do everything again when im free . but i bet,this coming week im busy enough to do so many things . with the teacher's day performance preparations,rehearsals,practices and stuff . and the weekends gonna spend at Miss Ramna's Wedding place . for both particular days . mangkok,penat siot . well,days getting nearer and nearer to OBS Camp ;)
im starting to love my beautiful hair . they are soft and smooth . long and sexy! indeed,haha! kidding . i just realised that my hair is all grown and its already long now without me realising it . and my hair is still straight after 10 particular months . wow . and if u wanna see how sexy my hair is,do cum down for Miss Ramna's wedding coz im gonna let my hair go and u can see for urself how beautiful my hair is actually . haha,kidding . i cant wait for them to grow longer and longer and wait till i got the money,im gonna perm them . loose-perm . they are the real sexy . wohoo . i just cant wait .
stop texting me coz i just feel that ur messages are all lame ass . those words make me ill . no matter what,u cant change me . ask me that question again and again but that wont do any good . coz my answer will still be the same . i don't know,got me? no matter how hard u try . maybe last time after i was left by fahmy,i felt desperate for attention . coz i cant accept the fact that he left me without me doing anything wrong . after getting over it,i felt better with the circle of friends and girlfriends plus boyfriends . i felt happier and more cheerful than last time . and then,i start to think that i dont need u . not even love,anymore . im sick of love . they simply lead me to those sufferings . oh,please . understand me .
its not that i love playing other people's feelings but never did i ever tell u that i love u . ur the one who always did,not me . yes,i may have not get over my previous relationship and love but that dosent even concern u at all . so quit being stupid and keep on asking me about the late prettyboy . and really,its like a ih%no^4e to ask me out when i didnt even talk to u nor look at u for the straight one week . and please,dont call my home just to talk to me . oh thats simply what the hell . i've repeated to u up teen times not to call my home . so,what do u need me to do just to make u understand? talk to u in korea language? tamil? X machi Y machi? haha!
14 more days to go (:
hey yaw! first and foremost i wanna wish my beloved Krazie Starr his very 20th birthday,that is todayy . and wish him longetivity & prosperityy and cant wait to see u tomorrow and see u perform for the vesy last time at Speakeasyy . cant wait! yet,i've not tell me parents about going to Glass Hall tomorrow,hehe! (:
my dance song are upp and yet to be modify,again . well,after such sacrifices,its all worth it . thanks a lot to Prakash and myself,haha! well,the music is nice though . will be upp in immem.com soon and place them in my blog . i really wanna change my blogskin . haiyah!
school's been good and few more days left to Miss Ramna's Wedding Day . and the countdown to Teacher's Day and my OBS Camp is lesser and lesser each day . the drama SUTUN that is playing now at Suria is such a great drama and i really like it though . lameshit and oh,he's been asking me to call him and stuff,but i just ignored . well,i felt better and now,he even ask me out tomorrow and i didnt even give him a single answer . coz there's no reason why i should do as follow . he told me upteen times that he missed me a lot but i didnt even have the single feelings about it,sorry to say . he gave me truck of messages but after reading them i just simply delete them,unlike in the past . simple .
16 more days to go (:
everything went out smoothly . without any "disturbance" from that him,i felt better . i managed to get myself on my own track,i could think wisely and better with this atmosphere . i guess,what happened before was simply a rush for me . it dosen't gave me any time to think about it . people are just pushing me for it but i don't blame them either . maybe they just don't understand how my situation is actually . well,now that u did,i hope u guys would understand me and it would be much appreciated .
♥ScreamMeYourLoveSongs
im sorry if i did hurt u but just help me by giving me sometime to think about it and forget about the things that i should . but IF i still couldn't,thousands of apologises from me to u . but u cant force love and although u have waited for me for sometime,that dosent mean i got no choice but just to go to u . so spare me a thought too and im sorry if about the Fahmy thing affect every single thing . deeply sorry,but u cant blame me though . i didn't do it on purpose (:
Saranghae <3Taken On: Friday,after our Audition .
Photographer: Haziqah .
