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I'm super duper muper whatever-per bored right now . Hatim-shii is on his way for his jamming session down at Beats Merchants,Haji Lane (sumpah,aku tak pernah ikot . haha) . im not tagging along as it's weekdays and i have to stay at home and do my school works as Mid-year are coming right up next week,monday . (how time flies eh) PS are doing their usual routines,getting the covers ready and so do the originals . gig is in 3 days time! wohoooo =DDDDD

school's been really fine,i supposed . lessons are great,especially maths as we're recapping about probability . i swear im NOT sleepy when it comes to that topic . english lessons = FREE PERIOD! stupid teacher dowanna teach . makan gaji BUTE jer =.= gasak kau lah nak,asalkan kau bahagie sudaa . soooo,the picture above was snapped during english/chemistry lesson . i was super bored/sleepy/tired/restless,so i snapped them without anyone realising it . silly,i know . and again,me and Fad have been singing different kinds of sing eversince monday during lessons to kill boredness . be it Briteney Spears or even hindi songs . haha . laugh lor~ funny i know,yet CUTE . haha . and today,i've learnt how to speak JAPANESE! Azeana and Fad thought me to! haha . they went to do some research about speaking simple Japanese language . cute kan? haha

tomorrow is thursday . the day after tomorrow will be friday . friday is Come Back Kid's day . after then,it'll be PS's gig and Fitri bby's HOT 18th birthday! haha . cant wait cant wait!! you know i will always count the number of days left for saturdays (although sometimes i couldn't make it) . it's the only day where i getto spent my time in boyfriend's lovely arms from early afternoon till late night =DD this saturday,yeaaay! *grins widely* oh yeah,speaking of which,family actually planned about staying overnight over at East Coast Park this saturday as my dad is addicted back to fishing and it's been sometime since we last overnight at the beach . and so,i've not make up my mind either to join them or not after the gig or something . let's seee .

okay so,what's great? im hungry now,like AGAIN . huuuuuuuuungryy =( padahal tadi i've eaten bubur ayam sey . haha . i shall fix something simple to eat later on . well,i thought of doing milo ice-blended also but Hatim-shii didn't allow me as my inhaler almost finish and he's afraid if i might have asthma tonight (in fact,every night i have them!) and it's raining outside and it's a COLD weather also . LOL . so,i have to wait till tomorrow or something then! daddy-shii,i need a NEW inhaler,please? =D

labels: BYTHEWAY,ANDY ANDRIAN JUST BORN AROUND 30 MONUTES AGO! another nephew is born! omg,how excited can i be? SUPER EXCITED,i tell you! ive been waiting for days till he was born! going to the hospital soon,i guess? yeaaaaaaaaaassa kawan-kawan,saye da tue lor~ i wonder how he looks like! *wondering* CONFIRM chomel eyyy .

3 DAYS LEFTTTT! =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @17:21 | 0 lovely comments ✿

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINAAAAAAAAAA BBY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! <3333

Happy SWEET 16th birthday bby! wish you longetivity and prosperity! may you lead a beautiful life ahead and have a blissful birthday celebration,okay? sorry,i shall give you your birthday present slightly late (im broke) hehe . i love you sosososo much! *hugs*

It's Lina's birthday and so do Faruq's HOT 18th birthday! cheeybaaa,smue birthday da lepas tapi my one lambat lagi seyy =( nak tengok NC16 pon tk lepas,siak je =( Faruq da boleh beli cigarettes and alcohol senang2 je ehh! haha bagos! =D takper,aku tetap lovelove korang due!

million apologises to Fliq bby and Lina bby for not tagging along the hangouts on the 3 saturdays lately . i've tried my best but i failed to =( okay,blame it on my seriously weak + bad immune system . confirm dorang marah punye . sorry looor . buuuuut,i have something for you guys! esok okay? promise promise! and as for Hatim-shii,i've already given his cute lil something just now as a mark of me saying sorry for not tagging along,like again =.= it's raining heavily and i thought i would have the chance to play in the rain again with boyfriend,sharing an umbrella together . but too bad,the rain had stopped but still,i had fun playing with his slipper that he brought for me! sweet boyfriend,i love you so much((:

labels: cheeyba DILLA,3 days straight post entries ehh? haaha . andand,bby,suddenly i seriously MISS DANCING =( we dance together one day want? hehe =p

5 DAYS MOREEEE~

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 21, 2008 @18:28 | 0 lovely comments ✿

WHITE CHICKS TODAY,AT 7PM OVER AT CHANNEL 5!

MUST MUST MUST WATCH! =DDDD

Although i have the vcd with me,i still am gonna tell the WHOLE WIDE WORLD that the movie is showing on tv! i just love the movie hell lot although ive watched it for upteen times . you can't imagine how much im in love with Marcus in that movie! =DDDD

labels: boyfriend is picking me up from school again tomorrow! *jumping for joy* i miss you like hell lot la baby =(

6 DAYS LEFT LOR~

❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, April 20, 2008 @22:39 | 0 lovely comments ✿

Everone's crazy about THECLICKFIVE coming over to Singapore,well im not THAT excited though as im not deeply in love with Kyle Patrick (although he's one of my top few boyfriends) =) and so,im still waiting for ARCTIC MONKEYS to come over here to have their concert . Alex,call me up when you're coming over here! im still waiting,patiently =)

Hatim-shii is over at esplanade's rooftop with PS and Alex is at NewYorkCity,i guess =(

both of them are not by my side when im sick . okay bedek,boyfriend was there but what i meant was,literally not by my side . he's busy with his jamming stuff,preparing for his band's gig next week,understandable lor . bodoh-punye-perot-entah-sakit-macam-ape-entah-aku-pon-tak-tahu,which make me failed to join boyfriend and his bandmates for jamming for the THRID time on saturday(s) =.= every single week,i repeat,every single week there must ALWAYS something goes wrong . if it's not for my bad+weak immune system,it has always been for family's planning . i just wish that i could hang myself like Marcus wanted in White Chicks .

in this life,both of them are basically the person(s) you ever need in this whole wide world as they are marked as one of the most important person in your life eversince you're born . at times,you just wished that,that sporting and understanding aunt of yours was your mom and at times,you just wished they would be the most supportive creature on earth living by your side,every moment . but no,it turns the other way round . what you wished for,never came true . they don't even understand you at all,not even abit . at times,you tried to tell them what's been on your very mind,what bothering you,what's literally killing you and stuff but the moment you see them reacting that way,you changed your mind . cause' it won't even help,instead they'll react like something you've never ever knew . sometimes,i wanted to voice this out to them or even share this thing to my boyfriend,but i just cant put them in words and sometimes,i myself don't know by doing all this,it'll do any good or not . im turning sixteen in few months time and i guess,im big enough to know what's the wrong and what is right . and well,i guess,all i gotta do now is to prove them wrong as im not like what they think i am and so do Hatim-shii((:

moving on . people around me have never stopped telling me what's with their boyfriend/girlfriend . what's been taking place and happening . or worst still,some even tell me the reason they broke off and stuff . it actually scares my balls off (okay,i got no balls) . what i meant was,whatever happened to them actually gave me a slight impact on handling a relationship and so . im in love,i owned a boyfriend and of course,i don't wanna lose him . everyone wants their relationship to last long,of course . but it needs a small tiny secret recipe for it to happen . boyfriend and i have been telling each other what we'll do to make our love stay strong and all . and,im glad he's the only one who understand,in fact really understand my needs . the ONLY guy who understand me in and out and i REALLY mean it . so,yes,friends may have broke up with their love ones but that dosent mean i have to be afraid the same thing might happen to me also as we both treasure each other and trust is the very most important thing . i'll never gonna hurt you/break your heart/betray you baby,that's a promise((: and i NEVER lie,you know me very well .

3 hours had passed but i've yet to received a message from you . don't tell me you're not even bothered to ask how am i feeling right now,don't you? sheesh . so,i've been behaving well this few weeks . been nice to everyone . been doing stupid-but-i-cant-help-it revision,surprising right? i know . and most importantly,i've realise that im not supposed to follow my heat of anger whenever my mood changed as i know,it will bring another problem to our relationship and it'll do us arguments . never want that to happened,NEVER . and another thing to note,i'll never make him stressed out anymore as i might even land him up in hospital . so Fafilla,behave well and be in your best behaviour whenever you're moody . control it and think what might happen if you were to get mad,just that(: im nice,baby((:

oh by the way,HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO SHASHA GORGEOUS and HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to FAISAL,Yunis's boyfriend! they just had their birthday yesterday and may god bless the both of you! *sing birthday song in heart* hehe

labels: i wanna do something to my blog and hey,i've never loved someone like i love you,nigga((: i'll NEVER let the history to repeat itself,be it for you or me . LONG POST HUH FAFILLA? haha! =p and oh,THREE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS to Hatim-shii,Fliq and Lina each as a mark of me saying sorry for not turning up today . on monday,okay? pick me up from school on monday,boyfriend! =)

07 DAYS MORE BBY! =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 19, 2008 @19:37 | 0 lovely comments ✿

And so sometimes you may think they're the best, and sometimes they just, ignore.

I was there for a short while, and in that short while, I wasn't with them anyway.

they just did it again,without me,again .

Things to do before 26th April 2008:

1. CUT MY BANGS! (my bangs grows super fast!)

2. get my long hair trim! (im gonna get it back straight in 3249443 months as im saving money for something else)

3. go for brow threading! by next WEDNESDAY! i dont care! stupid eyebrow! (it's been ages)

4. stop eating snacks so much now if not im gonna gain weight! (i know im skinny,lol)

5. make sure i grow no pimple(s) anywhere . stupid pimple =.=

6. plan something nice for the 26th birthday girl! ILY Fitri bby(:

7. plan with Hatim-shii what we should get her for her special day!

IM FINE,IT'S JUST THAT I MISS YOU BADLY =(

and YOU,it's just SO UNFAIR for me,seriously .

Thanks but it sucks! (big time)

after what Miss Ang had said during CME lesson just now,it's TRUE! absolutely .

Do you know why there's freaking lot of girls chasing after my boyfriend?

- SIMPLY because he got everything that a girl would ever need and I HAVE A GOOD TASTE IN CHOOSING A GOOD/HOT/SEXY/CUTE BOYFRIEND! ((:

labels: she pisses me off,seriously . fuck her and i cant help it! she's killing me although it has already been a few months . but still,i wait to cant meet her upp sooon! veryy sooon! thanks ehh and thanks for making me fucking jealous and so . i feel like hanging myself,can i? *roll eyes*

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 17, 2008 @16:09 | 0 lovely comments ✿

TWOTWOTWOTWOTWOTWO = 60 DAYS! =)