Look at Israfil's face,haha . a candid one though,im the only one who is ready for the camre,haha! (:Taken On: Friday,after our audition .
Photographer: Ruzanna .
the new chinese drama was goood,especially the one at 7 p.m . oh yes,i really hate people who are buyers . get what i mean? buyers,i REPEAT,buyers . so pathetic! and Zanna,wait for a day until she kanna at the staircase with the drummers and skaters,then she know . and dont let her find u,then . got what i mean? ((:
18 more days to go ((:
easy said,don't disturb me for now coz i wanna be alone,just alone . i really felt uncomfortable and uneasyy being by ur side although we're just siting side-by-side on a bus ride . again,i felt better after not hearing your voice for one particular day and not meeting u,talking to u and go to school and go abck home with u . seriously,i just think u as a friend,or maybe i thought it was more than that . i though there's a spark between us but no,im wrong . again,it's all because i cant get over the past which i really thought i have . spare me sometime .
and what's more sad is when i missed the Kinship,the chinese drama's last episode on friday . simple reason,my TV is having a hugh fever . and now,i really cant miss the Honour & Passion drama which is the last episode too .
good day people,there's a rehearsal tomorrow . okey Prakash,faster online ley . i wanna remix the song now (:
20 More days to go,now (:
we did well for the audition . and hell yeah,we're in for the Teacher's Day Performance . so now,we need to buck upp and get ready for the rehearsal that is on this tuesday and the upcoming concert which is on 31st August,in 12 days time . im worried if my people cant get the steps right and the whole dance thing is messy and didnt cordinate well . but,i have confidence that they are all fast learners . 2 more songs to go,Buttons and Come To me (:
yesterday's theatre at Millinea Institude is effing goooood . such a regret if u didnt catch them . i was laughing my ass off and it was a funny one though . i really really wanna catch them again . bestt sungguh! and my Mendaki Session at Eunos Petal Garden was okok-jelalala . coz i didnt know much about Gravity though . people there told me to join the dance thing but i guess i too need to learn some new stuff . especially about Gravity . but it was interesting as i get to spray my words on the planks -___-
and now,i don't know whether this thing is true or not . for the past few days,i've been thinking about my late prettyboy and i dont know why . when ever syazwan send me back home,i felt unusual . coz it keeps reminding me about fahmy . and when i seat with syazwan in the bus,the past memories with fahmy keeps on reminding me strong . i feel like crying sometimes,i feel like sitting alone,i feel like everything just simply not right . i really don't know why . maybe,i couldnt get over everything yett when i thought i've already did . 8 months is kinda long for me and the day-happenings with fahmy last time cant make me move on that easily . i really cant . but for sure,im not in love with him anymore,now .
hari ini merupakan 19 Ogos 2007,same ertinya seperti hari ini adalah 6 Sya'aban . how time flies . its already coming to the end of August and September is coming real soon . and i cant wait for my Teacher's Day Performance which is followed by Cikgu Ramna's Wedding Day and then,my OBS Camp . im really looking forward for those . so my main point is,bulan puase dah nak dekat! and again,Hair Raya is coming soon,but not that soon though (:
im in love with only one person,My Peter Parker and not anyone else . wth dilla? i wanna change my blogskin . lemme do some experiment,real soon ;) btw.i've not bathed yet . its already 1450 hours now .