Hatim-shii came down to school to pick me up and then,i passed him the scrap book i've specially done for him for our 2nd month ann and the 146 heart-shaped papers with beautiful phrases on it . and thank god,we got ALOT of free periods today which made me managed to get them all done on time! && what's great is when he love it sooooo much((: veryvery much . thanks baby,i love you alot,and you know that don't you? =)

and,baby . i don't really know what i should say here to thank you for being with me,you know . and,i really can see that you're deeply in love with me eversince we get closer and closer last december . also,you NEVER give me up although i really find you super irritating and i dont really like talking to you in the very first place . also,it's because i was dating Issyah then . but,that's what people say about true love . if that's our true love,no matter how hard the situation is,you still gonna own them no matter how long it'll takes . i also thank god for opening my heart to give you the golden chance and to accept you . and i hope you got what i really mean . Happy 2 months ann baby and i REALLY DONWANNA end our relationship as nothing can actually set us apart((:

labels: Our love chapter will never ever end baby,NEVER((: i'm your forever and you're mine for good,that's a promise((:

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 14, 2008 @19:36 | 0 lovely comments ✿

FLIQ bby . i love her alot,i mean ALOT((:

saturdaaaaaaaaaaaaay night! jamming session . hangouts with PS . out with Hatim . i missed that yesterday man! damn . blame it on my so-stupid-punye-gigi-yang-sakit-tak-tahu-macam-ape =) i'll make sure,this coming saturday,for sure im gonna hangout with you guys! like,seriously . i miss you guys alot sia . especially watching the cuteness of Nunu and Vam andand watch them shuffle macam orang tak betol sikit . korang cute laa,haha =p

suuuuuuuuuup . it's Ilyana's 6 months ann with Ais! last long okay babygirl! and so,ive been spending my time again doing that something nice and it's ALMOST DONE this time round! prolly,by tomorrow everything should be fine with the exception of the pictures which has not been printed out,damn . oh yes,early in the morning today,went out with cousins to go for a swim over at Jurong East (i hate to swim there though) . but fortunately,there's not many people there as we reached around 9+ . great isn't it? indeeed it is . you can swim in peace,haha . so,yeah . start packing up around 12+ and went to Jurong Entertainment to have our lunch at LongJohnSilver! and,nothing's better than that!

SANDALS SANDALS SANDALS! like finally i repeat,FINALLY,my sister bought them for me! oh,thanks baby((: she just got her pay and it's nice to her to buy for me one as she knew all of my slippers are torn and all (dont laugh) . which actually made me wore my younger sister's one . kau bayang kan la,kaki die lagi kecik dari aku punye sia . kaki aku tak nak macam besar la pulak,kan? haha . sooooo,yeaaaaaaaah . it's been ages since i last went for threading . so,i think i have to go get my eyebrow done later on over at Gombak since im buying our dinner there too! Lina/fliq,tag along,can? =)

labels: 25 hours and 16 minutes more! later! *kening naik-naik*

❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, April 13, 2008 @18:45 | 0 lovely comments ✿

and so,ive still been doing the same thing;doing my research on something nice and fold those cute stuff and also,have been thinking what i should write/do to that nice book . but,there's only ONE THING im lack of,which is my pictures with Hatim . like seriously,i only got one picture of us together so far (thanks,im jealous) . and that,thanks to Yunis for snapping them on CNY . wasn't THAT perfect as i wasn't ready for the camera . thanks to my bloodyhell handphone's picture quality which make me hate taking picture using them . see,told you daddy,i wanna buy new phone but too bad,im gonna regret it as im gonna lose all of those 300 over messages from Hatim that i've saved . but,i seriously need them! gosshh .

thanks for making me dropping by and find out every single thing which i should not,actually . thanks a lot for getting my tears do their work,and me feeling the pain inside . not THAT surprising as i've already knew about this earlier on thru myspace and now,from your place . well,im trying very very very very hard to be strong and not to imagine stuff as i know,the things i thought of will NEVER be true . and so,i will always bear in mind that he's all mine and not anyone alse .

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- b,can do me a favour?

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- yeah?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- sing me a nursery ryhme song . pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- why baby?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- i miss nursery rhymes =(

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- baby,you're random eh

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- just sing any rhymes that u know! own time own target hor!

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- that's #1 . i want abc song now can?

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxy and z
now i know my abc,
next time won't you sing with me

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! && now,can i have baba black sheeeeeep?

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- baa baa black sheep have you any wool?
yes sir yes sir three bag full
one for ma master and one for the ______
and one for the little boy who live down the drain

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- i'm not sure if lyrics is right . hehe

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- nevermind looooorrr . and lastly,i want any other nursery rhymes that u have in mind!

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- one little two little three little indian
four little five little six little indian
seven little eight little nine little indian,
TEN LITTLE INDIAN BOYS

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- yeaaaay! thanks alot baby! i love you((:

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- I LOVE YOU TOO BABY!

09 xXx ][ WonderBoy ][ xXx 09 ][ Live free or die hard ][ says:
- baby you seriously alright?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- im fine loor! i want jokes now,please?

....................... and the list goes on and on and on and onnnn . Friday means meeting HatimSexy day! pick me up from school tomorrow at 1245 hours will you? i miss you like alot although the last time i met you was on tuesday =( soo,shall see you tomorrow,then? and oh,no matter how you am gonna interrupt me whenever i read it or when i am browsing thru all of the pictures i have,im still gonna get this one thing is mind which is: he loves me more than anything else and i know he DOSENT lie cause i've known him for 3 years now,eversince 2005 . thanks for making me jealous and hey,i don't know what's your motive of doing so((:

labels: i need to go catch a MOVIE with boyfriend pretty soon,go on shopping with him or so and learn to start snapping pictures of us despite the stupidsillyidiotbasket picture quality! cause i really need them in helping me in some stuff *grins* yeay me! *kening naik-naik*

I need someone to talk to right now as these things keep on bothering me .

BABY?

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 10, 2008 @15:38 | 0 lovely comments ✿

#1 .

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:

- baby,how many times have i crossed your mind?

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][

- in a day?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:
- be it any day or anytime?

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][
- whenever im sitting down all alone,you will appear on ma mind . every single time .

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:

- and now,ask me back the same question .

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][

- how many times have i crossed your mine?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:

- ONCE,just once . and now,ask me why .

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][
- why?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:

- bacause,the very first time you came into my mind,you've never left . you're glued and till now,you're always in there and will never ever gonna get out of that place .

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][

- oh baby,that's soo sweet of you,really . you're like the SWEETEST thing i've ever come across((:

#2 .

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says

- Baby,God made us two ears to listen,two eyes to see and two hands to hold each other . but why did He made us only one heart?

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][

- you're asking me with you knowing the answer or not?

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:

- of course i do! =)

l l 09 l l xXx ][ Wonderboy ][ xXx l l ][Live free or die hard ][

- okay,i don't know .

Loved Always;DILLA .™- says:

- okay la,God gave us only ONE heart is because He wants us to find another . like for an example,yours . He gave me a heart to find yours because yours are the only one suitable to be with mine =)

Basically,i've been brainstorming soooooooooooooooo many quotes and phrases for our 2nd month anniversary this 14th April! werid,but i really love doing that (although people find it a waste of time!) . i seriously cant help it! and from now,i wanna behave,for some reasons =) jogging and playing of swings soon hor boyfriend!

In addition,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAS AND NOI,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOU BOTH! =)

Happy NC16 birthday Massafurah and happy 15th birthday Syafawati! wish you both longetivity and prosperity and may you both have a beaufitul life ahead and have a blisfull birthday celebration! love you both,like alot! and also,to Kaisha,the-myspacer-whom-i-just-get-to-know! =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 08, 2008 @19:25 | 0 lovely comments ✿

I cant believe that im still slacking at home although its SATURDAY NIGHT today! ohmygod . haha . i don't know why,but i seriously hope im not having some-kind-of-stupid-sleeping-disorders . like seriously,i've been sleeping since just know without me realising it . boyfriend's out for his jamming session with his bandmates and now,he's hanging out with them at Esplanade's Rooftop . how i wish i was there in your arms,baby =(

i'm seriously not trying to find fault with anyone but i seriously don't understand the purpose of people going here and there to spam . well,i mean . yes,prolly one of their reasons for doing that is because they actually hate the person and that's why they spammed and all . i know cause i admit,i've done them once,previously . well,this is kinda typical nowadays,i know . but,sometimes if you really hate that person or something,you CAN always approach him/her and get things right . but one thing for sure,if you really hate the person you hate,there's always EXTENT to everything you gotta say . i'm very particular when they talk about VIRGINITY . like seriously . it's like as if you wanna bring the person that you hate,their dignity down .

think again . i know,im not suppose to be here,typing down all sorts of things like all this but i seriously cant help it . FLIQ IS MY BESTFRIEND . i cant possibly let/ignore people who says that kind of stuff about her . you people might say,it's NONE of my business and there's no need for me to say anything about this but hello,try putting yourself in other people's shoes and then,you'll understand . im mad and angry,i ADMIT . of course i do! but,i know where i stand and there's no need for me to type down vulgarities here cause it'll get to nowhere . also,it'll actually make the situation go worst . so,to the person who spammed me,thanks for the words and everything . but hey,get this right . although i've fought with fliq before,that dosen't mean im gonna hate her all of my entire life! like seriously,if you know who i really am,you'll understand . cause' if i dont like that person,for sure im gonna tell him/her that i dont like them .

and if i do,im gonna make sure no one's gonna destroy our friendship,like now . if i dont like fliq,ive already told her in advance and also,i wont be here/close with her . think about that . it applies the same for fliq or in fact everyone . so,there's no reason why she should ditch me or so,and also,there's no reason why i SHOULD ditch her before she's gonna do one for me . like c'mon,why should we do that? all of us are grown up and we know what we should/shouldn't do . by now,we CAN already think what's the very best for us . like seriously . it's totally common sense! =) and to the other spammer,if you don't like hatim saying iloveyou to me,that's none of my business cause there's no reason why you shuold feel gross . be jealous kid .

BOTTOMLINE: FLIQ is my bestfriend and i'm free to make a choice for myself . and there's no need for you guys to feel pity towards me cause i DONT need your sympathy . thanks alot . and yes,i seriously know what im doing . by the way,thanks for saying im gorgeous but i know i'm totally not =) that applies the same for "hotter than you" . well,i guess you're waaay hotter than other people,right? how i wish i know who you really are .

Labels: ALEX TURNER IS TOTALLY HOTHOTHOT,kan Mr Sexylips? ^_^

❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 05, 2008 @18:41 | 0 lovely comments ✿

White lies,just for once . spent time with boyfriend yesterday over at the rooftop to kill time . i asked him to bring along the 106 paper heart-shapes that i folded for him on Valentine's Day,yesterday so that i can continue on writing the sweet words/phrases on it and also,told him to bring along the Valentine's Day card i did for him . after then,we talk to each other under the no-so-bright-sun and hey,it's windy up there if you wanna know! i like . so,yeah .