A-na(zanna) been introducing me to some of the korean video clips at youtube . it was hillarious and i really laugh till there's tears . was a funny one . A-na(zanna) really made my day by telling me to watch them . and now,it had become one of my favourite daily routine,every single day . and now,lemme introduce it to you and u really have to check this video out . no regrets in doing it cause im sure u gonna love it . trust A-la(dilla),okeyy?well,they changed my name thought . in fact,our name . lols (:
well,tomorrow's the audition day . i hope we can make it,well we can . Aza Aza! my dancers can catch upp with the steps and polish upp everything . well,a song more to go and its done . oh,like finally . they got the steps right and all,im gladd . only that the formation is all messed upp but that can be done before the rehearsal that is next week . so yeahh,me,A-na and Lina will be dancing the song come to me by ME (Nicole Scherzinger) ok that me,after we've done with the remix . oh hoho,the sports leader will be vidoe-ing our dance move . so yeah,The Rhythm Salvation,all the best tomorrow and i have a GREAT confidence that we CAN make it to the finals! oh yes,i'll try my very best to vidoe them up and publish it here! ((:
she got her french kiss and haha! Aina-Aina,sukee kau! (:
25 More Days to go (:
;think before you act,jbeuo%kfgi&*3lhbvi!$#%
im totally frustrated,like hell i am now . things arent going my way . people acting upp like a okh%B^E#XF . im sick of it,the pretence,the ill-talks,the hypocrites,criticism and stuff . its examination week and im totally aware of it,i REPEAT,im aware of it . people need to do revisions and studyy i know that coz im doing the same thing too,like you do . u need to slack,by all means i dont give a fucking care . u wanna escape from the practices,by all means be my fucking guest . u wanna teach the sec 1 people for their dance,go ahead i don't mind . u wanna show off and tell them ur everything,do it .
i simply cant understand u,not at all . what do u want actually? what is ur motive for doing all this? to me? infact,my best friends too . what the fucking hell on earth u think u are? u told her,u didnt wanna attend my dance practise tomorrow as u wanted to studyy . studdyyyy . aha,i see . u get my best friends influenced by ur act,what the hell? if u don't wanna attend tomorrow,by all means . im not gonna bother . to think that u could give that piece of SHIT to me . thank youu .
3 more days to the audition . 17 more days to the very actual day . and few more days to go before the rehearsal . and again,to think that u wanna this . u thought u were great,uh? can u cope 3 new dance steps in just a few days time? can u? i bet,NO . c'mon wake upp . i really cant stand it . you're simply what the hell . oh btw,do whatever u want . make it for urself but not others . i really cant help it when u treat my bestie this way .
she suffered a lot,don't let her face this way,will u? i really cant help it . its like ur torturing her . it really cant stand it when u did that to her,in fact ur still doing it now . things that u did without u urself realising it . what's the matter with u? enough said,im washing my hands off with you . And,if u wanna cum down or not for tomorrow,up to u . Plus! don't u try using MY DANCESTEPS to teach the Sec 1 students,who thought u can dance well actually . well.i dont mind about them not knowing im the Dancing Queen too BUT,if u really one and if u can really dance well than me whom u said cant dance,why am i the one then teaching u all of ym precious steps to u now? think back,reflect . and do as Ifah said,think before you talk . thank you .
and to Zanna,i really love you,cheer upp bestie! to Zul and Atie,thanks aLOT for the advices and talks . i really love you guys truck loads . Mas and Ifah will always be my best friends,trust me (:
im sorry for venting my frustration here but i really cant help it when things are getting out of hand . maybe this post dosent make sense but trust me,i really hate the situation now . especially to Zanna . im totally mad with the people treating her that particular way . and now,you stilll have me,Babe .
27 More Days to go (:
English and Social Studies Paper,common test tomorrow .
im kinda prepared but not totally,yett . i reached home from school at 3.30 sharp and after i get myself changed,i straight away do a lot of cleaning for my living room and especially bedroom . totally horrible . thanks to my silly little rascal sister for messing up the room . wth (:
i've been worrying about our Teacher's Day Audition which is held on THIS FRIDAY . i REPEAT,this friday . we really need to buck upp on the steps,pilosh upp everything and really have to use upp our strength and energy to teach the new poeple,Renee and Jolie . special lovely thanks to my Zanna and Lina LOVEEE! they helped me aLOT . i repeat,aLOT . in sense of finding steps,helping me polish upp the steps with the rest while im not around and teach the new members . so yeahh,without myself around,you guys still can cope with it,SARANGHAE ZANNA & LINA! ((:
18 more days to go for the ACTUAL DAY .
4 more days to AUDITION DAY .
and now,time checked: its already 12.09 am on my desktop clock .
and my B is still waiting for me to be asleep,thanks for waiting B (: oh yes,the video for the previous post really have some technical prob,so sorry about that . no offence!
I love you more and more each day,now .
28 More Days to go =)
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