Tricks,just for this once . im playful,im naughty and im super duper mean to hurt boyfriend with my stupidsillybloodyhell april fool's tricks . stupid me . well,i didnt expect this thing would be that serious and hey,i didnt even think it will go to this extent! im sorry baby,i really am . like for real . i SWEAR i wont do this kind of silly tricks ever again,promise . and what's worst,i even forgot that BOYFRIEND CANT GET STRESS or else,he'll get his chest pain which may actually lead to hospitalisation! im in dead meat . like seriously,how on earth can i forget even about THAT SIMPLE THING? told you,im MEAN! super mean . im sorry baby . i didnt mean it actually,seriously =(

BOTTOMLINE: I'ts just another stupid april fool's trick from me and i swear i wont do it again . im sorry for becoming so playful today baby . i love you baby . sosososo much,for real . you're mine forever .

❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @16:59 | 0 lovely comments ✿

For godness sake,i want my BANGS again! it's getting freaking longer and longer each day! and like seriously,i have to cut it shorter in the very nearest time! which include,i have to do something to my hair! hair-straightening again! sooon baby,sooon! ((:

im sick today . baaaaaaad gastrics and baaaaaaaad headache and im for real this time round (im not saying i lied everytime,nonsense) so yes,supposingly,i have to accompany boyfriend for his surgery appointment down at NUH but unfortunately,im down with this silly sickness . so yeah,i failed to accompany him though =( im sorry baby . but hey,thanks for coming down all the way from Jurong to school,just to fetch me back from my training and just to spent an hours plus of your time together with me although you dosent seems THAT well due to your shoulder . thanks baby! ((:

again,ive been having CHEEKY dreams . haha . you know,when the thing that you look forward to this saturday,it will ALWAYS stick to your bloody mind and it actually leads me to my dreams! making out,i dreamt about making out with boyfriend TWICE! see,how cheeky i can actually be . okay,i wouldnt wanna dream of it but i cant help it . but,it seems kinds cute though! like seriously . and,thanks baby for making me blush flush mlush infront of you when you asked me about that -bluek! so yeah,2 days more and i can send my time with boyfriend! ehem ehem,french kissing hor? cheeky teros . && he's giving 2 packages lagi! waaaah,how cool can that be? *cheeky smileeee* ((:

I miss my boyfriend badly . dosent make sense that well,but i didnt getto hug him tight yesterday as im wearing school t-shirt . damn . but hey,i know how to behave outside okay! haha . so yeah,2 days more and i seriously wanna escape from the BORING event this saturday like seriously . i'd rather spend my time with boyfriend . wooaaaah((:

Over at his house when i was checking on him,a day after his operation . how cheeky boyfriend can be at times! look at his cheeky-sweet smile! i likeeeeee~ *grins widely*

labels: Frenchi kissing,is the sweetest ever you can get from the person you're deeply in love . also,that's how you show your love PHYSICALLY and,that's when you can feel the sparks,love =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, March 27, 2008 @17:30 | 0 lovely comments ✿

Good Friday: Went to aunt's birthday celebration down at Pasir Ris park and play with the sands .

Yesterday: Cousin's engagement day! had fun camwhoring =)

I managed to upload only 2 pics for now . blogger has been so gay towards me . it tooks 3241694751.54564 minutes just to upload ONE picture and seriously,i dowanna wait any longer! soooo,just wait for the next entry with the new pictures and stuff! hello,busy days! =)

with addtion,

Happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to FADHILAH and NUNU!

happy birthday to yoooooooooooooooou!

Happy NC16 birthday to the both of you babies! wish you longeivity and prosperity! may u both lead a beautiful life ahead and have a blissful birthday celebration! lovelove korang due! =) also,happy THREE MONTHS ann with Wawan,Nunu! last long okay korang! =)

labels: french kissing! *nudge boyfriend madly* hahaha . *cheekycheeky* ^_^

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, March 24, 2008 @18:43 | 0 lovely comments ✿

i've been listening to his song every single day! even now! Arctic Monkeys is my all time favourite! what's more when the lead guitarist cum the vocalist for the band is a really HOT guy! ALEX TURNER,omg,he's reaaly minee! all mineeeeeeeeee~ yeay me!

isn't it good? i came reached home earlier then ever! 1411 hours,isn't that fast? simply because im super nervous about going to boyfriend's house to meet up with the mum and dad,yeah . well,boyfriend just had his shoulder operation cum surgery and i was totally worried is anything might happen . okay,ridiculous! cause its just a shoulder op,not a brain or heart op or something! he's not gonna die Fafilla! *slap forehead* aiyoyo,gendeng betol .

Latest Update: an hour plus more to go to meet the "in-laws" haha . macam kat dalam cerite meet the fokers sey dilla . *grins widely* =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @14:38 | 0 lovely comments ✿

Congratulations Aszeni cousin and the partner,Haslinda . semonge kekal hingga ke akhir hayat and moge-moge hingga ke anak cucu yeer =D

Out of the 100 over pictures snapped,this is the most favourite one and i simply dont know why?

(mama,myself,my cheeky uncle from jb,my favourite cousin and my fav auntie from jb,the wife)

Body's are all aching due to tiredness . ive not been getting enough sleep lately . prolly,im busy with my cousin's wedding preperation last few days . yeah,one of the reason . besides that,ive been spending my whole entire night talking with boyfriend over the phone till wee hours . and last night,we actually talked till 4 am! could you believe that? dah lepas bual kat phone,sms la pulak . haha . rindu nyer pasal,haiyoh . mampos .

guess what? i've not even done my homework! okay lie . i did some of it and for godness sake,ive not even finished my MATHEMATICS homework which is super lots! *faints* Miss Ang is really crazy and i bet,no one's gonna get them totally done! seriously . ive only did my malay and some poa's and some of the maths question . okay,that's all . i still got my history and maths and maths and just MATHS! *okay,im dead* andand,what's worst when school's re-opening TOMORROW! in 10 hours and 26 minutes sharp! okay Fafilla,once school re-opens,no more slacking around and dozing off inside the class without acceptable reason! if not,you're unable to have a grand wedding,unlike your cousin who just did (he's one is really ungrand i tell you!)

okay dudes and duttes,since last friday is my FIRST MONTH ann with boyfriend,i received a longlonglong myspace message from him! so,i proudly wanna share with you guys here and yeah,i shall just copy paste the sweetest among the sweetest part which i love the most! this is what he said;

Happy one month anni baby!

i've never been so happy to be with someone((:

i love you because-

1. you are so so adorable

2. you are so so so so cute

3. you are so so so so sweet

4. you are full of surprises

5. you put a smile on ma face

6. you don't pretend like something you're not when you're with me

7. you have a HOT body

8. you have cool white teeth

9. you have nice hair

10. you have a nice smell

11. you are very manje((:

12. you are so in love with me((: ((: ((:

13. you make ma heart beat faster

14. you make me smile when you kiss me or you call me "sayang"

15. you are the most understanding girl ever.

16. you wouldn't wanna fight over small matters

17. you would rather talk things out then to fight over it

18. you say sorry even for the smallest mistakes

19. you have nice smile

20. you are the nicest person

21. you are the most caring person

22. you are funny(if you didn't realise that la)

23. YOU ARE HOT

24. your jokes are funny yet CUTE

25. you are such a lovable girl

26. you appreciate me for who i am

27. you are the best thing that has ever happen in my life

28. you are the greatest thing that has ever happen in my life

29. you are the CUTEST thing that has ever happen in my life

30. YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME((:

&& that's what he said . and this is what i reply . again,the sweetest among the sweetest please! =)

01. You're the nicest guy ive ever come across,i dont lie . (although i find u irritating previously)

02. You're veryveryvey sweet in any way,just to make my day a beautiful one .

03. You're willing to make the things i ever wanted,came true . (which most guys not willing to)

04. You're willing to accept me for who i am,the boring average girl

05. You have a HOTHOTHOT body (6 pacs,i likee~~)

06. You own the sweeeetest smile ever! ((:

07. You have a gorgeous & beautiful eyes which make me comfortable having eye contact with .

08. I'm comfortable being with you .

09. You're willing to be there for me,when i need a listening ear and share my problems to .

10. You're there to lend me your shoulder for me to cry on when i misses you like hell lot ((:

11. You NEVER FAILED to make me smile,eversince the FIRST day .

12. You never failed to make me smile every single day

13. Awak soranglah yang sanggup layan karenah kite .

14. Layan manje kiter and all .

15. You would try your very best just to be with me when im sick

16. You never failed to remind me to take my medicines when i totally forgot about it .(sape lah yang sanggup buat macam tu)

17. You're supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer cuteeee id say! ((:

18. You own a sexy hair! i likeeeeeeeee~~ ( botak=strictly NS ONLY)

19. You always make me laugh with ur funny jokes and all

20. i love the way u reacted when i call you sayang

21. i love you hugs cause' its like the best hug ive ever received

22. You're just like me,dosent like to fight over small stuff

23. Sayang,you're the most understanding guy ever on earth ((:

24. You're the best thing that ever happen in my life,like seriously! ((:

25. The super greatest thing that have ever happen in my life

26. You're the only one who really really really understand my needs

27. You're very caring,which sometimes,really touched me hor!

28. The most loving guy ive ever come across (i never lie,you know me well)

29. You make my heart beats faster and slower at the same time .

30. I super duper love your smell ((: (never gonna forget that)

31. You simply make my day baby .

32. I love your touch .

33. I love the way you walk

34. I love the way you tell me how much i mean to you

35. I love the way you express your love towards me,be it mentally or physically

36. I simply love your hugs and kisses .

37. You're sooo nice to have the thought of cooking a meal for me,just to make sure i didnt skip my meals which no one ever done it before

38. i love the way you say " baby,i love you sososso much" (omg,that's the best things baby)

39. I SIMPLY LOVE it when you call me your baby((:

40. You've got everything i ever need .

41. You really appreciate me although there's nothing special in me

42. You're my everything,literally everything baby . im super serious about it

43. You're the only one for me,and that's soooooooooooo true!

which include,you got a sexy leg,sexy long fingers and sexy hands! also,you're the only one who's willing to give me your full attention every single day without faild which others CANT .

That's all folks~

labels: gonna hear your voice pretty sooon!

❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, March 16, 2008 @20:41 | 0 lovely comments ✿

i love the picture above! *senyum lebar-lebar macam THE ROCK*

Hello rainy days! =.= it wasn't supposed to be rainy days though . what a climate . well,nevermind . i still enjoy the coldness here at home which actually lead me to flu and stuff (sheesh) . Nothing's been doing great . i mean,nothing's new . slack at home and rot,that's all . well,i myself not sure what i should post for today's entry actually . i've been staring at this blogger thing for more than 15 minutes =.= haha .

11 March 2008,tuesday . spent our time at East Coast instead of Sentosa (like again) . we have myself,hatim,ifah,izuan and afiq jackass along . just the five of us though . well,i gave a small tiny lil surprise for boyfriend to start off my day! i went over to his place which ive NEVER gone before over at Jurong East and yeah,fortunately i drop down the bus at the correct place! pheew . okay yeah,back to it . surprise and all,i left a note at his door and then,the staircase and then next to the lift . he was super shocked when he saw me standing 1.68m tall down at his block! never did that before,i love you baby((:

then,we're freaking late! in fact,30 minutes late! haha . after then,we proceed on to Bedok and take the bus to east coast and all . well,thank god Izuan came up with the idea of bringing a tent incase it's gonna rain there! so,yeah . after pitching up the tent and all,the guys started to swim while me,still figuring out what the hell should i wear to swim! i lost my black short pants,then i asked ifah to bring for me one . she did brought them,but it was freaking small and it actually tears when i wear them! (okay,shut up . im not fat okay!) haha . which end up,i wear my blue converse short boxer and a shirt to swim! haha

overall,i did enjoy myself i guess? haha . despite the heavy rain and stuff . well,i think there's gonna be better days up ahead when we could spent our time all together over at the REAL SENTOSA on a BRIGHT SUNNY day,one day! and yeah,im really looking forward for the particular day! =) soo,do keep me update if u wanna plan about it and all! well,nothing seems better when i getto spent all of my time on your lovely arms baby((: i'm sorry,there's no pictures as none of us brought the camera! sorry .

in 09 hours and 07 minutes,it's gonna be my VERY FIRST MONTH ANN with boyfriend! and so,happy FIRST month in advance baby! how fast the time flies and now,i felt like as if im with u for like 3 years already! haha . may our love stay strong and yes,i love you sososo muchh baby((: so,what should i give you for our first ann? *thinking*

PS: tomorrow,saturday and sunday is my busiest day of my life! cousin getting married and yes,school re-opening very soon! ceepatnyer! =(

❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, March 13, 2008 @14:11 | 0 lovely comments ✿

ABOUT YOU .

1. Current status:
- Attached .

2. Are you in love:
- YES I AM ((:

3. Working or schooling:
- Schooling

4. Are you a homely person:
- Gotta say,yes .

5. Are you a hot-tempered or a cool-tempered person:
- It depens on the situation . but,more to the cool one .

6. Are you positive as a person:
-Well,im not sure either! haha

7. List FIVE words which describe you the best:
- Very friendly,understanding,outgoing,silly and pampered (only they knows)

8. Your hobbies:
- Talk to boyfriend over the phone,read english book (like finally), shopping and dance! with additional of talking to myself when im super duper duper bored,seriously (im not insane hor!)

9. What do you love to do when you're free:
- On my computer the whole entire day and find the opportunity to disturb other people!

10. What do you feel right now:
- Nervous and excited!

11. Name the person you love so much in the past years:
- Still am loving them,my family of course! with my late uncle too!

12. Name the person you love so much now:
- Family and relatives plus boyfriend and all of my girlfriends!

13. Any besties:
- Zanna,ifah,mas,ilyana,fikah,yunis and suryani (the people whom i often turn to)

14. Any enemy(s):
- I dont have one but i have some whom i dislike .

15. List down the things you love about youself mentally:
- I often give chances to people although they've hurt me upteen times (i'm nice)
- I make friends easily and that's one of the reason why i have lots of friends!
- I don't often get mad/angry . seriously . not unless you really make me one!

16. List down the things you love about yourself physically:
- I love my body (shape)
- I love my long lashes and dark browned color eyes
- I love my hindustani-pakistani malay look . (which people often mistook me for indian girl)

17. What are you listening to now:
- I bet that you look good on the dancefloor by Arctic Monkeys

18. Do you see yourself as one of the most luckiest girl in any perspective:
- In my lovestory,yeah . in other perspective,not really .

19. What is your ambition:
- A fashion designer or a steewardes

20. What are the things you MUST have in your bag when you go out:
- Phonny,ear-piece,inhaler (okay,what a bad asthma i have),wallet,compact powder,comb .

21. What is your favourite pet:
- Definitely not CATS,nigga please! i dont have any .

22. What is your favourite colours:
- Black,white,brown,yellow,red and green .

23. What is your favourite love movie:
- Eiffel im in love,i likeeeee~

24. What is your favourite animated movie:
- Enchanted! haha

25. What is your favourite comedy movie:
- Game plan,meet the fokers! wohoo . (bet,still gotta list down on and on)

26. Favourite cooking:
- Momma's cokking of course!

27. Your favourite song currently:
- Mardy bum by Arctic Monkeys (sedap giler nak mampos)

28. Your favourite stories:
- Bedtime stories by boyfriend! (okay,lie . im the one who tell him bedtime story instead)

29. Your favourite poeple:
- The people who love me,definitely!

30. Your most favourite sentence/words used:
- Whateveeer,apee jeeer,taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak,amende kau yak-alah . haha .

BEHIND THE SCENE

31. The person you hurt the most:
- I dont really hurt people cause i dont dare to .

32. The person whom hurt you the most:
- My previous,Fahmy . (only if you know the whole lovestory of mine,you'll know)

33. The person you miss the very most:
- Late uncle and granpa . i miss my grandma at JB too and my lovely Pak Usu!

34. What is in your head right now:
- How shall i explain to boyfriend about the outing being postpone to tuesday? is he gonna be mad?

35. What is the most romantic word/sentence/phrase you've ever said to someone you love:
- I don't know why but i wanna tell you that you're the best thing that have ever happen in my life baby . Im a person who's like,if i love that someone,i will love him whole heartedly . and as for you,i've already secure you in my heart and baby,i'll hold on to you and never let you go . not even a mile yet a distance . like i told you before,whichever girl who owns you is a lucky one and i guess im the one though((: (i ACCIDENTELLY deleted that msg this afternoon) =(

36. What is the most romantic thing you've ever done to someone you love:
- Planned to celebrate Valentine's Day at the ROOFTOP and catch sunsets and bake brownie and cupcakes with the ILOVEYOU alphabets on it plus,made a HUNDRED over heartshaped paper with 9 different languages in saying ILOVEYOU (please refer to the day i got official) haha

37. Have you ever regret hurting someone:
- Unintentionally,yeap . it's not literally my fault hor!

38. Have people ever backstabbed you:
- A few times,but its clean forgotten now .

39. The most regretted thing you've ever done:
- Being too kind to people which made them take you for granted,but that's me though .

40. The most happiest time in my life:
- When i getto spent my time with my love ones which include my lovely girlfriends!

41. Have you ever find it hard to move on with life after being dumped with your previous:
- VERY id say! seriously . but,im glad i did! if not,im not what i am right now! ((:

42. Ever faint:
- Yes,once . when i was in primary 6,doing my 1.2km run at my school field .

43. Do you have a crush on someone right now excluded your boyfriend:
- Oh definitely! Alex tuner,the rock,kim jaejoong,ryan gosling and kyle patrick .

YOUR FINANCIAL

44. Who give you money:
- Daddy .

45. How do you spent your money:
- very wisely,in fact i jot down every single thing i bought .

46. The most expensive clothes you ever bought for yourself/others:
- My brown hoodie from forever 21 and Adidas Jacket .

47. The cheapest thing you ever bought for yourself:
- I'm not sure either . barang yang selongok seringgit kot? joking,haha .

48. The most expensive thing someone ever bought for you:
- Adidas jacket (original hor),converse hi-cut and jewellery from parents!

49. The last thing you spend on:
- A white shirt from Giordano at Vivo

50. The next thing you wanna buy for yourself:
- Ipod touch,New urban male's sandal,Ripples's flip flop and a new watch!

KILL THE BOREDOM TIME! SENTOSA OUTING POSTPONE TO THIS TUESDAY INSTEAD OF TOMORROW DUE TO SOME REASONS . PLEASE CONTACT DILLA FAFILLA FOR MORE ENQUIRES .

labels: isn't it sweet when your boyfriend actually cooked for you when he dosent want you to skip any meals? that's what B did! ((:

❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, March 09, 2008 @20:43 | 0 lovely comments ✿

Pardon me for the error od the date . 3 days of keeping this post as my draft in blogger due to some reasons of like,i have to do other housework,get my homeworks done,my other family members wanna use them and stuff . super irritating id say! leceh nak mampos . well,i totally forgot what i wanna post but as for now,just scroll down and look at those OVERDUE pictures .

lunch at Plaza Singapura but well,ive eaten my breakfast with boyfriend!

this is the place where we met our new "friend" Kumar . haha,silly guy .

that's what we did . went to Istana Park and slack instead of asking for donation!

&& tell me,who the hell is sooo good to do that syupid CIP?

everyone inside the car keep on looking at us as we couldnt stop taking pictures!

my MOST FAVOURITE shot of Zanna's on that particular day! wohoo .

andand now,ladies & gentlemen,please take a look at my LEG and tell me something about it!

i then realise,my hair has become longer and longer! haha,RANDOM .

This thing is COOLSHIT i tell you . look at them and the background,then you'll understand!

There's sooo many more pictures taken but i managed to upload only these few . not that im lazy but,should ask the blogger due to some connection problems . well,that's what we did . went to Istana Park then Singapore Muzeum and become a tourists instead of asking poeple for donation . ohh nigga please,im sooooo lazy to do that! (know me) haha . so,what's so great about thses one week? only boyfriend knows cause im super lazy to tell from A to Z . well,i shall just say the stuff i need here . hoho . overall,danceworks 2008 open category was great! =)

moving on . i met boyfriend on monday (03rd march) over at Goodview Gardens,the usual . well,it's because we really am missing each other veryveryveryveryveryvery much,i swear! especially me! misses him soo much which lead me to crying (okay,dont you laugh) im for real okay! met up and yeah,the usual,i laughed like a lot when we met . then,i kept myself quiet and hug him tight . (that's what i really wanna do when meeting him actually) to hug him tight and yeah,i didnt realise that i actually CRIED on his arms . for missing him so much . *blush* i cried twice on his arms! && he dosent fail to entertain me with his magic tricks! overall,ive learnt a new super magic trick from him! *yeay*

yesterday . boyfriend planned to come down to my school to have lunch together with the reason of,he's going for his camp TODAY until TOMORROW supposingly . (well,actually he's lazy to go for the camp) haha . he came down to school after his soccer practise and to my VERY SURPRISE,he bought for my LONG JOHN SILVER!! omg,do you believe that? haha . i dont hor! it's been like 2 months since i last ate a proper meal from LJS,seriously! andand,i never expect him to buy them for me . how sweet . also,he waited for me with some of his friends outside the school until i end my npcc training . then,after sitting down the block for sometime,he sent me back home . see,my boyfriend is very sweet . haha .

so,what's great? i love my lovestory like,very much! && yeah,SENTOSA for this monday hor ifah,izuan,fikah,fique,yunie and faisal . andand hatim too of course! so,we shall plan about them real soon! prolly tomorrow . andand to Fikah bby,get well soon baby! =)

labels: let's make that surprise happened! =)

❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, March 03, 2008 @20:27 | 0 lovely comments ✿

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